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Description In a World So Cold III
Human Gamzee x Abuse Gothic Reader


Any girl in your position would be scared and begging like you are doing. Yet, that made you try fighting back more. Your makeup is ruined, causing black tears to run down your cheeks. Jason sees them and laughs more as the knife made its way to your (dark color) bra. “Let’s see what you’re hiding under this hmm.~” All four of the guys eyes light up and lick their lips. “STOP PLEASE!!!” You screamed out and start struggling hard and screaming. Jason got more and more pissed off by the second and he slaps you again. Cutting your bra off and pulling your down to your elbow, he shoves his tongue inside of your mouth. This made you bite down on his tongue hard. He pulls back and yelling in pain, so he grabs your breasts and squeeze them hard so there are black, purple, blue and brown hands marks on them.

He pulls backs and grins again, then slaps you. You spit at his face and try regain your composer. “You little fucking bitch!” Jason screamed out as he wipe the bloody spit from his face. The blonde boy who was holding your left arm twisted it, then lands a blow to the back of your head. “Yo, Jason, I think she needs a punishment!” the blonde boy said and holds your arm tighter. “You’re right there Matt! I know the best punishment and all of us will be able to enjoy it…” Jason commented has sparked a new flame in your eyes.

His hands went to your pants and looked at you as he unbuttoned them and slid them down you to do your knees. Never! You'll never let him take away your innocence! That is the one thing you won’t let anyone take away from you. His hand went straight for your (2ed fav dark color) panties. The 3rd guy put your stuff down and pulls a video camera out of his bag and films you. Jason grabs your hair again and pulls your head back from your black roots making you look up at the camera. He licks the side of your face slowly. “Can't wait to show everyone that you like to fuck your brother (Nick name)” Jason said as his friends held tighter on you and pushed you to the ground. He leans in close to you and presses his lips to your neck and his hands wonder around your body. They’re slowly moving down to you underwear. “HEY WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING DOING THERE?!”

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After the Vantas's little fight, the both of you start walking towards his sliver car, which is parked in Signless's spot. There's a sign in front of it with his name on it but Karkat had sharpied over his father's name and wrote his in big letters on top. The both of you were about to get in tell you heard screaming and laughter. Karkat stop and looked up at you when the screaming turned into begging and pleading for someone to stop. Both of your eyes widen and the two of you race to where you hear the screaming and begging.

Once you reached the place that the screaming was coming from your face and heart dropped. There are 4 guys holding a bloody almost naked (Name) to the ground. She was trying to fight back but guys are too strong for her. What made things worst was Jason, (Name)’s own step-brother was the one who is trying to rape her. Anger filled your face, and your heart wanted you to kill these sick bastards on the spot. Looking over at Karkat, His face was the same as your own, his hands became fists then yelled out “HEY WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING DOING THERE?!” All of the guys looked up at you and Karkat. The one looked up and was holding a video camera, seeing this made your stomach dropped even lower. Rage clouded your thinking a judgment, you ran over and threw a punch at Jason, knocking him down to the ground with a bloody nose, then you curve stomped his face in and kicked his chest hard. You could hear his ribs breaking from your kick.

The other guys let go of (Name), now that she is free. She low sweep kicks the guy who was holding her left side. Karkat knocked the guy on her right to the ground. She quickly got dressed and grabbed her things, she started to run but a red head guy grabbed her arm. He pulled her back towards him and wrapped his arm tightly around her. She struggles against him and got her right arm free and knocked him in the temple with her elbow and runs off into the woods. After you and Karkat beat the living shit out of these guys, seeing that she took off into the woods you deiced to followed her. She's pretty far ahead of you, and moving quickly. This surprised you because of her injuries and the blood she lost. You follow her till you both were in denser parts of the woods. Once you got to the middle of the denser part, she just disappears. Knowing that she is gone now and you left the woods to fine Karkat speaking to his dad about this.

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Sitting in a tree catching your breath, you pulled your book bag on your lap and took on a first aid kit you always kept in there. Taking out the peroxide and cotton balls you began to clean and dress each cut and other wounds you have gotten today. After about an hour and had all the wounds neatly wrapped and dressed to avoid infections they might bring to you. In your head you were thanking Gamzee and Karkat over and over again. 'why did they help me? They should have minded their own business and left me, but yet... I'm graceful that they did…”

Tears started to roll down your face and you put on a clean t shirt and clean your makeup off your face. Karkat most likely told his father and you’re going to be question about this in the morning. This scared you a bit, that means your dad and his bitch are going to be there as well. You know can't tell Mr. Vantas the truth, they would kill you! Leaning against the trunk of the tree, you let out a depressed sigh. One more year, one more year, then you’re out of that shit whole for good! Get your diploma, get a job, and live your life how you wanted it to be.

