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“So that’s it in a nutshell,” Keiko finished later that night on her bed across the room from Kimiko.

“Wow,” Kimiko breathed. Keiko had just finished telling her about what Jermaine and Jessie had told her about the events in the ice cream shop. Apparently Jermaine hadn’t gone into details about what exactly had been said but Keiko could gather that it was a little more than suggestive. Both Clay and Jermaine had immediately protested but Luca had apparently kept going until Rai stood suddenly, grabbed Luca up out of his chair, then knocked him onto the floor and, to quote Jermaine ‘attempted to beat the crap out of him.’

“Yeah wow,” Keiko agreed. “It must be nice to have someone that’s willing to do something like that for you.”

“You don’t think that any of our friends wouldn’t do that for you?” Kimiko asked surprised.

“No,” Keiko scoffed and Kimiko looked at her disbelievingly. “Ok well maybe they would,” Keiko admitted, “but Raimundo doing it for you is in a totally different league.” Kimiko didn’t respond. She and Raimundo hadn’t spoken another word after she’d thanked him for defending her. They’d rejoined the others shortly after that to find Clay steaming, but not at Raimundo thankfully. He was more upset by how his friends had been acting and he was beyond angry at Luca for being so rude to Kimiko. Things hadn’t been as uncomfortable as one might have imagined after that but it was still slightly awkward.

“So,” Keiko went on drumming her fingers against her pillow, “when you dragged Rai away what did you talk about?”

“I just asked him to tell me what happened,” Kimiko answered plainly. “He didn’t go into details but basically said the same thing that you did.”

“Ok then,” Keiko said clearly disappointed that nothing more had happened. She and the others had been hoping that something new would have happened between the two and they would come to some resolution.

“I know you and the others want something to happen between us,” Kimiko said practically reading Keiko’s thoughts, “but its probably going to take some time.”

“Are you still going to Rio?” Keiko asked uncomfortably.

“I hadn’t given it much thought,” Kimiko admitted. “We’re still friends but it might be awkward.”

“True,” Keiko agreed.

“But I’d still really like to go,” Kimiko added. “Is that awful?” she asked.

“I don’t think so,” Keiko reasoned and then suggested, “but maybe you should tell Rai that.”

“Maybe,” Kimiko agreed uncomfortably knowing that she was right.

“So tomorrow’s the big party,” Keiko went on changing subjects.

“Yeah, I wonder if that idiot Luca is going to show up?” Kimiko wondered and Keiko snorted.

“If he knows what’s good for him he won’t,” Keiko answered.

“What about the others? I’ve got the impression that they don’t really like us,” Kimiko said looking up at the ceiling.

“You think?” Keiko asked sarcastically and the two laughed. “Why do you think they don’t like us?”

“My best guess is that maybe they’re jealous, or they feel threatened since we spend more time with Clay then they do. I mean we’ve only known Clay through high school, they’ve probably known him through most of their lives.”

“Doesn’t mean they’ve got to act like we’re the scum of the earth,” Keiko reasoned and Kimiko had to agree.

“I feel bad that we haven’t exactly gotten along well with them,” Kimiko added a second later.

“Luca wasn’t exactly making that very easy,” Keiko answered, “and Clay doesn’t seem to bothered by it.”

“That’s true,” Kimiko agreed and when silence fell Kimiko knew she couldn’t stall anymore. “I think I’m going to go talk to Rai,” she finally said.

“Oh ok,” Keiko said trying not to sound surprised or excited as Kimiko climbed off her bed and left the room. As soon as the door shut Keiko sent a silent to prayer to anyone that was listening that their conversation went well.

Meanwhile had reached the room the three boys were sharing and stood nervously outside of it. She could hear three voices and picked out Raimundo’s easily. Stealing her courage Kimiko raised her hand and knocked softly on the door. Immediately all three voices went silent and Kimiko heard shuffling towards the door. To her relief and despair Raimundo answered.

“Hey,” Kimiko said quickly before he could get a word in edgewise, “can I talk to you?”

“Yeah sure,” Raimundo answered after a moment of surprise. Kimiko stepped aside and let him step out of the room and caught a glimpse of Jermaine and Clay exchanging surprised but hopefully looks and Kimiko felt the pressure build. Raimundo turned to her once the door was shut and the two made their way to the front porch in an attempt for some privacy. Kimiko moved away from Raimundo who stopped after a few steps onto the wooden porch and kept going until she reached the railing at the end and leaned heavily on it. Rai followed after her once she’s stopped but didn’t get too close, nervous about what this was all about.

“How’s your hand?” Kimiko asked and Raimundo looked at his bandaged right hand. It had been a precaution forced on him by Mrs. Bailey who didn’t seem to accept his ‘I fell down’ excuse but didn’t press.

“Its fine,” he answered mutely. “I don’t even really need it.”

“Always the tough guy,” Kimiko laughed as she turned back to face him, slipping to sit up on the top of the railing. A breeze stirred, uncharacteristic of the humid July weather, and pushed Kimiko’s hair, let down for sleeping, up around her face. Before either really realized it Raimundo stepped forward and tucked a few random strands back behind her ear. Their eyes locked and Raimundo saw no resistance he brought his other hand up, his right still holding the hair behind her ear, and mimicked the act of his other hand. Now both hands were framing her face and Raimundo leaned forward almost tentatively, which was a totally new sensation since none of their kisses had ever been tentative, and brushed their lips lightly together. When Kimiko still didn’t protest Raimundo pressed harder to her lips and nearly lost his mind when he felt her press back. He started to kiss her urgently, right arm slipping down to wrap around her waist as his left hand went to cup her cheek, freezing when he felt tears there.

Raimundo broke the kiss and pulled back instantly staring back at a tear streaked face.

“Kimiko, what’s wrong? Why are you crying?” he asked searching her eyes for any clue that may give away why she was so upset. Why any of this was happening.

“I’m sorry Raimundo,” Kimiko apologized looking away as she slipped off the railing and tried to walk away. Raimundo immediately caught her and pulled her back.

“No,” he said firmly pulling her back to stand in front of him. “What is wrong with you?” When she defiantly looked away Raimundo narrowed his eyes in frustration. “How can I help you if you won’t tell me what’s wrong with you?” Kimiko looked up at him, still tearful but angry as well.

“Is that it Rai? Feeling your white knight status threatened?” she asked sharply. “In case you haven’t noticed I do fine on my own. And unless I’m mistaken I’m the one that fixes things, not you.” Rai looked like he might snap back but instead he shut his eyes tight and released her.

“Fine Kimiko,” he told her ruefully, “if that’s how it needs to be then so be it.”

“I don’t know what you mean,” Kimiko answered coolly.

“Its ok,” Raimundo said stepping back, “I understand. If you need to make me the enemy, somehow, blame whatever is going on with you on me, I understand. Hate me, its fine.”

“I,” Kimiko started to respond but Raimundo cut her off.

“Don’t worry about it Kimiko,” he told her turning to walk off.

“You arrogant,” Kimiko trailed off as he walked away from her.

“Something to say Kimiko?” Rai stopped and turned back to her. Kimiko immediately shut up knowing his tactic was to get a rise out of her, and maybe to get her to spill. “Come on Kimiko,” Raimundo pressed when Kimiko remained tight lipped.

“You know what,” Kimiko said shaking her head and folding her arms over her chest, “I don’t even care any more.”

“Liar,” Raimundo immediately accused.

