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CUTTLEF1SH — Felix Zabek - fulltime werefoof

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Published: 2014-12-01 21:49:04 +0000 UTC; Views: 2693; Favourites: 34; Downloads: 3
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important: please read
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just a general warning - my character description(s) includes swearing, some descriptions of violence, fighting, and mental illness.
these elements come up when RPing and during any stories/comics that may occur in the future.
if any of these trigger/offend you, please take caution while reading.
this has been a psa brought to you by your friendly neighborhood cephalopod <33
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given name: Felix Zabek

clan: (unclaimed) Pariah

pack: ????

rank: fighter

age: 17

birthday: March 3

gender: cis guy

human height: 6'2"

background:

Felix grew up in British Columbia, about 8 hours away from the Fractured Moon area. He had a fairly normal home life, living with his mother and his step father (whom he regarded as his dad), though prior to this arrangement he had to put up with his constantly absent father and later the process of a divorce between his parents. Felix developed anger issues at a young age and has always had troubles with this. He would constantly lash out at his mother and stepdad, and though he rarely resorted to violence directed at them, he was quite destructive to the house (punching holes in walls/doors, breaking furniture, etc). As a result of his rage fits, he would get really embarassed and ashamed, often isolating himself from people altogether. Often times he would delve into his music or retreat to the outdoors (he became quite the adept hiker as a result). Luckily for him, his parents were rather supportive and tried to help him to the best of their abilities. Around middle school, he started taking medication and going to therapy, and things were going really starting to look up. His life continued this way up until his last year of high school. The summer before he entered his Senior year, his parents scheduled a camping trip in northern Washington to celebrate his "new life". They had been saving up for a long time, and this was expected to be a very important family event. Little did they know that this would be a literal transformative time for Felix.
Though he had been on medications for a while and was clinically "stable", Felix still suffered from depression and depended on his meds to take the edge of his anger. Having experienced a lot of anxiety with the trip down to the camp area, he decided to take a night hike to take his mind off of things. He equipped himself with a flashlight and some light snacks, expecting only to be out for an hour or so. Halfway into his hike, he started hearing snuffling and growling sounds - a 'wild dog'. Having a basic knowledge of feral canine behavior, he assumed that it would leave him alone. Unfortunately for him, the 'dog' had no intention of leaving him alone and attacked. Sustaining three bites and several scratches, he made his way back to camp and his mom helped him clean and dress the wounds (she was a nurse and wouldn't go to the doctor unless he really needed it. think coughing up a lung).
soon Felix's meds stopped working, he was metabolizing them too quickly, and he started to become more isolative and violent. His wounds had healed and the family was on a college trip to a community school near the US border on the evening of the next full moon. He had gotten fed up with his mother (headaches and feeling like your insides are on fire will put one on edge, let alone a short temper) and took a side trip to the local park. After a bout of crippling pain, he suddenly shifted into his lycan beast form, and instincts took hold of him - he was terrified and had to get away from civilization. So he ran. His parents assumed that he was kidnapped or that he ran away. seeing as how he was almost 18 and they had little money, they put little efforts into a search.
After a week or so (??haha idk??) he ended up in the forests near Fractured Moon, WA, killing small game and any unfortunate passerbys to survive.... until the Seekers caught wind of him...
(for when he's claimed)
He doesn't mind the fight ring as much as most others do. Felix wants to forget his past life, since thinking of it brings up so much pain, so he lets the fight ring strip him of his past identity. In fact, he welcomes it, thinking that he deserves the pain and the challenge for the trouble he has caused to others.
Because he metabolizes medications too quickly for them to have any effect (and he doesn't have access to them anymore), his rage and depression are very potent.

//whew that was long, congrats to those who read that. i completely pulled it out of my ass along the way, but w/e, it works//

personality:

Sure,  Felix has some (a lot hahah) anger/rage issues, but he isn't a nasty guy (heheheh he's a bit of a nasty). He tries his hardest (and doesn't exactly succeed) at being kind and open minded, but he is constantly afraid of hurting people, and as a result tends to remain quiet and reserved. Though he tends to distance himself from others, the relationships he does develop with people are usually very strong (granted, it takes a while for trust, empathy, etc. to be established). Because he has only recently been changed, he is suspicious of most people he encounters and has some serious trust issues. He's still trying to figure out what's going on with him and with the new world that has opened up in front of him.
Ffter being recruited as a Paraiah, he has discovered that the fight ring allows him to release his pent up rage. he's starting to like the fights more and more, but he is still morally conflicted - he doesn't want to hurt people, but his violent instincts are taking hold...
As a wolf he is extremely fearful and impulsive. Since the change, he has developed fear aggression and tends to shift easily when he gets angry/scared. If he's shifted because of anger or has gotten worked up enough, it is incredibly hard to get him to calm down (though it is(?) possible). Rage and fear hormones flood his brain and his judgement is clouded over with the need to attack and escape the threat.


