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White Lights

I often wonder if I missed my true calling.
It was my dream since I was young,
a dream fostered and shaped by someone
I truly loved and admired.
It was never what they thought.
If they could have seen into my heart and my head,
they would have seen the purest, whitest lights,
and nothing more.
But no one could see beyond
the outward appearance.
Perhaps if I had not lost
the most important friend I ever had,
the most supportive,
caring friend I ever had….
If I could still look him in the eyes,
I would not have lost my drive,
my one passion.

I have lost my direction
and I am left with no sense
of where to go.
It's been almost five years,
and I still don't understand.
If people could only keep their noses
out of what doesn't concern them,
I might sill know
what I want to be when I grow up.

Description
White Lights

I often wonder if I missed my true calling.
It was my dream since I was young,
a dream fostered and shaped by someone
I truly loved and admired.
It was never what they thought.
If they could have seen into my heart and my head,
they would have seen the purest, whitest lights,
and nothing more.
But no one could see beyond
the outward appearance.
Perhaps if I had not lost
the most important friend I ever had,
the most supportive,
caring friend I ever had….
If I could still look him in the eyes,
I would not have lost my drive,
my one passion.

I have lost my direction
and I am left with no sense
of where to go.
It's been almost five years,
and I still don't understand.
If people could only keep their noses
out of what doesn't concern them,
I might sill know
what I want to be when I grow up.