“You are an over confident asshole,” Kimiko told him.

“Maybe,” Rai shrugged. Kimiko gritted her teeth and looked away. She let out and involuntarily squeal when Raimundo moved quickly and grabbed her again, pulling her flush to his body and kissing her soundly. Kimiko immediately moved to shove him away and succeed slightly. Raimundo broke the kiss but kept holding to her tightly.

“Tell me,” he urged.

“What?”
“What is wrong with you?”
“Nothing is wrong with me,” Kimiko snapped, “I’m perfectly within my right mind.”

“I never said you weren’t,” Rai assured her. “Just tell me,” he insisted. When Kimiko remained silent Rai tried again. “Just tell me,” he repeated and then added, “and I’ll let it drop. I promise. I’ll walk away if you want. Just tell me so I’m not wondering what or why.” Kimiko sighed and pushed herself away from him again and this time he let her go.

“How bad can it be?” he asked more to himself then to her. Kimiko remained silent as she sat on the porch swing. Rai stayed silent as well, watching her push gently back and forth on the swing, listening to chains squeak as they broke the silence growing between the two.

“It’s my dad,” Kimiko finally spoke so softly that Raimundo almost didn’t hear her.

“What about him?” Rai asked concerned that he may be sick or something worse.

“He wants me to attend university in Japan,” Kimiko explained and Raimundo remained quiet. He couldn’t say he wasn’t surprised. His parents were also keen on having him back in Brazil for the next level of education but he already had plans going to get a scholarship to an American school, hopefully to whatever one Kimiko was going to or at least one near by.

“And he thinks,” Kimiko said taking a great breath, “and I can’t say it isn’t completely wrong, that the best way to get into a good Japanese University is to go to a good Japanese high school.”

It took a moment for the information to sink into Raimundo and when it had he closed his eyes tightly, as if not being able to look at her.

“And you’re,” he finally spoke, “going along with that?”

“He’s my father,” Kimiko answered immediately.

“So?” Rai asked outraged. “That doesn’t mean he gets to rule your life. Do you want to spend your senior year in Japan? Do you want to leave Mercer and everyone and not go to college in the states?” Kimiko didn’t answer any of his questions so Raimundo asked a final one. “Do you want to leave me?”

“No!” Kimiko answered immediately looking up at him and then seemed to catch herself and looked away again.

“That’s why you’ve been acting so distant. That’s why you said you wanted to break up and have been trying to push me away,” Rai reasoned.

“It’s going to make leaving a hell of a lot easier,” Kimiko sniffed.

“You really want to leave?” Rai asked still in disbelief that she would even consider it.

“Do I have much of a choice?” Kimiko asked him looking at him with hard eyes and finally standing. “I’m seventeen Raimundo. I don’t have a whole lot of options at my disposal.”

“But I know you,” he accused, “you aren’t the type that just lies down and takes this. And being apart that wouldn’t want to make you break up. Would it?”

“He’s my father I won’t go against his wishes,” Kimiko snapped back.

“Holy crap,” Raimundo breathed and he took a step back as if wounded. Kimiko looked at him alarmed.

“What?” she asked quickly.

“I just figured out the rest,” he said looking wide eyed at her.

“There’s nothing else besides what I just told you,” Kimiko said in a controlled voice.

“He wants us to break up doesn’t he?” Raimundo asked unbelieving as the words came out of his mouth. He’d known Toshiro since he was in the fourth grade and he’d never treated Raimundo with anything but fatherly affection and respect. When Raimundo had accompanied Kimiko home over the winter break he’d been warm, receptive, and seemed to be genuinely happy that he and Kimiko were going out.

“He never said that,” Kimiko said after a minute, “but it was certainly hinted at.” Raimundo was silent with shock hardly believing that Toshiro was capable of that. “Please don’t think any less of him Raimundo,” Kimiko pleaded, “he cares about you, respects you, and thinks you’re an amazing person.”

“But not good enough for his daughter,” Raimundo said stiffly. “Do you think I’m not good enough for you?” he asked Kimiko almost accusingly.

“I can’t believe you would even ask that,” Kimiko hissed back.

“I’m sorry,” Raimundo immediately apologized and Kimiko nodded in recognition before going on.

“The moment I stepped off the plane Dad started riding me about plans for the future. Who I was going to be? What am I going to do? Asking me questions that I didn’t even know he thought about. It was totally unlike him. He used to tell me that he’d be happy as long as I was happy, and now he’s acting like his image and the company’s image was more important.”

“You’re right,” Rai agreed, “that doesn’t sound like Toshiro.”

“I’d like to blame that damn woman but it would be unfair,” Kimiko said venomously.

“What woman?”
“My dad,” Kimiko sighed, “is getting remarried.”

“Oh,” was all Rai could manage to say.

“Yeah, dear Daddy is all about the big surprises this summer,” Kimiko said sarcastically. Rai was suddenly beside her and pulled her close. Kimiko allowed it, sadly almost because she realized how much she really wanted to just be held by him. Somehow they sank back to the porch swing and Kimiko curled her legs up as Raimundo kept his arms wrapped tight around her. They stayed that way until they were asleep, both wondering what the hell they were going to do.

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“You’re not serious,” Kimiko asked Jessie later the next day. Everyone was helping to load up Clay’s truck and the Bailey family’s SUV with various picnic supplies in preparation for the Fourth of July Barbeque by the lake Kimiko and the others had visited the first day.

“Daddy’s got some old fashioned ideas,” Jessie said shrugging and then added begrudgingly, “unfortunately.” Kimiko made a tiny groaning noise in her throat and Jessie grinned. “Dad wasn’t too happy about finding you and Raimundo asleep together this morning.”

“Fully clothed, on a wooden swing, in plain sight of everyone,” Kimiko reasoned but knew it was ridiculous. “He really asked you and Clay to keep an eye on the two of us?”

“Not to be left alone together,” Jessie recited. “I believe that those were his exact words.”

“Oi,” Kimiko groaned.

“Don’t worry about,” Jessie waved it off. “Daddy will be too preoccupied with the party, neighbors, and everything to be paying much attention and I certainly don’t give a damn so I’d say you were fine.”

“And Clay?” Kimiko asked. She wasn’t really concerned about that but decided to feel out the situation anyway. Jessie snorted.

“What do you think?”

“Um,” Kimiko answered unsure.

“You’re fine,” Jessie assured her as they waited for everyone to come out and join them. “And if Clay gives you any trouble I’ll knock him upside the head a few times.” That got a laugh out of Kimiko because she whole heartedly believed it.

“Thanks Jessie,” Kimiko said sincerely suddenly glad that she hadn’t written her off with the rest of the locals after her ‘run ins’ with Luca.

“Oh and don’t let that hick Luca or his pack of idiots get to you,” Jessie advised as if reading Kimiko’s mind. “They’re probably going to be around today since everyone usually comes to Dad’s party.” Kimiko nodded as she made a face. Luca was low on her list of concerns, somewhere behind if she had too much garlic in her diet. (AN: God help me I don’t know why I included that. It’s almost a direct quote from a comedian who I think is the funniest man on the face of the planet. If anyone can tell me who it is I’ll, I’ll…well I’m not sure what I’ll do but it’ll be awesome!)

