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Description In A World So Cold II
Human Gamzee x Abused Gothic reader.


Glares and looks from the other students were on you as you walk past them. Hearing their little rumors and gossip that they live and die for filled you ears. They do this to everyone in the school, going against their friends behind their backs. “Did you hear that (Name) cuts and hurt herself? Like why would she do that? She comes from a rich home, she has fucking everything and she still a bitch to her father who only wants the best for her daughter!!” one blonde said to the other. They stop there chat as you walked pasted them and they give you a look like your a freak of nature or something. Turning the corner and lean on the wall so you were out of their sight but still close to them. Listen to their conversation, “She dose!? I heard from her step brother, that she a huge druggy!! like she fucking doing this shit because she wants more fucking attention! Her poor father tries to help her with her problem and in return she fucking likes beats him and shit! That poor man!! If she was my child, I would just get rid of her! Like make her homeless and shit.. she could make money off the stress by being a hoe or something.. wait!! she already fucking dose!!! hahahaha!!! what a freak!!!” both of the girls are laughing at the comment made about you.
Holding your books tighter to you chest, you started to walk to your class again. He struck again, he always spread nasty shit about to you the other students. Hell, the new students know to avoid you because of these rumors. From these lies he is making of you. The worse part of it is that even the teachers agree with these lies.  Opening the door to your English class, you walked to the back of the room and seat down at the seat that was closer to the window. Starring out of it, watching a bird flying around from tree to tree singing it beautiful little song. You kept watching the little bird as you right hand rubs over your wrapped arm that you hide under your hoodie and sighed out quietly. The bell for class has rung and your classmates begin to fill the room. Whoever sat close to you moved their desks away from you and laughed. Once again their eyes were on you and more of the lies that Jason and his friends has made came throw the air.
The teacher cleared his throat and everyone settled down quietly. Today everyone had to do an assigned research paper in partners... everyone but you that is. The teacher aloud some groups have 3 people, so they don't have to work with you. To be honest you like it! No one to disagree with you or fight with them to do their share of the work, making your work go by quickly. As always your the first one with the project finish. Handing in your work, you just went back to your seat and start up your read on a book from Anne Rice. Being a huge sucker for fantasy literature, she was your favorite writers.
The bell rang again saying that class was over. For the rest of the day went by pretty quickly, before you know it. It was 5th period, your biology class. Walking into the room to fine Gamzee in you set, smiling at you and waves. The teacher wasn’t in the room yet either. 'Great so I'm stuck talking to the stoner clown..' You thought as you walk to the seat next to him, making his smile bigger as you went to the seat. “What is up my motherfucking wicked sister?” He chimes out in a lay back tone. Once again not giving him a second of your time you just ignored him but yet you watch what he did from the corner of your eye. He still has that goofy smile on his face and laid his head down on the desk, look at you. “Are you still all up and mad at me for that joke this morning (nick name)? Hehe honk!!” He laughed out when he said honk. “Cause I didn't mean to mother fucking piss ya off and shit man.”
You tried to ignoring him more and get your things ready for class but that was interrupted by “GOD DAMN IT FUCKING GAMZEE!!! DON'T BE FUCKING RUNNING OFF LIKE FUCKING THAT!!! I WAS FUCKING LOOKING EVERYONE WHERE FOR YOU, FUCKING DIPSHIT FUCKTARD!!!” A boy with dark brown with some chestnut red curled hair slammed the door open panting as if he was running. “Haha!!! I scream mother fucking tag Karbro!! I had to mother fucking run! I didn't want to be mother fucking it!! Gamzee laughed out harder!! “Oh Karbro! This is (Name), (Name) this is my mother fucking best friend Karkat Vantas.” “GAM DONT FUCKING HAN---” You didn't let him finish what he was about to say. In a low yet cold and threatening voice “You really shouldn't believe what you hear from others at this shit high you call a school..” Karkat froze and just blink a few times at you. “She's not mother fucking like that bro. I can fucking tell alright? She really mother fucking nice and shit man.” Gamzee smiled at you again but his eye had something you couldn’t tell what it was. “Alright Gamzee.. Next time don’t fucking run away like fucking that OK, fucktard!? Well I need to get to my programing class.. later” With that Karkat left and Gamzee just laughed again. “I'm mother fucking sorry about him n shit (nick name). He mother fucking get like that from time to time” Letting out a sigh and gave him a cold glare as well “My name is just (Name) nothing more nothing less got it?” The glare didn't scare him but made him laugh once again. “Your mother fucking cute when your fucking mad and shit sis” The ball rang now and classed start.
The rest of the day went by pretty quickly and before you knew it, it was the end of the day. Staying after school to do you homework in the school's library. It quiet and peaceful in here making it the best place to work in. Not a lot of the student come here really. One is normally found here almost everyday. He comes here because he really doesn’t like the students here and like the quiet as well. From time to time you both have light conversations with each other but thats about it. He helps you with your (worst subject)  work and you with his (best subject). Today he isn’t here though, so you were alone with your work. Which really didn't bother you any. Pulling out your net book and your phone, putting on A Demon's Fate by Within Temptation. As you get started on your (best subject) essay.  Getting so wrap up in your work as well as your music, you didn't realize that a small group of guys has came into the library and are standing next to and behind you.
