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ALONE

Life without Logain was unbearable. A few hours after the hearing where Eyna had been exiled, I walked across our territory like a zombie. I did not feel anything. I was numb. It was a hollow numbness, and somehow one that hurt and tore me apart from the inside. I missed Logain. Part of me sometimes thought he would be back. Another part was more rational and made me cry. Even werewires could cry, I learnt. I never had before. It wasn't my style. Until now. Now, I cried my eyes out. I wanted him back.
I was furious with Eyna, but somehow I missed her at the same time. She had been my closest friend ever since I got to the Broken Fangs. We had always been together, supporting each other. We had confided in each other whenever we needed to. When Logain came into my life, our friendship had slowly ended, but it was now that I truly missed it. With both of them gone, I was alone. Really, really alone.

I walked into my room, but it made me sick to be there. This was where Logain had been murdered, where Eyna's and my friendship had irrevocably ended. I lay down in bed and stared at the floor where there were still bloodstains. Tears rolled down my face, making my pillow wet. I howled inside, and wished this numbness would go away so I could grieve Logain properly.
And grieve the loss of my friend as well. I had lost so much, and it was time to find a way to live without it.

"So you're set then? You will do it?"
"Yes. After what happened to Deena, I'm more convinced than ever."
"Then do it, but quietly. Logain will not see it coming, and that will be to your advantage. But you know that Weyla will never forgive you."
"Maybe not, but it's for her own good.
'You're right. Logain has committed several crimes. It is time that his life ended."

Description
ALONE

Life without Logain was unbearable. A few hours after the hearing where Eyna had been exiled, I walked across our territory like a zombie. I did not feel anything. I was numb. It was a hollow numbness, and somehow one that hurt and tore me apart from the inside. I missed Logain. Part of me sometimes thought he would be back. Another part was more rational and made me cry. Even werewires could cry, I learnt. I never had before. It wasn't my style. Until now. Now, I cried my eyes out. I wanted him back.
I was furious with Eyna, but somehow I missed her at the same time. She had been my closest friend ever since I got to the Broken Fangs. We had always been together, supporting each other. We had confided in each other whenever we needed to. When Logain came into my life, our friendship had slowly ended, but it was now that I truly missed it. With both of them gone, I was alone. Really, really alone.

I walked into my room, but it made me sick to be there. This was where Logain had been murdered, where Eyna's and my friendship had irrevocably ended. I lay down in bed and stared at the floor where there were still bloodstains. Tears rolled down my face, making my pillow wet. I howled inside, and wished this numbness would go away so I could grieve Logain properly.
And grieve the loss of my friend as well. I had lost so much, and it was time to find a way to live without it.

"So you're set then? You will do it?"
"Yes. After what happened to Deena, I'm more convinced than ever."
"Then do it, but quietly. Logain will not see it coming, and that will be to your advantage. But you know that Weyla will never forgive you."
"Maybe not, but it's for her own good.
'You're right. Logain has committed several crimes. It is time that his life ended."