Since being woken by the somewhat furious Mr. Bailey Raimundo hadn’t said more then two words to Kimiko, making it more then obvious that he was avoiding her. She wondered now if she should have told him anything and just gone along with her original plan of alienating herself from her friends and Raimundo. Keiko had stuck close, obvious curious but not saying anything. All Kimiko had said was that she and Raimundo had talked but hadn’t reached any sort of conclusion. The screen door banged open waking Kimiko from her thoughts and she looked up to see the rest of her friends along with Mr. and Mrs. Bailey filing out of the house. Despite the fact that Mr. Bailey was apparently concerned about Kimiko’s virtue and there was still a considerable amount of tension between Kimiko and Raimundo the mood of the impending party was infectious and a happy air soon covered the previous uncomfortable one.

Kimiko couldn’t help keeping expectant eyes on Raimundo but he didn’t seem to give her much notice as he slid into the truck Kimiko was still standing next to without so much as a glance in her direction.

“Come on Kimiko,” Keiko called from the Bailey’s SUV. Jermaine waited in the back row with her while Clay’s parents claimed the front. Jessie had slid in with Clay and Raimundo so Kimiko, reluctantly was left to slide in with Jermaine and Keiko.

“All set?” Mr. Bailey asked Kimiko as she shut the door behind her.

“Yes sir!” Kimiko answered over enthusiastically and with a large smile. Keiko sent her a look that Kimiko avoided by looking out the window as they pulled away from the house and onto the same road Clay had taken them down the other day. The last time she’d driven to this lake just two days before she and Raimundo had been happy, at least on the surface. Now where were they? Kimiko hated this even more than when they were on the verge of her self induced breakup. Kimiko was dimly aware of the conversation in the car but didn’t pay attention to it until some one asked her a question.

“Sorry? What was that?” she asked looking back to the car’s occupants.

“I was just wondering what colleges you were planning on attending,” Mrs. Bailey repeated with a smile.

“Oh,” Kimiko answered, “I hadn’t really given it much thought.”

“Well you better start,” Mr. Bailey advised. “Clay’s got an interview at Texas A&M next month. Best to get started early.”

“Clay didn’t mention that,” Keiko said curious.

“That’s odd,” Mr. Bailey answered and Kimiko had the sinking suspicion that she wasn’t the only victim of an overly zealous parent. Glancing at Jermaine and Keiko out of the corner of her eye Kimiko guessed that they were thinking the same thing she was. Wondering what was going to change at the end of their rapidly approaching senior year. Would they all separate? Keep in touch? Break up?

‘Looks like I’m not the only one going far away then,’ Kimiko thought. The car came to a stop and everyone piled out. Their group was there the earliest to set up for the other party guests who were set to arrive with in the hour. Kimiko decided to consume herself with that small task, just for the moment at least and try not to dwell on approaching change or the fact that Raimundo still seemed to be avoiding her.

‘This is what you wanted,’ Kimiko thought glumly ‘it’s supposed to be better this way.’ Though now Kimiko was starting to doubt her theory.

“Happy Fourth of July everyone!” an unfamiliar voice called and Kimiko looked up to see the first round of guests showing up, surprised that the hour was already up but looking around Kimiko saw that everything was indeed all set up.

“Did I help at all?” Kimiko asked Keiko.

“You were kind of in your own world but yeah,” Keiko answered holding back a laugh.

“Compassion was never your strong point,” Kimiko said sarcastically and Keiko nearly knocked her over with a hug that started Kimiko laughing. The pace of the party picked up as more and more guests arrived and it became easier to become lost in a crowd. Kimiko no longer doubted Jessie and Clay when they told her and the others their father had invited the whole town. Kimiko caught a glimpse of Luca but he quickly scurried off at the site of her, sporting what looked like at least one black eye and possibly a broken nose.

“Man Rai wasn’t kidding,” Keiko said when Kimiko relayed what she saw.

“Speaking of Rai,” Kimiko asked, “have you seen him?” Darkness was rapidly falling and it seemed unreal that so many hours had passed at the party. Keiko nodded and pointed behind her. Kimiko turned around and sure enough she could just barely spot Raimundo sitting with Jermaine and Clay on a log that had been rolled down to the water’s edge. Kimiko looked at Keiko who smiled back and the two walked down to where their friends sat.

“Hey guys,” Keiko greeted fearlessly when they reached the three.

“Speak of the devil,” Jermaine grinned and even in the darkness a faint blush could be seen on Keiko’s cheeks.

“So cowboy,” Kimiko asked ignoring the two, “when are those fireworks you promised getting going?”
“It’ll be getting dark enough soon,” Clay said looking up at the sky.

“Now when you say fireworks are you talking sparklers or DC style?” Jermaine asked curious as he shifted to make room for Keiko and Kimiko on the log. Clay’s smile grew big.

“Haven’t I told you that everything is bigger in Texas?”

“So, big then?” Kimiko asked.

“You’ll think its noon,” was all Clay said.

“Clay,” a voice interrupted and everyone turned to see Jessie standing behind them with her hands on her hips. “Come on I need your help.”

“With?” Clay asked accusingly.

“Does it matter?” Jessie snapped back. “You two,” she added pointing her fingers at Jermaine and Keiko, “you can help too.”

“But,” Jermaine started to protest but silenced under an elbow from Keiko who also sent Clay a menacing look and the two scrambled off the log towards Jessie. Keiko made as speedy an exit but somehow managed more grace leaving Raimundo and Kimiko alone.

“Not so subtle are they?” Kimiko asked glancing at where Raimundo sat staring out at the water.

“Not so much,” Raimundo agreed with a sigh. When he didn’t say anymore Kimiko stood and walked towards him.

“Walk with me?” she requested hopefully. Raimundo looked her up and down before closing his eyes and rubbing his forehead. “You don’t have to,” Kimiko immediately said noting his reaction.

“No,” Raimundo answered standing as well, “I want to.”

“Rai, I’m not forcing you to do anything,” Kimiko quickly assured him.

“I know,” Rai smiled, “I want to.” He took her hand surprising her. “We need to talk anyway.”

“I thought you were avoiding me,” she admitted looking down at their linked hands.

“I was,” Rai answered as they began walking, “I’m scared.”

“Of?”

“Well, that you aren’t on the same wave length as me,” Rai told her and Kimiko only answered by sending him a confused questioning look. “You love me right?” he asked.

“I thought we confirmed that around Christmas?” Kimiko breathed.

“Just say it,” Rai almost pleaded. Kimiko looked at him surprised again and then smiled with a mix of sweetness and sadness.

“Of course I love you,” she answered with another sad little shake of her head.

“I’m not asking you Kimiko,” Rai went on, “to choose between me and your father, but can’t you have both?”

“What do you mean?” Kimiko asked surprised.

“I’ll wait, one year five years, however long you’re gone,” Rai told her quickly and confidently.

“I can’t ask you to do that,” Kimiko looked away towards the water they were walking beside.

“You aren’t asking, I’m promising,” Rai said almost sharply.

“But Rai,” Kimiko protested before Rai cut her off.

“That’s my decision isn’t it,” Rai told her firmly and sobered as if realizing something. “Would you wait?”

“That’s not fair to you for me to answer that,” Kimiko asked finally looking back at him. His eyes bore earnestly into her and Kimiko caved. “Yes, I would wait.”

“Then I guess that’s settled then,” Rai said with a slight grin that Kimiko didn’t return. “What?”

“Can we do this?” Kimiko asked.

“I think you know the answer to that,” Rai told her confidently.