Before you can register what was going on, the net book's screen was slammed onto your hands. “Sup slut?” a cocky voice said to the right of you. You didn't bother looking up to see who it was. Just the action alone gave it way. It was Jason and his worshipers. “Please just leave me to my work and music. I didn't do shit to any of you and you all know of this.”  Looking up at the Burnett boy that you have to call brother. “Yeah you did you wannabe dead girl...You dad yells at my mother, your the reason why he dose that.” He said with a sickening grin and look on his face. Two of his
“friends” grab each of your arm and drags you out the library fire exit which leads behind the school. Fighting and struggling against the two for you freedom. The third guy just picked up your stuff and follows the other.
They drag to you were there's no cameras or anyone can see. “Hold her tightly.. I don’t want to get lose. Her left arm is hurt so..” A boy with blonde hair just smile and squeezed it with all his strength, making you scream out in pain and hearing the bone brake more. The guys just laugh at each scream. They push you to your knees and pulled you hair back tightly as well so your looking up at Jason. He looks down at you with that sick look again and his foot made contact with you chest.  His fist soon follows his foot to the side of your face, making your lips split. Blood ran down your chain.  Once again you struggled against the others but one on your left twist your injured arm behind hand and punch it full force. Letting out an other painful scream as you face hit the cold earth. Then you felt a kick to you right temple. Shorty after that your face was being stomped into the ground. Then being pulled back to you knees by your hair. Your face was red from the blood and blue from the bruising.
Jason kneels down to your level. Your (eye color) met green eyes and tanned skin, he still has that sick look on his face. This time his grin is bigger, from this you tried even hard to get out of this mess but you fail.. your arm got hit again and your face was punch. “Now be a good slut and hold still for me okay?~” As he said this his friends started to laugh at your pain. He unzips your hoodie and rips the front of your shirt off now, reviling your (pale skin color), (fav dark color) bra, bruises, and wrapped ribs.  One of guys whistle at the sight of you almost bare chest. 'no...he's not... he won't... oh my god he is.... PLEASE GOD NO!!! MOM!! GAMZEE!! KARKAT!! SOLLUX!!! SOMEONE PLEASE FUCKING HELP ME!!!!'  Jason takes a box knife from his jacket and smiles at you. Your heart stop when you saw this...
He licks the side of the blade slowly as he looks at you. His face moves close to yours and he licks up some of your crimson blood from your face, then slaps you. Bring the knife to your stomach and start cutting shapes in your body. You couldn't take it anymore...tears escape your (eye color) eyes, pain filled your screams and you were shaking from this begging him just to stop!
–---------------BE GAMZEE------------
You stayed after school waiting for Karkat. Once again his mouth got him into detection and a write up. Thinking it funny because his father is the head principle of this school but yet again  his father and him don't normal get along and just scream fuck at each other. Some times you feel bad for his older brother Kankri, who gets drags in the little wars.. they would never hurt each other just throw pillows, food, sometime paint guns are involve and Karkat runs to your house screaming.
Well you just sat their slip on your wicked elixir called Faygo and listen to the normal fight between him and his father. Yet you just can get your mind off of (Name). She a pretty wicked Gothic, who can scare the dead if she truly wants to. Almost everyone in the school is scared of her because of her look and those fucking rumors. You know for a fact that none of them are true. So earlier today you played a joke on her, so you can talk to her. Like always she just brush you off, when 5th pd came you just tag Karkat and ran as fast as you could so you can take her seat and talked to her. It mother fucking
worked too!!!!
She hiding something and it hurting her. It's written clearly in those beautiful (eye color) eyes. You really want to help her and show here that some people in this school can be her friends, like yours friends would love her.. the 12 of you are kinda misfits after all.  Sollux did told you at one point that they have small chat and help each other with homework if need be. He said that she's a great teacher and can be nice.
You were to busy thinking to hear Karkat getting out and hitting you in the back of head with a hard cover book. “GAMZEE!!! YOUR FUCKTARD ARE YOU FUCKING LISTENING!! NO! YOU THINKING ABOUT THAT GOTH GIRL AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!” He was on his tippy toes while he yelled at you. “Ow...Brother that mother fucking hurt and shit man!!” Laughing out and rubs the back of your head. “I'm fucking sorry Karbro! She just to soo.....”  There goes your train of thought again...BAM!
“OW! Okay Okay!!!! ow... ready?” You ask moving away from the little demon with the book. “Yeah.. lets fucking go.” He sighs out..” KARKAT VANTAS!!! MOUTH YOUNG MAN!!!” His father herd that yet again.. “GO SUCK SOME DUDE DICK SIGNLESS!!!” “ THAT IS NO WAY TO TALK TO ME!!!” “I REALLY DON'T FUCKING CARE!!!!” “I'M TELLING MOM!!!” “GO AND FUCKING TELL HIM!” Now their at each other face scream and you were on the floor crying. Last year during one of their fight.. pretty much like this one.. Kankri got involved and started to lecture the both of them about making other mads, language, tempers, swearing and that they should be happy where their at. Well at the same time they both scream “YES MOTHER” to and the nickname just stuck.. Kankri really doesn’t like it one bit..
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Comments: 95

cinderofhell In reply to ??? [2014-04-26 16:39:19 +0000 UTC]

its a wait and see thing ^.^

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SharpPointyThings [2014-04-26 13:53:13 +0000 UTC]

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cinderofhell In reply to SharpPointyThings [2014-04-26 16:38:35 +0000 UTC]

starting chapter 3 now

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SharpPointyThings In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 17:09:31 +0000 UTC]

YAY!!!

