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Crowdwatcher In reply to powermelon [2007-09-26 21:12:53 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much, mr. melon, thank you very much. i will overbring her your compliments!

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Crowdwatcher In reply to fullmoonhowler [2007-09-27 21:24:01 +0000 UTC]

a strange night. all in all i come to the conclusion that there is one very important question i haven`t asked you yet.

when will you start writing your first novel?

it cannot be another way.

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fullmoonhowler In reply to Crowdwatcher [2007-09-28 05:36:23 +0000 UTC]

... I have begun already.

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Crowdwatcher In reply to fullmoonhowler [2007-09-28 07:11:35 +0000 UTC]

somehow i had a feeling you have - and i would love to know more

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fullmoonhowler In reply to Crowdwatcher [2007-09-29 11:11:16 +0000 UTC]

what is it you are requesting of me?

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Crowdwatcher In reply to fullmoonhowler [2007-09-29 20:01:22 +0000 UTC]

some secrets about the novel you started. i would love to know more. if you are able to fascinate me through those tiny deviantart comments - how much more fascinating must your story be?

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fullmoonhowler In reply to Crowdwatcher [2007-10-02 05:08:10 +0000 UTC]

Its actually quite tragic and so far not to long, there are some horrible things in it that show how quite mortal I am, and yet how I prevail over them is something quite celestial in its own. I had a very bazaar tea party with a friend of mine today and we discussed how death is very silly business but the ways that they do die are not. How do you see it? A final comedy or a gateway drama?

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Crowdwatcher In reply to fullmoonhowler [2007-10-02 11:49:55 +0000 UTC]

how did they say?

"if life ain`t a joke - why are we all laughing?"

but to choose between comedy or drama - that seems far too easy to my mind. life is a story we all got to tell. and i am not interested if someone is watching this. i don`t care if it is silly and laughable or heroic and tragic. there is no truth in this. i am not interested in my afterlife (which is a lie, isn´t it?) or if there is a sense in it at all. that doesn`t matter. i feel like a howling spear thrown at the sky by some giant of the old days. i am overpowered, burning and beautiful to look at against the night sky. planting fear and fascination in the hearts of my watchers. my heart is raining down on my lovers, there umbrellas wide open. i cry out in joy, my eyes wet like the oceans. then comes the moment when you are at the highest point of your flight. the moon and the stars are soo near you can almost touch them. what a beautiful moment. and then the gravity gets its hands at you, pulling you down. the lovers choke. first slowly, your speed starts fading away. then you start falling. like a leave from the trees in the late of autumn. then gravity pulls harder, tores your shoulders apart, its hands hard and brutal in your hair. and you fall. howling like a fallen god from the heavens you crush back to earth. for weeks or years - but you crush back to earth. and maybe thirty seconds before collision you start realizing that you have never been anything more then the little time spent between question and answer.

this moment is death.

i cannot give another answer

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fullmoonhowler In reply to Crowdwatcher [2007-10-03 05:30:13 +0000 UTC]

I agree with you to some extent on many things you speak of. Oh how tragic is that, that I can not have you to tea. Life is a great theater to me with actors, muses, writers, directors, star... and so forth, it is in each position that we discover certain aspects of our selfs and others we just happen to fallen into and not to escape. Death is something of a different sort could be anything, but comedy is a certain aspect I feel that is part of everything as well as tragity.

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Crowdwatcher In reply to fullmoonhowler [2007-10-03 17:15:14 +0000 UTC]

the idea of having a coup of tea together is really charming. in which part of this little tragedy do you live?

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fullmoonhowler In reply to Crowdwatcher [2007-10-05 03:57:54 +0000 UTC]

Sun drenched California...

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Crowdwatcher In reply to Ezykah [2007-09-21 19:14:37 +0000 UTC]

ok then i have more good news for you but maybe you should grab you a chair! i got two more promo shirts from mr. eugen berg from "mädchensuchtkleid" for you! also i am allowed to say that i am nearly finished with the close-up of ezykah and - maybe, maybe - you get the original sketch with the shirts, too

have a nice night, erica

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Ezykah In reply to Crowdwatcher [2007-09-24 22:25:18 +0000 UTC]

**Sits on chair**

Oooo, awesome! **giggles** I'm all excited!!

Oh that would be wonderful!!! hehe. Thank you! Oh you're such a wonderful person, I don't deserve a friend like you!!!!
Thank you!
You make me smile so much.
you don't know how much this means to me. xxx

And I will make sure I have a nice night now, as long as you do too!! xx

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Crowdwatcher In reply to Ezykah [2007-09-26 20:55:23 +0000 UTC]

if you wouldn`t be so lovely - i wouldn`t love to be so nice alas! if it makes you just smile a little i would do all for that!

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Ezykah In reply to Crowdwatcher [2007-10-01 10:34:16 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. You're lovely!!!!!!! xxx

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