“Then should we do this?” Kimiko rephrased the question.

“The second you want out,” Rai promised, “then that’ll be it.”

“You say it like its something simple,” Kimiko grinned.

“I know it isn’t, that it probably won’t be but Kimiko,” he stopped and looked at her hard, “if you’re in I’m in.”

“We’re only seventeen Rai, that’s a big promise to make.”

“Does age really matter?”

“No,” Kimiko admitted.

“Then we don’t have an issue do we?” Rai smiled but it wasn’t a full smile because he could tell Kimiko was still struggling. “You need more time don’t you?”

“Its not that I don’t agree with everything you’re saying Raimundo,” Kimiko told him. “But,” she trailed off.

“There’s a lot more going on here,” Rai finished for her.

“Yeah,” Kimiko agreed sadly.

“Can I still call you my girlfriend?” he asked feeling selfish. Kimiko smiled at him genuinely for what felt like the first time in a long time.

“If you want to.” He leaned down to kiss her.

“I want to,” he said and then kissed her again, “believe me I want to.” Kimiko grinned at him somewhat shyly as they resumed walking and then saw something beyond his shoulder.

“Hey look,” she pointed around him at the empty quiet house Clay had pointed out the other day.

“Wow we walked a fair amount,” Rai said looking across the lake where the lights of their party were just tiny dots. “They’ll probably be starting the fireworks soon, we should head back.” No sooner had he said that then a rumble of thunder shook the very ground beneath their feet.

“Or not,” Kimiko said as the first few fat raindrops started to fall and the two scrambled into the cover of the house’s porch. “I didn’t think it was supposed to rain,” Kimiko said as they reached the cover of the porch.

“These summer storms pop up all the time,” Rai commented pushing hair out of his eyes. They’d made it under cover before the heavier rain started falling but both were still slightly damp. Trying to keep his eyes off of Kimiko, remembering almost painfully what she looked like after he’d dumped her into the lake, Rai turned toward the house. Glancing inside a window he found it sparsely decorated and what little furniture to be had was covered with white sheets. The room he could see was still in some sort of use however, the sheets pulled off the couch and chairs revealing a living room, and a few old beer cans littered the floor. Curious he tested the handle and found it unlocked. “Want to go in?” Rai asked Kimiko who nodded at the thunder echoed around them again. They walked into the living room Rai had been inspecting earlier and found it cleaner then he expected.

“Not bad,” Kimiko commented looking around as well. Rai nodded in agreement and followed her as she moved toward a window and looked out. “Its already letting up some,” she said softly looking across the lake where the lights of the party wavered slightly but stayed strong. “Think everyone is ok?”

“I’m sure,” Rai agreed, “they probably all took cover in their cars.” Kimiko grimaced.

“If Mr. Bailey finds us both missing he’ll probably send a posse after us.” That made Raimundo laugh.

“You’re probably right but there are too many people around for him to notice. Besides,” Rai shrugged unconsciously slipping a hand around her waist to pull her closer, “Clay and the others will cover for us.” Kimiko made an agreeable noise in her throat and leaned her head against his shoulder as the two watched the rain continue to lighten, both very aware of the heat coming off of one another’s body. Finally Raimundo couldn’t take it anymore and looked down at Kimiko only to find her already looking up at him. She turned slightly, still in his hold, and rose on her toes to kiss him as he stooped slightly to meet her. The kiss remained light only for a second before deepening rapidly, Raimundo hands wandering almost timidly as Kimiko’s hands locked around Raimundo’s neck, pulling her tight against him. Raimundo broke the kiss and looked down at Kimiko with hazy eyes.

“We should probably head back,” he said breathily making no move to untangle from her.

“Yeah we should,” Kimiko agreed but instead of pulling apart she pressed even closer and pulled Raimundo in for another kiss he didn’t object to. Rai became lost in that kiss until Kimiko pulled back. Rai couldn’t say he wasn’t disappointed but that quickly left as he watch, in awe as Kimiko’s hands went to pull the hem of her shirt up and over her head.

“Kimiko,” Raimundo’s voice stopped her but when she looked at him he saw no hint of fear or hesitation in her eyes. Rai swallowed hard as his hands replaced hers and the first firework exploded outside.

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If Mr. Bailey or anyone else noticed that Kimiko and Raimundo were absent for the fireworks display nothing was said much to the two’s relief. Even better none of their friends seemed inclined to mention it either. As they said their goodbyes before leaving Clay at the metal detectors Kimiko gave the cowboy an extra hug, wondering if it might be the last time she saw him for sometime, if not forever.

‘Not forever,’ Kimiko thought determinately as the tall blonde Texan disappear from sight with his younger sister in tow. Jessie was another one Kimiko was going to miss, deciding that Jessie was a kinder soul then she wanted to let on.

“Well we’ve got to go this way,” Keiko said breaking into Kimiko’s melancholy musings. “We’re set to board in about twenty minutes.”

“Ok,” Kimiko said trying not to burst into tears. She still hadn’t told anyone outside of Raimundo that there was a possibility that she might not return to Mercer Academy for the new school year. “It was really good to see you guys,” she managed out. It was obvious that Keiko knew something was wrong but a glance from Raimundo had her keeping her mouth shut, instead the girl hugged her best friend and Kimiko clung hard to her.

“Have a good time in Rio,” Jermaine said shaking Raimundo’s hand. “I’ll see you back at school.”

“Have a great rest of the summer you two,” Raimundo said to Keiko and Jermaine when Kimiko and Keiko separated. The two nodded before Jermaine received his own hug from Kimiko. Kimiko watched the two walk off for their commercial flight back to New York City and felt tears forming until Raimundo put a comforting arm around her.

“It’ll be ok,” he said reassuringly and Kimiko smiled at him. Turning her head for another look at Keiko and Jermaine her smile grew when she noticed the two walking hand in hand. “What?” Rai asked when he noticed the growing smile. Kimiko just pointed after the two and Rai noticed.

“Man, its about time,” he laughed and then mimicked his two friends and took Kimiko’s hand as well. “Come on,” he told her, “we’ve got a schedule to keep too.” Kimiko agreed silently and the two walked on. They were heading to Rio for Raimunod’s sister’s wedding, both silently agreeing not to mention anything about Kimiko’s uncertain future. They merely wanted to focus on their time left together and enjoy it as much as possible.

“So anything I should know about a catholic wedding ceremony?” Kimiko asked as they moved onward through the airport.

“That it’s long and boring,” Rai shrugged. “Kidding,” he said when he got a look from Kimiko. “But seriously, the ceremony is nice but the reception is where the real fun is.”

“I’ve never been to a wedding before,” Kimiko smiled, “it’ll be fun.”
“Yes, if nothing else the Pedrosa’s know how to have fun at a party,” Rai grinned.

“I look forward to it,” Kimiko returned the grin.

“So?” Rai went on.

“So?” Kimiko repeated unsure of what he was getting at.

“Nothing,” Raimundo answered smiling. Kimiko knew there was something he wanted to say but didn’t try to make him speak. She was content to simply live in the moment for the time being, it was the only way she could live until she figured out exactly what future she wanted.

“What are you thinking?” Rai asked noting the look on her face.

“Just how much I want to live in the moment,” Kimiko told him and was slightly surprised when he swooped in and kissed her quickly.

“I like that moment,” he told her and it was his turn to be surprised when Kimiko repeated the action.

“Me too.”