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cinderofhell In reply to SharpPointyThings [2014-04-26 17:14:29 +0000 UTC]

hehe it might be out tonight.

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MistressOfTheVoid [2014-04-26 06:21:55 +0000 UTC]

OHMYGODGAMZEEISGONNATEARJASONANEWONE!!!!!  

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cinderofhell In reply to MistressOfTheVoid [2014-04-26 16:38:20 +0000 UTC]

you have to wait and see what happens in the 3rd chapter my friend ^,^

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MistressOfTheVoid In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 18:10:28 +0000 UTC]

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cinderofhell In reply to MistressOfTheVoid [2014-04-26 18:11:07 +0000 UTC]

lol

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ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 03:04:22 +0000 UTC]

OnO
IWANNAKNOWWHATHAPPENSTOREADER-CHAN
>n<

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 03:07:12 +0000 UTC]

O.o breathe women!! im brain storming right now ok..so did you laugh at the ending?

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 03:08:33 +0000 UTC]

a bit >u<

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 03:10:24 +0000 UTC]

haha!! i cant push chapters out on this one like my psiioniic story...

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 03:15:56 +0000 UTC]

okay.
I push chapters out all of the time
>u<

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 03:18:07 +0000 UTC]

hehe!! depends on the story for me.. this one is... one of those that needs time in writing ^.^

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 03:22:38 +0000 UTC]

yeah. I get it.

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 03:28:36 +0000 UTC]

hehe ^.^ -pokes- your it! >.> <.<

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 03:29:26 +0000 UTC]

OnO
*chases you*

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 03:30:44 +0000 UTC]

-hides- muhahha!!!

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 03:31:17 +0000 UTC]

*finds you* sup?

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 03:34:27 +0000 UTC]

..damn.. nm chilling with a guinea pig and writing a story. you?

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 03:38:14 +0000 UTC]

writing a story, working on adopts, and working on my book.
oh, and watching Black Butler on youtube.

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 03:43:05 +0000 UTC]

hehe i have a chibi  sebastian key chain that i hang from my black cat ^.^

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 03:44:42 +0000 UTC]

O.O
you're even more awesome now

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 03:49:32 +0000 UTC]

yeah! here the photo for ya too : cinderofhell.deviantart.com/ar…
your really awesome too chickie !!

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 03:53:06 +0000 UTC]

heh, thanks. I plan on having the Sollux songfic up by Sunday (HOPEFULLY)

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 03:55:40 +0000 UTC]

YAY!!!! -happy dances-

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 03:59:32 +0000 UTC]

I said HOPEFULLY.
it might not happen.

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 04:04:01 +0000 UTC]

-stops dancing- aww.. oh well ^.^ if you can then you can, if you cant then you cant.

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 04:06:31 +0000 UTC]

I really want to though.
dy and stuff...
BUTTHENSTA.SHDELETEDIT!!!!
>n<

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 04:10:46 +0000 UTC]

ouch...

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 04:19:06 +0000 UTC]

I was very angry.
I ragequit.

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 04:20:34 +0000 UTC]

ah! i hate those..

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 04:23:49 +0000 UTC]

ikr?

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 04:26:40 +0000 UTC]

yeah

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 04:29:12 +0000 UTC]

like one time, I drew something with dAmuro... and as I was submitting it...
ITDELETEDIT
and it had taken me THREE HOURS.

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 04:31:16 +0000 UTC]

ouch! i was submitting this really great photo and when it finish loading... BAM!  it got deleted..

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 04:32:18 +0000 UTC]

O.O
I would've thrown it...

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 04:36:36 +0000 UTC]

hehe ^.^ i have temper probs

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 04:37:14 +0000 UTC]

so do i

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 04:38:43 +0000 UTC]

^.^ it freaking sucks!!

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 04:39:23 +0000 UTC]

I agree.

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 04:42:10 +0000 UTC]

lol so hows your writing going?

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 04:43:26 +0000 UTC]

good, actually.
but it's like, 20mins to 1:00 where I am...
so I keep falling asleep.

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 04:46:09 +0000 UTC]

same. i'll chat with ya in the morning

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 04:46:34 +0000 UTC]

alright, g'night.

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 16:24:47 +0000 UTC]

morning..

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 16:45:51 +0000 UTC]

morning!
like my new icon?

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-04-26 16:48:14 +0000 UTC]

heck yeah, its more like LOVE IT!! my dear ^.^

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-04-26 16:52:27 +0000 UTC]

IKR?!?!?!
I LOVE IT!
Terezi would be so proud

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