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Published: 2015-01-27 03:05:25 +0000 UTC; Views: 161; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 0
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It's getting so very tempting to deactivate.
Its been hard.
Can I injure someone.
Help me. Why am I confused.
I feel dead. My chamber is closed.
Yet nobody can hear me.
Silent tears.
Silent fears.
Crushing kids.
Fall Out Boy.
Late night thoughts.
Why. Do. I. Click.
Therapy is not an option. 
I missed you. I still do.
A real life poem.
All in act.
I will not cut.
New phone blues.
A poem to:  
  and

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Comments: 40

E-Sane [2015-01-27 22:56:08 +0000 UTC]

Not involved, but gotta say, you're too awesome to lose. 

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to E-Sane [2015-01-27 22:59:41 +0000 UTC]

Thanks....

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RoyalGummy [2015-01-27 12:54:37 +0000 UTC]

Oh, honey. What's wrong?

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to RoyalGummy [2015-01-27 16:38:29 +0000 UTC]

I've been feeling uberly down.
Stuff has been happening with my dad.
My mom was rumored to be losing her job.
The douchebags in the class over are jerks to me.
I have a summer school for extra help. All saturday too.
My best friend is having problems.
And I'm waiting for an acceptance letter for a school.

Simple things piled on me.

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RoyalGummy In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-27 19:03:21 +0000 UTC]

Awh honey ;-; I must hug you.

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to RoyalGummy [2015-01-27 20:33:31 +0000 UTC]

And it's a blizzard outside. I hate snow. My
dad is away. WHYYYYYY. ;^;

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RoyalGummy In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-28 00:59:56 +0000 UTC]

Awh honeyyyyyy

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to RoyalGummy [2015-01-28 01:22:47 +0000 UTC]

No. Stahp. I don't want you in here. My
life is getting darker. I'm going insane for every second 
I'm alone.

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RoyalGummy In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-28 12:27:51 +0000 UTC]

I must hug you now.

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to RoyalGummy [2015-01-28 20:44:08 +0000 UTC]

-huggles- Ill be fine...

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RoyalGummy In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-29 12:35:06 +0000 UTC]

Okay... :/

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WildWolfSpirit1 [2015-01-27 12:34:54 +0000 UTC]

Are you alright, dude?!

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to WildWolfSpirit1 [2015-01-27 16:38:54 +0000 UTC]

Nope. 
I've been feeling uberly down.
Stuff has been happening with my dad.
My mom was rumored to be losing her job.
The douchebags in the class over are jerks to me.
I have a summer school for extra help. All saturday too.
My best friend is having problems.
And I'm waiting for an acceptance letter for a school.

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WildWolfSpirit1 In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-27 22:08:45 +0000 UTC]

Aww, dude. I'm sorry very sorry to hear this, but you know, your a great person, and some day, though it maybe off in the future, every things going to get paved out, though there may still be bumps in the road, but it will be a much smoother drive.

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to WildWolfSpirit1 [2015-01-27 23:01:38 +0000 UTC]

I keep waiting and nothing gets better. It pains me to worry
about school too. Even with my good grades, I'm scared to lose it.
dA is one of the only ways to talk to you guys and I hate when
things go wrong on here. One more thing to worry about.

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WildWolfSpirit1 In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-27 23:25:23 +0000 UTC]

Well, I didn't say that anything was going to be instantly. You've just got to wait. You've got great grades, so you've got no worry to worry about that. Yeah, people at school are shitty and crap, but you've just got to ignor them. I agree with you, my only real friends, besides one or two, are on here, on dA, but still.

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to WildWolfSpirit1 [2015-01-28 01:21:41 +0000 UTC]

I'm scared to lose you too. Changing schools again
made me lose too much with bonds and whatnot. I
hate that that deep pain will be brought out.