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“So that’s it in a nutshell,” Keiko finished later that night on her bed across the room from Kimiko.

“Wow,” Kimiko breathed. Keiko had just finished telling her about what Jermaine and Jessie had told her about the events in the ice cream shop. Apparently Jermaine hadn’t gone into details about what exactly had been said but Keiko could gather that it was a little more than suggestive. Both Clay and Jermaine had immediately protested but Luca had apparently kept going until Rai stood suddenly, grabbed Luca up out of his chair, then knocked him onto the floor and, to quote Jermaine ‘attempted to beat the crap out of him.’

“Yeah wow,” Keiko agreed. “It must be nice to have someone that’s willing to do something like that for you.”

“You don’t think that any of our friends wouldn’t do that for you?” Kimiko asked surprised.

“No,” Keiko scoffed and Kimiko looked at her disbelievingly. “Ok well maybe they would,” Keiko admitted, “but Raimundo doing it for you is in a totally different league.” Kimiko didn’t respond. She and Raimundo hadn’t spoken another word after she’d thanked him for defending her. They’d rejoined the others shortly after that to find Clay steaming, but not at Raimundo thankfully. He was more upset by how his friends had been acting and he was beyond angry at Luca for being so rude to Kimiko. Things hadn’t been as uncomfortable as one might have imagined after that but it was still slightly awkward.

“So,” Keiko went on drumming her fingers against her pillow, “when you dragged Rai away what did you talk about?”

“I just asked him to tell me what happened,” Kimiko answered plainly. “He didn’t go into details but basically said the same thing that you did.”

“Ok then,” Keiko said clearly disappointed that nothing more had happened. She and the others had been hoping that something new would have happened between the two and they would come to some resolution.

“I know you and the others want something to happen between us,” Kimiko said practically reading Keiko’s thoughts, “but its probably going to take some time.”

“Are you still going to Rio?” Keiko asked uncomfortably.

“I hadn’t given it much thought,” Kimiko admitted. “We’re still friends but it might be awkward.”

“True,” Keiko agreed.

“But I’d still really like to go,” Kimiko added. “Is that awful?” she asked.

“I don’t think so,” Keiko reasoned and then suggested, “but maybe you should tell Rai that.”

“Maybe,” Kimiko agreed uncomfortably knowing that she was right.

“So tomorrow’s the big party,” Keiko went on changing subjects.

“Yeah, I wonder if that idiot Luca is going to show up?” Kimiko wondered and Keiko snorted.

“If he knows what’s good for him he won’t,” Keiko answered.

“What about the others? I’ve got the impression that they don’t really like us,” Kimiko said looking up at the ceiling.

“You think?” Keiko asked sarcastically and the two laughed. “Why do you think they don’t like us?”

“My best guess is that maybe they’re jealous, or they feel threatened since we spend more time with Clay then they do. I mean we’ve only known Clay through high school, they’ve probably known him through most of their lives.”

“Doesn’t mean they’ve got to act like we’re the scum of the earth,” Keiko reasoned and Kimiko had to agree.

“I feel bad that we haven’t exactly gotten along well with them,” Kimiko added a second later.

“Luca wasn’t exactly making that very easy,” Keiko answered, “and Clay doesn’t seem to bothered by it.”

“That’s true,” Kimiko agreed and when silence fell Kimiko knew she couldn’t stall anymore. “I think I’m going to go talk to Rai,” she finally said.

“Oh ok,” Keiko said trying not to sound surprised or excited as Kimiko climbed off her bed and left the room. As soon as the door shut Keiko sent a silent to prayer to anyone that was listening that their conversation went well.

Meanwhile had reached the room the three boys were sharing and stood nervously outside of it. She could hear three voices and picked out Raimundo’s easily. Stealing her courage Kimiko raised her hand and knocked softly on the door. Immediately all three voices went silent and Kimiko heard shuffling towards the door. To her relief and despair Raimundo answered.

“Hey,” Kimiko said quickly before he could get a word in edgewise, “can I talk to you?”

“Yeah sure,” Raimundo answered after a moment of surprise. Kimiko stepped aside and let him step out of the room and caught a glimpse of Jermaine and Clay exchanging surprised but hopefully looks and Kimiko felt the pressure build. Raimundo turned to her once the door was shut and the two made their way to the front porch in an attempt for some privacy. Kimiko moved away from Raimundo who stopped after a few steps onto the wooden porch and kept going until she reached the railing at the end and leaned heavily on it. Rai followed after her once she’s stopped but didn’t get too close, nervous about what this was all about.

“How’s your hand?” Kimiko asked and Raimundo looked at his bandaged right hand. It had been a precaution forced on him by Mrs. Bailey who didn’t seem to accept his ‘I fell down’ excuse but didn’t press.

“Its fine,” he answered mutely. “I don’t even really need it.”

“Always the tough guy,” Kimiko laughed as she turned back to face him, slipping to sit up on the top of the railing. A breeze stirred, uncharacteristic of the humid July weather, and pushed Kimiko’s hair, let down for sleeping, up around her face. Before either really realized it Raimundo stepped forward and tucked a few random strands back behind her ear. Their eyes locked and Raimundo saw no resistance he brought his other hand up, his right still holding the hair behind her ear, and mimicked the act of his other hand. Now both hands were framing her face and Raimundo leaned forward almost tentatively, which was a totally new sensation since none of their kisses had ever been tentative, and brushed their lips lightly together. When Kimiko still didn’t protest Raimundo pressed harder to her lips and nearly lost his mind when he felt her press back. He started to kiss her urgently, right arm slipping down to wrap around her waist as his left hand went to cup her cheek, freezing when he felt tears there.

Raimundo broke the kiss and pulled back instantly staring back at a tear streaked face.

“Kimiko, what’s wrong? Why are you crying?” he asked searching her eyes for any clue that may give away why she was so upset. Why any of this was happening.

“I’m sorry Raimundo,” Kimiko apologized looking away as she slipped off the railing and tried to walk away. Raimundo immediately caught her and pulled her back.

“No,” he said firmly pulling her back to stand in front of him. “What is wrong with you?” When she defiantly looked away Raimundo narrowed his eyes in frustration. “How can I help you if you won’t tell me what’s wrong with you?” Kimiko looked up at him, still tearful but angry as well.

“Is that it Rai? Feeling your white knight status threatened?” she asked sharply. “In case you haven’t noticed I do fine on my own. And unless I’m mistaken I’m the one that fixes things, not you.” Rai looked like he might snap back but instead he shut his eyes tight and released her.

“Fine Kimiko,” he told her ruefully, “if that’s how it needs to be then so be it.”

“I don’t know what you mean,” Kimiko answered coolly.

“Its ok,” Raimundo said stepping back, “I understand. If you need to make me the enemy, somehow, blame whatever is going on with you on me, I understand. Hate me, its fine.”

“I,” Kimiko started to respond but Raimundo cut her off.

“Don’t worry about it Kimiko,” he told her turning to walk off.

“You arrogant,” Kimiko trailed off as he walked away from her.

“Something to say Kimiko?” Rai stopped and turned back to her. Kimiko immediately shut up knowing his tactic was to get a rise out of her, and maybe to get her to spill. “Come on Kimiko,” Raimundo pressed when Kimiko remained tight lipped.

“You know what,” Kimiko said shaking her head and folding her arms over her chest, “I don’t even care any more.”

“Liar,” Raimundo immediately accused.

