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cloud-eight — Love is Scary and Confusing
Published: 2003-05-06 22:08:03 +0000 UTC; Views: 703; Favourites: 15; Downloads: 48
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Love is a scary and confusing thing. It’s a wonderful feeling, don’t get me wrong, but it’s that wonderful feeling that scares me. I’m always trying to do the right thing, trying to make everything good for those I love and I often find myself mentally beating myself up for silly little mistakes I make. Even those that I know that I shouldn’t dwell on; in fact- most of the things I ‘beat myself up’ about are those unimportant things.So this is a look into my mind. It’s like one of those horror movies where you can’t run any more, low, swirly fog covers the ground, and there’s a big, black shadow hovering over you. This is how I feel some times.
But then, it is this love that keeps me going. I think I can honestly say that if it weren't for the love I feel for people and the love they give me I’m not sure if I would’ve stopped myself from doing some of the things I’ve thought of. Maybe I wouldn’t even be here.
So to my family, Sara my twin, Matt my boyfriend, Linnea my best friend, Nikki whom I haven’t even met in real life, and any others- Thank you. I need it.
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Comments: 9
This pic totally tells us what you're saying!!
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I feel the exact same way. Lov eit just so annoying to me. I even did a poem about it. I even called it "Love Stinks". I like love that much as you can tell. Then again... I've written some other stuff about the way I feel... I'm messed up.
I also hit myself because I feel like I do too many stupid things. Love makes me do that too. I'm messed up.
I love what you did here. You did an amazing job with this
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WWWWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! *kills DA for not showing em this early* OMG!!! *huggles you ever so tightly* I LOVE YOU TO STEPHANIE!!!! *huggles you again* This is such a cool pic I've never seen somthing like this before....its soo awsome....
Love is scarry but it's one of those great risk we take every day!! Lovles you much!!! i will always be your best friend!!! *hugs*
~Nikki
P.s. I feel loved...
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shit i feel that. but i does love ya! hope its not that way all the time..... oh well. i guess were all just goin through life trying to figure things out. we learn as we go along
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I understand so completely its scary. I've been having the same problems recently. I'm hopelessly romantic at heart but have no skills at it. *sigh Here's to better luck for both of us.
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Damn that sounds just like me Oo very powerful message. In one light caring about others is the greatest feeling in the world, and in another it's like walking in a room made of glass, trying not to break it
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It's really good. I like her expression and the message...It's great.
Her righ arm looks a little odd to me, but, other than that, it's great. It really is.
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