In your mind, you were planning the lies you hate to tell. Right now its lie or die, you also know you can't go home after this because of nightmares that are waiting for your return. One thing that did surprise you is that they let you go to school. Well have Jason there to tell them everything that you’re doing and who you are talking to as well. Thinking about more deeply now, it hit you. You always thought school was a safe haven from them but it's not. Jason and his friends are there too, if your parents won’t make it hell for you at home, Jason and his dogs doing it. Anyone who tried to talk to, or get to know you, he ruined with those damn lies he spreads.

But yet there's Gamzee Maraka, he always finds someway to talk to you and ignore what everyone else was saying. He always gave you a friendly smile, complemented you and tried to make you smile in return. Thinking of the stoner made your heart beat fast and a light pink blush settled over your cheeks and nose. STOP! What the ever loving hell are you thinking!? You can't like him or have any form of a relationship with him! Your dad would kill him if he finds out. Maraka is way too sweet for someone to do that to him. Hating to push him and others away like this, this is your life now. “Goddess of death and decay.” Is what some people call you now. It's funny how he knows your name but knows that mouth full of a nickname.

Wiping the tears falling down from your (eye color), you pulled out your phone and put Missing form Evanescence on. This song is fitting right now and would help you calm your mind from all the stress and dismay that unfolded today. Your eyes slowly closed shut, your mind is starting to relax itself. Thoughts of the wanna-be clown filled your eyes and ears. Sure, you know no one will miss you but yet you also know that Gamzee would.

In the morning you climbed down from your tree, got dressed and started to head to school. Pulling your hood up and blasting your headphone with Disturbed and Dope, so you can't hear what those fucking morons are talking about. Walking up to the clearing that was right out of the school, you notice someone standing there as if they were waiting. As you slowly approach the person, they turn and face you. ‘HONK!!!’ You jumped about a foot hearing this know who it was but why was he waiting for you? Walking up to him, keeping your head down and face hidden in your hair, walking past him, he pulls you into a gentle hug and holds you in his arms. This really takes you by surprise! Not knowing how to react to this, you just stood there like an idiot. “I was motherfucking worried about you sis!! Couldn’t even motherfucking sleep!” “Then you shouldn't have came to help me stupid!” You tried pushing him off, but he was much stronger then he looks.

“Well I couldn’t have let them do that to you, could I? I'm sorry that fucking happened to you and shit sis! I'm motherfucking pissed that your own brother would do that!” He pulls you closer towards him but still holds you gently. “Then mother fucking running off like that man. You made my heart hurt and go cold.” With that he picks you up bridal style and walks to the nurse’s office. “PUT ME DOWN MARAKA!!!!” “Nope! Signless wants the nurse to take a look at you then he wants to talk to you and your parents.” As soon as he said the last part your body becomes frozen still. Your (eye color) widened, this is it... You were going to die tonight.
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Comments: 14

Nekoninja26 [2014-05-07 22:09:43 +0000 UTC]

Oh my good I love that song  An I love this stor~
* head explodes from the awsomeness *

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cinderofhell In reply to Nekoninja26 [2014-05-09 21:48:42 +0000 UTC]

hehe!! im go glad your enjoying my story! im well have chapter 4 post as soon as i can ^.^

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RinitaChan [2014-05-04 02:07:46 +0000 UTC]

Oh god I love the tie-in song! This story is fantastic, I'm excited to see more!

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cinderofhell In reply to RinitaChan [2014-05-05 18:34:32 +0000 UTC]

thank you! im very glad your enjoying the story!! there will be more tie in songs in later chapters.

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SharpPointyThings [2014-05-03 19:03:33 +0000 UTC]

I LOVE THIS SOOOO MUCH

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cinderofhell In reply to SharpPointyThings [2014-05-04 00:58:41 +0000 UTC]

im glad you like it ^.^

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AnimefanGirlAki [2014-05-03 18:50:52 +0000 UTC]

 I can"t wait for more it"s sad and kinda depressing but I love it! C: 

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cinderofhell In reply to AnimefanGirlAki [2014-05-04 00:57:12 +0000 UTC]

well it gonna get more depressing and bloodier in later chapters. i glad you enjoy it so much ^.^

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AnimefanGirlAki In reply to cinderofhell [2014-05-04 02:24:26 +0000 UTC]

Woah... Just when i thought it couldn"t you are going to make it sadder O-O Cool! C:

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cinderofhell In reply to AnimefanGirlAki [2014-05-05 18:33:23 +0000 UTC]

hehe ^.^ i love writing dark stuff its just i have to get my mind in a dark place to write it. it not hard for me to put my mind in dark places because i normally live there. it just i have been busy last week and most likely this week.

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AnimefanGirlAki In reply to cinderofhell [2014-05-05 19:10:46 +0000 UTC]

C: ok 

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ShadowDragon773 [2014-05-03 18:49:18 +0000 UTC]

no problem!
I love helping 
>u<

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cinderofhell In reply to ShadowDragon773 [2014-05-04 00:58:21 +0000 UTC]

PIKA!!!!  

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ShadowDragon773 In reply to cinderofhell [2014-05-04 01:00:01 +0000 UTC]

^w^

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