“You are an over confident asshole,” Kimiko told him.

“Maybe,” Rai shrugged. Kimiko gritted her teeth and looked away. She let out and involuntarily squeal when Raimundo moved quickly and grabbed her again, pulling her flush to his body and kissing her soundly. Kimiko immediately moved to shove him away and succeed slightly. Raimundo broke the kiss but kept holding to her tightly.

“Tell me,” he urged.

“What?”
“What is wrong with you?”
“Nothing is wrong with me,” Kimiko snapped, “I’m perfectly within my right mind.”

“I never said you weren’t,” Rai assured her. “Just tell me,” he insisted. When Kimiko remained silent Rai tried again. “Just tell me,” he repeated and then added, “and I’ll let it drop. I promise. I’ll walk away if you want. Just tell me so I’m not wondering what or why.” Kimiko sighed and pushed herself away from him again and this time he let her go.

“How bad can it be?” he asked more to himself then to her. Kimiko remained silent as she sat on the porch swing. Rai stayed silent as well, watching her push gently back and forth on the swing, listening to chains squeak as they broke the silence growing between the two.

“It’s my dad,” Kimiko finally spoke so softly that Raimundo almost didn’t hear her.

“What about him?” Rai asked concerned that he may be sick or something worse.

“He wants me to attend university in Japan,” Kimiko explained and Raimundo remained quiet. He couldn’t say he wasn’t surprised. His parents were also keen on having him back in Brazil for the next level of education but he already had plans going to get a scholarship to an American school, hopefully to whatever one Kimiko was going to or at least one near by.

“And he thinks,” Kimiko said taking a great breath, “and I can’t say it isn’t completely wrong, that the best way to get into a good Japanese University is to go to a good Japanese high school.”

It took a moment for the information to sink into Raimundo and when it had he closed his eyes tightly, as if not being able to look at her.

“And you’re,” he finally spoke, “going along with that?”

“He’s my father,” Kimiko answered immediately.

“So?” Rai asked outraged. “That doesn’t mean he gets to rule your life. Do you want to spend your senior year in Japan? Do you want to leave Mercer and everyone and not go to college in the states?” Kimiko didn’t answer any of his questions so Raimundo asked a final one. “Do you want to leave me?”

“No!” Kimiko answered immediately looking up at him and then seemed to catch herself and looked away again.

“That’s why you’ve been acting so distant. That’s why you said you wanted to break up and have been trying to push me away,” Rai reasoned.

“It’s going to make leaving a hell of a lot easier,” Kimiko sniffed.

“You really want to leave?” Rai asked still in disbelief that she would even consider it.

“Do I have much of a choice?” Kimiko asked him looking at him with hard eyes and finally standing. “I’m seventeen Raimundo. I don’t have a whole lot of options at my disposal.”

“But I know you,” he accused, “you aren’t the type that just lies down and takes this. And being apart that wouldn’t want to make you break up. Would it?”

“He’s my father I won’t go against his wishes,” Kimiko snapped back.

“Holy crap,” Raimundo breathed and he took a step back as if wounded. Kimiko looked at him alarmed.

“What?” she asked quickly.

“I just figured out the rest,” he said looking wide eyed at her.

“There’s nothing else besides what I just told you,” Kimiko said in a controlled voice.

“He wants us to break up doesn’t he?” Raimundo asked unbelieving as the words came out of his mouth. He’d known Toshiro since he was in the fourth grade and he’d never treated Raimundo with anything but fatherly affection and respect. When Raimundo had accompanied Kimiko home over the winter break he’d been warm, receptive, and seemed to be genuinely happy that he and Kimiko were going out.

“He never said that,” Kimiko said after a minute, “but it was certainly hinted at.” Raimundo was silent with shock hardly believing that Toshiro was capable of that. “Please don’t think any less of him Raimundo,” Kimiko pleaded, “he cares about you, respects you, and thinks you’re an amazing person.”

“But not good enough for his daughter,” Raimundo said stiffly. “Do you think I’m not good enough for you?” he asked Kimiko almost accusingly.

“I can’t believe you would even ask that,” Kimiko hissed back.

“I’m sorry,” Raimundo immediately apologized and Kimiko nodded in recognition before going on.

“The moment I stepped off the plane Dad started riding me about plans for the future. Who I was going to be? What am I going to do? Asking me questions that I didn’t even know he thought about. It was totally unlike him. He used to tell me that he’d be happy as long as I was happy, and now he’s acting like his image and the company’s image was more important.”

“You’re right,” Rai agreed, “that doesn’t sound like Toshiro.”

“I’d like to blame that damn woman but it would be unfair,” Kimiko said venomously.

“What woman?”
“My dad,” Kimiko sighed, “is getting remarried.”

“Oh,” was all Rai could manage to say.

“Yeah, dear Daddy is all about the big surprises this summer,” Kimiko said sarcastically. Rai was suddenly beside her and pulled her close. Kimiko allowed it, sadly almost because she realized how much she really wanted to just be held by him. Somehow they sank back to the porch swing and Kimiko curled her legs up as Raimundo kept his arms wrapped tight around her. They stayed that way until they were asleep, both wondering what the hell they were going to do.

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“You’re not serious,” Kimiko asked Jessie later the next day. Everyone was helping to load up Clay’s truck and the Bailey family’s SUV with various picnic supplies in preparation for the Fourth of July Barbeque by the lake Kimiko and the others had visited the first day.

“Daddy’s got some old fashioned ideas,” Jessie said shrugging and then added begrudgingly, “unfortunately.” Kimiko made a tiny groaning noise in her throat and Jessie grinned. “Dad wasn’t too happy about finding you and Raimundo asleep together this morning.”

“Fully clothed, on a wooden swing, in plain sight of everyone,” Kimiko reasoned but knew it was ridiculous. “He really asked you and Clay to keep an eye on the two of us?”

“Not to be left alone together,” Jessie recited. “I believe that those were his exact words.”

“Oi,” Kimiko groaned.

“Don’t worry about,” Jessie waved it off. “Daddy will be too preoccupied with the party, neighbors, and everything to be paying much attention and I certainly don’t give a damn so I’d say you were fine.”

“And Clay?” Kimiko asked. She wasn’t really concerned about that but decided to feel out the situation anyway. Jessie snorted.

“What do you think?”

“Um,” Kimiko answered unsure.

“You’re fine,” Jessie assured her as they waited for everyone to come out and join them. “And if Clay gives you any trouble I’ll knock him upside the head a few times.” That got a laugh out of Kimiko because she whole heartedly believed it.

“Thanks Jessie,” Kimiko said sincerely suddenly glad that she hadn’t written her off with the rest of the locals after her ‘run ins’ with Luca.

“Oh and don’t let that hick Luca or his pack of idiots get to you,” Jessie advised as if reading Kimiko’s mind. “They’re probably going to be around today since everyone usually comes to Dad’s party.” Kimiko nodded as she made a face. Luca was low on her list of concerns, somewhere behind if she had too much garlic in her diet. (AN: God help me I don’t know why I included that. It’s almost a direct quote from a comedian who I think is the funniest man on the face of the planet. If anyone can tell me who it is I’ll, I’ll…well I’m not sure what I’ll do but it’ll be awesome!)