likes: music (preferably punk, but  he's not picky), food (he's always hungry), tattoos/piercings, sleeping, fighting

dislikes: the unknown, losing a fight, showing weakness, talking about his past

wolf species: British Columbia/Alexander Archipelago

wolf name: Void (he tries to eat his opponent in his first fight because he's so malnourished, and his fight ring boss called him "the void" since he is constantly running on empty but is able to pull through on adrenaline)

were-form height: 6' at the shoulder, unknown bipedal height

additional info:
He has wooden ear plugs in both ears, two cartilage piercings in his left ear, and an eyebrow piercing on his left brow. He tends to take out the plugs when fighting, but the metal piercings stay in.
His hairstyle really just depends on how it is when he wakes up, he's too depressed to give much effort into personal hygiene, but he'll fix it if someone says it looks funny...maybe.
Despite being a formidable fighter in the ring, he gets tired when he doesn't have the fear-induced adrenaline pumping through his system, so he ends up sleeping a lot.
He is in his wolf form a lot, but he isn't always in "attack mode". Despite having a vicious reputation, he's usually on the shy side. He can sometimes be found pressed up in a corner, trying to get away from everybody.

character usage info: feel free to draw/write about him or include him in your stories and comics! extra special bonus points if he's covered in blood (heheheh)

//apologies for the scrapped-together, way too detailed and uninteresting feel, I'll be updating this as he develops/I make inevitable character changes in the future//
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let me know if anything seems wrong/too gary-stu-ish, and I'll be happy to fix it.
I really just wanted a character to use to subject to practice negative character development with <3
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art+character(c)me, 2014
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Comments: 21

NyraXerz [2014-12-05 04:44:00 +0000 UTC]

He sounds very cool, I can't wait to see what you do next with him!

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CUTTLEF1SH In reply to NyraXerz [2014-12-05 22:10:12 +0000 UTC]

eeee thank you! I'm super excited to use him in the group uvu

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MorganDBZ [2014-12-04 06:52:59 +0000 UTC]

Whoa he looks so awesome! I can't wait to see more of him <3 

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CUTTLEF1SH In reply to MorganDBZ [2014-12-04 21:54:42 +0000 UTC]

eeee thank you uvu
I'm excited to draw more of him

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EnchantedGiraffe [2014-12-01 23:45:01 +0000 UTC]

I like how you drew his human form! Especially his nose. :3 Can't wait to see more!

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CUTTLEF1SH In reply to EnchantedGiraffe [2014-12-02 00:39:40 +0000 UTC]

ee thank you! it's actually one of the first humans I've drawn successfully, so I'm hoping to improve my style by having a (partial) human character <3
I'm really looking forward to playing around in the group, too!

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EnchantedGiraffe In reply to CUTTLEF1SH [2014-12-02 02:57:16 +0000 UTC]

Yeah! You're doing great, and the group is so much fun!

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CUTTLEF1SH In reply to EnchantedGiraffe [2014-12-02 21:47:03 +0000 UTC]

aww, thanks!
yeah, I've been stalking it for a while, and the ref has been in progress for a while, haha. I'm officially in now though!

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XForgottenCreaturesX [2014-12-01 23:44:00 +0000 UTC]

so floofy <3

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CUTTLEF1SH In reply to XForgottenCreaturesX [2014-12-02 00:40:12 +0000 UTC]

ahh ikr? I have a weakness for floof, and thus Void was created //v//

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XForgottenCreaturesX In reply to CUTTLEF1SH [2014-12-02 00:46:59 +0000 UTC]

omf //w\\

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CUTTLEF1SH In reply to XForgottenCreaturesX [2014-12-02 00:51:02 +0000 UTC]

haha <3
//btw, I really like Raven's design, you did a lovely job//

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XForgottenCreaturesX In reply to CUTTLEF1SH [2014-12-02 01:18:37 +0000 UTC]

thank you ^^ I love Felix's design too >v< love guys with piercings >v>

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CUTTLEF1SH In reply to XForgottenCreaturesX [2014-12-02 02:04:32 +0000 UTC]

yes omg people with piecing are important

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XForgottenCreaturesX In reply to CUTTLEF1SH [2014-12-02 02:05:38 +0000 UTC]

yes. Yes they are.

Also, Mind if I draw Raven interacting with Felix?

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CUTTLEF1SH In reply to XForgottenCreaturesX [2014-12-02 12:19:23 +0000 UTC]

ah, spelling error, sorry! *piercings

and that would be rad! I might doodle something too c:

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XForgottenCreaturesX In reply to CUTTLEF1SH [2014-12-02 12:29:19 +0000 UTC]

it's fine.

how should I have them interact?

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CUTTLEF1SH In reply to XForgottenCreaturesX [2014-12-02 21:46:11 +0000 UTC]

hmm
I know they're both shy, so maybe something along the lines of seeing each other and just kind of shyly saying hello? idk honestly, haha

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XForgottenCreaturesX In reply to CUTTLEF1SH [2014-12-02 21:47:16 +0000 UTC]

Sounds good to me ^^

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CUTTLEF1SH In reply to XForgottenCreaturesX [2014-12-02 21:48:42 +0000 UTC]

cool c:
I might do a sketch or two of them interacting now, too uvu

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XForgottenCreaturesX In reply to CUTTLEF1SH [2014-12-02 21:57:38 +0000 UTC]

Okie c: I might sketch them later tonight.

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