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cutofakiss β€” One last memory.

Published: 2005-07-29 05:05:30 +0000 UTC; Views: 2081; Favourites: 37; Downloads: 320
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    I hear, a voice say "don't be so blind."
    It's telling me all these things,
    that you would probably hide.
    Am I your one and only desire?
    Am I the reason you breathe,
    or am I the reason you cry?


    I love you, I hate you, I can’t get around you
    I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you
    I just can't take anymore, this life of solitude
    I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you.

    Saliva - Always



The words on the picture are written by me.

This was taken the same day as the picture that went with the writing falling in and out of love .

About the photo: It is hard to explain why I am submitting this. Or even exactly what it really means. For those of you who don`t know, the picture is of Jeromy and I. It was once in my gallery, and hanging on my wall. I ripped it up, and took a picture as my one last memory. I can`t explain the feelings I have or even the feelings he feels. If you didn`t know, we dated for a year and three months. Of a loving but cruel relationship. We were lovers in the past. Best friends. And worst enemies. However, deep down...we still have some sort of love for each other. But I know I couldn`t be with him for many years. He needs to mature. I need to mature. And our flaws don`t work together. The song I used in the description was our song. It has been our song for three years. We love each other. We hate each other. But deep down, we can`t live without each other. It describes/d us perfectly. I know many people have been through a heartbreak. It isn`t lovely. But sometimes you just have to walk away.
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Comments: 49

Jazeira [2008-08-08 18:00:11 +0000 UTC]

Awesome shot

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cutofakiss In reply to Jazeira [2008-08-09 14:10:22 +0000 UTC]

thank you.

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Malleni [2007-08-04 13:00:18 +0000 UTC]

Sad But it's a fantastic shot

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cutofakiss In reply to Malleni [2007-08-04 18:04:09 +0000 UTC]

thank you.

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termagen [2007-01-13 02:52:16 +0000 UTC]

aww sorry things didnt work out with you two this piece is very beautiful though, and the lyrics match the piece well.

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cutofakiss In reply to termagen [2007-02-17 18:25:06 +0000 UTC]

We broke up a long long time ago. Haha. But we are still friends.

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termagen In reply to cutofakiss [2007-02-19 01:57:39 +0000 UTC]

oh, hehe. hope all is going swell then

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The-Dook [2005-11-23 17:39:13 +0000 UTC]

i love it
great work
its so emotional its perfect

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cutofakiss In reply to The-Dook [2005-12-16 20:49:10 +0000 UTC]

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TheScissorman [2005-08-20 09:54:29 +0000 UTC]

Gorgeous

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AngelsCrySilent [2005-08-19 06:06:19 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for letting us all into your memories. It's difficult, but showing the courage reveals the true strength you have. Be grateful for your memories, because in the end that's all you have.

*SkYe

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cutofakiss In reply to AngelsCrySilent [2005-09-12 00:47:36 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

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AntekPyra [2005-08-15 16:37:16 +0000 UTC]

quite emotional
hope you are alright

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cutofakiss In reply to AntekPyra [2005-08-17 20:20:40 +0000 UTC]

Thank you darling.

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RufusMador [2005-08-07 08:34:09 +0000 UTC]

not bad, actually its pretty damn good. there's great use of movement and the colour of the photo works well with the subject. im also digging the hair infront of the face deal, it says something about the whole story with you and the break up. well done lauren

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cutofakiss In reply to RufusMador [2005-08-17 20:19:22 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

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RufusMador In reply to cutofakiss [2005-08-18 11:20:11 +0000 UTC]

np

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steihl [2005-08-06 15:55:27 +0000 UTC]

Dizzifull, but I like.

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cutofakiss In reply to steihl [2005-08-14 03:26:03 +0000 UTC]

Supposed to be.

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sweet-child-of [2005-08-04 23:21:21 +0000 UTC]

great job.
I love the blurry effect.
Never could figure out how to do it.
Rock on, sister.