Since being woken by the somewhat furious Mr. Bailey Raimundo hadn’t said more then two words to Kimiko, making it more then obvious that he was avoiding her. She wondered now if she should have told him anything and just gone along with her original plan of alienating herself from her friends and Raimundo. Keiko had stuck close, obvious curious but not saying anything. All Kimiko had said was that she and Raimundo had talked but hadn’t reached any sort of conclusion. The screen door banged open waking Kimiko from her thoughts and she looked up to see the rest of her friends along with Mr. and Mrs. Bailey filing out of the house. Despite the fact that Mr. Bailey was apparently concerned about Kimiko’s virtue and there was still a considerable amount of tension between Kimiko and Raimundo the mood of the impending party was infectious and a happy air soon covered the previous uncomfortable one.

Kimiko couldn’t help keeping expectant eyes on Raimundo but he didn’t seem to give her much notice as he slid into the truck Kimiko was still standing next to without so much as a glance in her direction.

“Come on Kimiko,” Keiko called from the Bailey’s SUV. Jermaine waited in the back row with her while Clay’s parents claimed the front. Jessie had slid in with Clay and Raimundo so Kimiko, reluctantly was left to slide in with Jermaine and Keiko.

“All set?” Mr. Bailey asked Kimiko as she shut the door behind her.

“Yes sir!” Kimiko answered over enthusiastically and with a large smile. Keiko sent her a look that Kimiko avoided by looking out the window as they pulled away from the house and onto the same road Clay had taken them down the other day. The last time she’d driven to this lake just two days before she and Raimundo had been happy, at least on the surface. Now where were they? Kimiko hated this even more than when they were on the verge of her self induced breakup. Kimiko was dimly aware of the conversation in the car but didn’t pay attention to it until some one asked her a question.

“Sorry? What was that?” she asked looking back to the car’s occupants.

“I was just wondering what colleges you were planning on attending,” Mrs. Bailey repeated with a smile.

“Oh,” Kimiko answered, “I hadn’t really given it much thought.”

“Well you better start,” Mr. Bailey advised. “Clay’s got an interview at Texas A&M next month. Best to get started early.”

“Clay didn’t mention that,” Keiko said curious.

“That’s odd,” Mr. Bailey answered and Kimiko had the sinking suspicion that she wasn’t the only victim of an overly zealous parent. Glancing at Jermaine and Keiko out of the corner of her eye Kimiko guessed that they were thinking the same thing she was. Wondering what was going to change at the end of their rapidly approaching senior year. Would they all separate? Keep in touch? Break up?

‘Looks like I’m not the only one going far away then,’ Kimiko thought. The car came to a stop and everyone piled out. Their group was there the earliest to set up for the other party guests who were set to arrive with in the hour. Kimiko decided to consume herself with that small task, just for the moment at least and try not to dwell on approaching change or the fact that Raimundo still seemed to be avoiding her.

‘This is what you wanted,’ Kimiko thought glumly ‘it’s supposed to be better this way.’ Though now Kimiko was starting to doubt her theory.

“Happy Fourth of July everyone!” an unfamiliar voice called and Kimiko looked up to see the first round of guests showing up, surprised that the hour was already up but looking around Kimiko saw that everything was indeed all set up.

“Did I help at all?” Kimiko asked Keiko.

“You were kind of in your own world but yeah,” Keiko answered holding back a laugh.

“Compassion was never your strong point,” Kimiko said sarcastically and Keiko nearly knocked her over with a hug that started Kimiko laughing. The pace of the party picked up as more and more guests arrived and it became easier to become lost in a crowd. Kimiko no longer doubted Jessie and Clay when they told her and the others their father had invited the whole town. Kimiko caught a glimpse of Luca but he quickly scurried off at the site of her, sporting what looked like at least one black eye and possibly a broken nose.

“Man Rai wasn’t kidding,” Keiko said when Kimiko relayed what she saw.

“Speaking of Rai,” Kimiko asked, “have you seen him?” Darkness was rapidly falling and it seemed unreal that so many hours had passed at the party. Keiko nodded and pointed behind her. Kimiko turned around and sure enough she could just barely spot Raimundo sitting with Jermaine and Clay on a log that had been rolled down to the water’s edge. Kimiko looked at Keiko who smiled back and the two walked down to where their friends sat.

“Hey guys,” Keiko greeted fearlessly when they reached the three.

“Speak of the devil,” Jermaine grinned and even in the darkness a faint blush could be seen on Keiko’s cheeks.

“So cowboy,” Kimiko asked ignoring the two, “when are those fireworks you promised getting going?”
“It’ll be getting dark enough soon,” Clay said looking up at the sky.

“Now when you say fireworks are you talking sparklers or DC style?” Jermaine asked curious as he shifted to make room for Keiko and Kimiko on the log. Clay’s smile grew big.

“Haven’t I told you that everything is bigger in Texas?”

“So, big then?” Kimiko asked.

“You’ll think its noon,” was all Clay said.

“Clay,” a voice interrupted and everyone turned to see Jessie standing behind them with her hands on her hips. “Come on I need your help.”

“With?” Clay asked accusingly.

“Does it matter?” Jessie snapped back. “You two,” she added pointing her fingers at Jermaine and Keiko, “you can help too.”

“But,” Jermaine started to protest but silenced under an elbow from Keiko who also sent Clay a menacing look and the two scrambled off the log towards Jessie. Keiko made as speedy an exit but somehow managed more grace leaving Raimundo and Kimiko alone.

“Not so subtle are they?” Kimiko asked glancing at where Raimundo sat staring out at the water.

“Not so much,” Raimundo agreed with a sigh. When he didn’t say anymore Kimiko stood and walked towards him.

“Walk with me?” she requested hopefully. Raimundo looked her up and down before closing his eyes and rubbing his forehead. “You don’t have to,” Kimiko immediately said noting his reaction.

“No,” Raimundo answered standing as well, “I want to.”

“Rai, I’m not forcing you to do anything,” Kimiko quickly assured him.

“I know,” Rai smiled, “I want to.” He took her hand surprising her. “We need to talk anyway.”

“I thought you were avoiding me,” she admitted looking down at their linked hands.

“I was,” Rai answered as they began walking, “I’m scared.”

“Of?”

“Well, that you aren’t on the same wave length as me,” Rai told her and Kimiko only answered by sending him a confused questioning look. “You love me right?” he asked.

“I thought we confirmed that around Christmas?” Kimiko breathed.

“Just say it,” Rai almost pleaded. Kimiko looked at him surprised again and then smiled with a mix of sweetness and sadness.

“Of course I love you,” she answered with another sad little shake of her head.

“I’m not asking you Kimiko,” Rai went on, “to choose between me and your father, but can’t you have both?”

“What do you mean?” Kimiko asked surprised.

“I’ll wait, one year five years, however long you’re gone,” Rai told her quickly and confidently.

“I can’t ask you to do that,” Kimiko looked away towards the water they were walking beside.

“You aren’t asking, I’m promising,” Rai said almost sharply.

“But Rai,” Kimiko protested before Rai cut her off.

“That’s my decision isn’t it,” Rai told her firmly and sobered as if realizing something. “Would you wait?”

“That’s not fair to you for me to answer that,” Kimiko asked finally looking back at him. His eyes bore earnestly into her and Kimiko caved. “Yes, I would wait.”

“Then I guess that’s settled then,” Rai said with a slight grin that Kimiko didn’t return. “What?”

“Can we do this?” Kimiko asked.

“I think you know the answer to that,” Rai told her confidently.

