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For already one and half year I've been living in constant pain. I have problems with my right arm (and I am righ handed) so that half of the time I can barely move it :c I have very severe muscle spasm in my shoulder, no one knows why its happening and what to do to fix it, but because of this spasm my nerves get compressed and this results in excruciating pain and numbness. I cant even hold a cup or fork or do everyday home staff. Luckily there are still periods when this pain reduces and I can do at least something I also managed to do some household chores with my left hand (at least I can eat on my own yay)
I am very tired and depressed and I cant keep going through this alone anymore :c I am not sure if any of you cares but at least I will feel a bit better sharing my problems

I have tons of ideas for my own drawings and projects with my characters, but sadly I barely find strengh to work on commissions so I can buy food, pay rent and doctors of course. I already spend several thousands dollars on treatment that was completely useless. But I need to keep going because I dont wanna loose my arm. I already have some starting shoulder joint problems in addition to all this
Sadly I can draw only a couple hours per day, and earn money more or less enough for living and treatment. But with all this russiphobia trend and big companies living Russia prices here got extremely high, and there is also lack of some medicines. I am not sure how I will survive all this, but I dont have much of a choice, I cant leave this place in the nearest future (and may be not ever). And all this not mentioning that I have other chronical illnesses since my childhood, like diabetes, polycystic, hernia. I am just so tired and powerless and lonely in my sufferings I cry almost everyday just because of despair

Idk how to finish it, unfortunately rn I don't have anything bright in my life except my cute parrot and small opportunity to draw at least sometimes. But thank you so much if you read it till the end. People say that your grief becomes more bareble when you share it with the others
Anyway please take care, stay healthy and I hope you will have a good day and that we all will be able to survive these tough time c:

P.S I hope knowing about my illness wont stop you from buying a drawing by me c": I am still working and meet my deadlines, so dont worry. I will do my best no matter the circumstances

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✅Commissions OPEN | 💸Donations | 🧡Patreon | 🛒Gumroad || 👕TeePublic | RedBubble
🐱Twitter (furry) | 🐦Twitter (humans) | 🐾 FurAffinity | 💙Telegram

For already one and half year I've been living in constant pain. I have problems with my right arm (and I am righ handed) so that half of the time I can barely move it :c I have very severe muscle spasm in my shoulder, no one knows why its happening and what to do to fix it, but because of this spasm my nerves get compressed and this results in excruciating pain and numbness. I cant even hold a cup or fork or do everyday home staff. Luckily there are still periods when this pain reduces and I can do at least something I also managed to do some household chores with my left hand (at least I can eat on my own yay)
I am very tired and depressed and I cant keep going through this alone anymore :c I am not sure if any of you cares but at least I will feel a bit better sharing my problems

I have tons of ideas for my own drawings and projects with my characters, but sadly I barely find strengh to work on commissions so I can buy food, pay rent and doctors of course. I already spend several thousands dollars on treatment that was completely useless. But I need to keep going because I dont wanna loose my arm. I already have some starting shoulder joint problems in addition to all this
Sadly I can draw only a couple hours per day, and earn money more or less enough for living and treatment. But with all this russiphobia trend and big companies living Russia prices here got extremely high, and there is also lack of some medicines. I am not sure how I will survive all this, but I dont have much of a choice, I cant leave this place in the nearest future (and may be not ever). And all this not mentioning that I have other chronical illnesses since my childhood, like diabetes, polycystic, hernia. I am just so tired and powerless and lonely in my sufferings I cry almost everyday just because of despair

Idk how to finish it, unfortunately rn I don't have anything bright in my life except my cute parrot and small opportunity to draw at least sometimes. But thank you so much if you read it till the end. People say that your grief becomes more bareble when you share it with the others
Anyway please take care, stay healthy and I hope you will have a good day and that we all will be able to survive these tough time c:

P.S I hope knowing about my illness wont stop you from buying a drawing by me c": I am still working and meet my deadlines, so dont worry. I will do my best no matter the circumstances

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Support me on Patreon to get exclusive rewards such as

Monthly Fanarts, HighRes, early access, Animations, PSDs, extra versions and much more🤗