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cutofakiss In reply to sweet-child-of [2005-08-14 03:29:53 +0000 UTC]

Turn the flash off on your camera.
and move.

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KoAn72 [2005-08-03 12:25:30 +0000 UTC]

great work, the motion gives a lot of strenght.
hope you're well, darling.

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devartdude [2005-08-01 04:33:15 +0000 UTC]

This is a very touching work for me. You don't even know, and I don't feel like rambling about it right now anyway.

I like it.

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cutofakiss In reply to devartdude [2005-08-02 23:41:09 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

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blackened-deceit [2005-07-31 10:36:13 +0000 UTC]

So full of emotion. A great piece of work. I'm sure it touches alot of people

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korndeathangel666 [2005-07-31 01:10:45 +0000 UTC]

Very emotional.

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scarecrow6-6-6 [2005-07-30 17:50:07 +0000 UTC]

you are amazing wit ha camera very nice

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arwin-eagen [2005-07-30 12:42:45 +0000 UTC]

think this image is full of movement and energy and has real narrative. Well done i really like it, also the poem fits perfectly.

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cutofakiss In reply to arwin-eagen [2005-08-02 23:40:26 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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Pensinpotatoes [2005-07-30 04:06:30 +0000 UTC]

Wow! This is awesome! I love it! It shows so much, and I love the effects! Great work!

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WingedDream [2005-07-29 19:28:57 +0000 UTC]

wow... so emotional...
I love it. It's so beautiful. I love the blur effect and colors to it.

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cutofakiss In reply to WingedDream [2005-08-02 23:47:00 +0000 UTC]

I didn`t add the blur affect.

My camera did.

I didn`t use a flash.
and I was moving.
So when I moved...it made it do something weird and be blurry.

The image that is similar to this one, that I used for a writing, is even cooler. It has like two faces of me or something. [link]

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WingedDream In reply to cutofakiss [2005-08-04 01:20:26 +0000 UTC]

Wow, it's amazing what your camera can do!
Sometimes my camera makes the background blurry and it looks cool.

Oooooh, two faces. That's also very cool!

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cutofakiss In reply to WingedDream [2005-08-14 03:56:02 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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WingedDream In reply to cutofakiss [2005-08-14 19:05:43 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome

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DreamlessFear [2005-07-29 18:55:29 +0000 UTC]

So wonderfully done. Love the movement here. Well done.

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solus-et-passio [2005-07-29 17:09:10 +0000 UTC]

0_o I love that song ^^ awsome idea

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Darkice314 [2005-07-29 15:39:45 +0000 UTC]

"I know many people have been through a heartbreak. It isn`t lovely" it sure isn't

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cutofakiss In reply to Darkice314 [2005-08-02 23:45:12 +0000 UTC]

nope.

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theclarabellafaire [2005-07-29 13:42:00 +0000 UTC]

Just remember,
The first step in forgetting,
Is destroying all the evidence.

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cutofakiss In reply to theclarabellafaire [2005-08-02 23:44:09 +0000 UTC]

True.

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did [2005-07-29 13:07:53 +0000 UTC]

I love the effect is wonderful and clearly helps the thought and emotion in the shot!

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TheTragicTruth-Of-Me [2005-07-29 09:50:12 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful work.
It puts across your sentiments perfectly.

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cutofakiss In reply to TheTragicTruth-Of-Me [2005-08-02 23:43:46 +0000 UTC]

Thank you sweetheart.

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c2usaf2004 [2005-07-29 05:32:33 +0000 UTC]

Outstanding Babe. Love the emotion in the picture.

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stars-and-satellites [2005-07-29 05:08:26 +0000 UTC]

Aw, its great.
Cute and Beautiful and everything else in between.
Good job.

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cutofakiss In reply to stars-and-satellites [2005-08-02 23:42:25 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

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FLORESCENT [2005-07-29 05:06:49 +0000 UTC]

wow this is pretty nice That's so sweet

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Space-Moose [2005-07-29 05:06:19 +0000 UTC]

Really emotional. I love this. Good job.

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