“Then should we do this?” Kimiko rephrased the question.

“The second you want out,” Rai promised, “then that’ll be it.”

“You say it like its something simple,” Kimiko grinned.

“I know it isn’t, that it probably won’t be but Kimiko,” he stopped and looked at her hard, “if you’re in I’m in.”

“We’re only seventeen Rai, that’s a big promise to make.”

“Does age really matter?”

“No,” Kimiko admitted.

“Then we don’t have an issue do we?” Rai smiled but it wasn’t a full smile because he could tell Kimiko was still struggling. “You need more time don’t you?”

“Its not that I don’t agree with everything you’re saying Raimundo,” Kimiko told him. “But,” she trailed off.

“There’s a lot more going on here,” Rai finished for her.

“Yeah,” Kimiko agreed sadly.

“Can I still call you my girlfriend?” he asked feeling selfish. Kimiko smiled at him genuinely for what felt like the first time in a long time.

“If you want to.” He leaned down to kiss her.

“I want to,” he said and then kissed her again, “believe me I want to.” Kimiko grinned at him somewhat shyly as they resumed walking and then saw something beyond his shoulder.

“Hey look,” she pointed around him at the empty quiet house Clay had pointed out the other day.

“Wow we walked a fair amount,” Rai said looking across the lake where the lights of their party were just tiny dots. “They’ll probably be starting the fireworks soon, we should head back.” No sooner had he said that then a rumble of thunder shook the very ground beneath their feet.

“Or not,” Kimiko said as the first few fat raindrops started to fall and the two scrambled into the cover of the house’s porch. “I didn’t think it was supposed to rain,” Kimiko said as they reached the cover of the porch.

“These summer storms pop up all the time,” Rai commented pushing hair out of his eyes. They’d made it under cover before the heavier rain started falling but both were still slightly damp. Trying to keep his eyes off of Kimiko, remembering almost painfully what she looked like after he’d dumped her into the lake, Rai turned toward the house. Glancing inside a window he found it sparsely decorated and what little furniture to be had was covered with white sheets. The room he could see was still in some sort of use however, the sheets pulled off the couch and chairs revealing a living room, and a few old beer cans littered the floor. Curious he tested the handle and found it unlocked. “Want to go in?” Rai asked Kimiko who nodded at the thunder echoed around them again. They walked into the living room Rai had been inspecting earlier and found it cleaner then he expected.

“Not bad,” Kimiko commented looking around as well. Rai nodded in agreement and followed her as she moved toward a window and looked out. “Its already letting up some,” she said softly looking across the lake where the lights of the party wavered slightly but stayed strong. “Think everyone is ok?”

“I’m sure,” Rai agreed, “they probably all took cover in their cars.” Kimiko grimaced.

“If Mr. Bailey finds us both missing he’ll probably send a posse after us.” That made Raimundo laugh.

“You’re probably right but there are too many people around for him to notice. Besides,” Rai shrugged unconsciously slipping a hand around her waist to pull her closer, “Clay and the others will cover for us.” Kimiko made an agreeable noise in her throat and leaned her head against his shoulder as the two watched the rain continue to lighten, both very aware of the heat coming off of one another’s body. Finally Raimundo couldn’t take it anymore and looked down at Kimiko only to find her already looking up at him. She turned slightly, still in his hold, and rose on her toes to kiss him as he stooped slightly to meet her. The kiss remained light only for a second before deepening rapidly, Raimundo hands wandering almost timidly as Kimiko’s hands locked around Raimundo’s neck, pulling her tight against him. Raimundo broke the kiss and looked down at Kimiko with hazy eyes.

“We should probably head back,” he said breathily making no move to untangle from her.

“Yeah we should,” Kimiko agreed but instead of pulling apart she pressed even closer and pulled Raimundo in for another kiss he didn’t object to. Rai became lost in that kiss until Kimiko pulled back. Rai couldn’t say he wasn’t disappointed but that quickly left as he watch, in awe as Kimiko’s hands went to pull the hem of her shirt up and over her head.

“Kimiko,” Raimundo’s voice stopped her but when she looked at him he saw no hint of fear or hesitation in her eyes. Rai swallowed hard as his hands replaced hers and the first firework exploded outside.

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If Mr. Bailey or anyone else noticed that Kimiko and Raimundo were absent for the fireworks display nothing was said much to the two’s relief. Even better none of their friends seemed inclined to mention it either. As they said their goodbyes before leaving Clay at the metal detectors Kimiko gave the cowboy an extra hug, wondering if it might be the last time she saw him for sometime, if not forever.

‘Not forever,’ Kimiko thought determinately as the tall blonde Texan disappear from sight with his younger sister in tow. Jessie was another one Kimiko was going to miss, deciding that Jessie was a kinder soul then she wanted to let on.

“Well we’ve got to go this way,” Keiko said breaking into Kimiko’s melancholy musings. “We’re set to board in about twenty minutes.”

“Ok,” Kimiko said trying not to burst into tears. She still hadn’t told anyone outside of Raimundo that there was a possibility that she might not return to Mercer Academy for the new school year. “It was really good to see you guys,” she managed out. It was obvious that Keiko knew something was wrong but a glance from Raimundo had her keeping her mouth shut, instead the girl hugged her best friend and Kimiko clung hard to her.

“Have a good time in Rio,” Jermaine said shaking Raimundo’s hand. “I’ll see you back at school.”

“Have a great rest of the summer you two,” Raimundo said to Keiko and Jermaine when Kimiko and Keiko separated. The two nodded before Jermaine received his own hug from Kimiko. Kimiko watched the two walk off for their commercial flight back to New York City and felt tears forming until Raimundo put a comforting arm around her.

“It’ll be ok,” he said reassuringly and Kimiko smiled at him. Turning her head for another look at Keiko and Jermaine her smile grew when she noticed the two walking hand in hand. “What?” Rai asked when he noticed the growing smile. Kimiko just pointed after the two and Rai noticed.

“Man, its about time,” he laughed and then mimicked his two friends and took Kimiko’s hand as well. “Come on,” he told her, “we’ve got a schedule to keep too.” Kimiko agreed silently and the two walked on. They were heading to Rio for Raimunod’s sister’s wedding, both silently agreeing not to mention anything about Kimiko’s uncertain future. They merely wanted to focus on their time left together and enjoy it as much as possible.

“So anything I should know about a catholic wedding ceremony?” Kimiko asked as they moved onward through the airport.

“That it’s long and boring,” Rai shrugged. “Kidding,” he said when he got a look from Kimiko. “But seriously, the ceremony is nice but the reception is where the real fun is.”

“I’ve never been to a wedding before,” Kimiko smiled, “it’ll be fun.”
“Yes, if nothing else the Pedrosa’s know how to have fun at a party,” Rai grinned.

“I look forward to it,” Kimiko returned the grin.

“So?” Rai went on.

“So?” Kimiko repeated unsure of what he was getting at.

“Nothing,” Raimundo answered smiling. Kimiko knew there was something he wanted to say but didn’t try to make him speak. She was content to simply live in the moment for the time being, it was the only way she could live until she figured out exactly what future she wanted.

“What are you thinking?” Rai asked noting the look on her face.

“Just how much I want to live in the moment,” Kimiko told him and was slightly surprised when he swooped in and kissed her quickly.

“I like that moment,” he told her and it was his turn to be surprised when Kimiko repeated the action.

“Me too.”