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Perhaps its true, or I'm just depressed
what ever I do,  I'm never the best
so I try again & again, but  I never success
I used to think, with art, I was blessed
but compared to others, it seems like bullshit
& about my looks, I try so hard ..
but  I only end up on the top of one list,
and that list I;, in fact the first at being the ugliest
Call me weird, or self obsessed
shave off my hair, & gain 50 pounds
Because no matter how hard I try , you always get me down
Sometimes I get proud of what I am ; but in the end ,your never impressed
Have I become crazy? ... you tell me .. what should I do,what do you suggest?
I'm tired of trying, Its been going on for just too long  ,Its about time I gave it a rest.