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WildWolfSpirit1 In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-28 01:49:08 +0000 UTC]

There's no way that I'd leave you, dude. I understand that it's a pain in the arse moving to a new school and everything, but you'll make new friends there. :3

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to WildWolfSpirit1 [2015-01-28 02:05:38 +0000 UTC]

Awwwwwwweh. -hugs you- You're one of
mah bestest friends. Thanks.

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WildWolfSpirit1 In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-28 02:25:09 +0000 UTC]

-hugs back- You guys here on dA are my real friends, and I treat my freinds like they should be treated.

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B1ackB1oodedKing [2015-01-27 04:23:41 +0000 UTC]

I'm so so, so, sorry! Can I cheer you up in any way?!~ please? 

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to B1ackB1oodedKing [2015-01-27 04:29:07 +0000 UTC]

You just keep being you. And keep an eye on me.
-hugs you-

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B1ackB1oodedKing In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-30 22:50:36 +0000 UTC]

I shall! -Hug hug hug cuddle- hush now Lucius senpai is here.~

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to B1ackB1oodedKing [2015-01-30 22:57:14 +0000 UTC]

D: My senpai is gone......,, He left. -cuddles-

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B1ackB1oodedKing In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-31 05:56:34 +0000 UTC]

I IS SENPAI HUSH CHILD COME INTO UR FATHERS ARMS.

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to B1ackB1oodedKing [2015-01-31 12:54:31 +0000 UTC]

XD -hugs you- You silly child.

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B1ackB1oodedKing In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-31 14:55:19 +0000 UTC]

Hushhhhh and shushhhh father is here RINNIE.

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7inHabited [2015-01-27 03:21:48 +0000 UTC]

Are you okay..?

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to 7inHabited [2015-01-27 03:44:11 +0000 UTC]

I've been feeling uberly down.
Stuff has been happening with my dad.
My mom was rumored to be losing her job.
The douchebags in the class over are jerks to me.
I have a summer school for extra help. All saturday too.
My best friend is having problems.
And I'm waiting for an acceptance letter for a school.

ALL IN ALL. NOPE.

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7inHabited In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-27 03:56:15 +0000 UTC]

One of those horrible times in life... Such cruelty life can give us sometimes.. *hugs you* But don't worry, they always seem to clear up eventually :3 I hope for the best for you, your family, and your friend. 

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to 7inHabited [2015-01-27 03:58:47 +0000 UTC]

>~< Not soon enough. I've been postponing
EVERYTHING. 

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Springfallendeer [2015-01-27 03:18:01 +0000 UTC]

What's going on?

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to Springfallendeer [2015-01-27 03:43:53 +0000 UTC]

I've been feeling uberly down.
Stuff has been happening with my dad.
My mom was rumored to be losing her job.
The douchebags in the class over are jerks to me.
I have a summer school for extra help. All saturday too.
My best friend is having problems.
And I'm waiting for an acceptance letter for a school.

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Springfallendeer In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-27 03:47:14 +0000 UTC]

I see. So a lot going on all at once. I'm sorry dear.

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to Springfallendeer [2015-01-27 03:49:51 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. It's been affecting my mood the most.
I had been doing so much art and I was almost done
with my fanfics..... S'okay....

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Springfallendeer In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-27 03:56:29 +0000 UTC]

I see.

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to Springfallendeer [2015-01-27 03:58:06 +0000 UTC]

But I will (for sure) do a picture for your birthday.

You are like family, it's a sister's duty to
be happy in times of sadness.

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Springfallendeer In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-27 03:59:49 +0000 UTC]

You don't have to do that. I just want you to feel better.

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CinnamonWaffleNerd In reply to Springfallendeer [2015-01-27 04:06:10 +0000 UTC]

There really is nothing I can do but stay inside.
There's a blizzard and my dad has a flight overnight.
My pleasure, I'll be bored for 1 snow day.
And I hate the coldddddd.

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Springfallendeer In reply to CinnamonWaffleNerd [2015-01-27 04:19:34 +0000 UTC]

I hate the cold as well >m<
But don't do anything unless you want too.

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