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Published: 2004-12-09 10:46:32 +0000 UTC; Views: 2798; Favourites: 38; Downloads: 151
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Description I am done with you. I am tired of you. I am sick because of you. You bleed me of money and my health. You are a crutch and I don’t want you as my support. I want a future, I want my wife to be happy. I want to see my children grow. I want to sit on a porch and smile into my wife’s face as we enjoy our golden years. I hate the energy you take. I hate the way you linger. I hate the feel of you tugging me to you in the night. I hate myself for turning to you in times of stress. I am done with you. I want to breath and be free again.


**I know this isn’t the best picture but its here for me, to remind myself of these things when I feel the pull and tug of addiction trying to take hold of me again. This part of my life needs to be over in order for me to have a future. Hope that makes some kind of sense to everybody**
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Comments: 93

Tatsumi67 [2009-04-03 03:17:29 +0000 UTC]

yay!! glad you quit!

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ohliviaax [2006-12-11 22:33:02 +0000 UTC]

absolutely love this.

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luciferi-d [2006-10-02 17:26:06 +0000 UTC]

very strong piece
i think it just might be the symbol to make me butt out for good :0

excellent work!

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cycowolf In reply to luciferi-d [2006-10-07 03:39:38 +0000 UTC]

Thats great. Good luck, its tough but it can be done. You will feel so much better.

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conspiracyaddict [2005-02-02 19:45:51 +0000 UTC]

it makes perfect sence
GO YOU! YOU CAN DO IT!!!!

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cycowolf In reply to conspiracyaddict [2005-02-02 22:01:04 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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DJ-Spiffy-McDoo [2005-01-21 03:49:10 +0000 UTC]

I wish chocolate syrup came out of newports.

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cycowolf In reply to DJ-Spiffy-McDoo [2005-01-25 17:03:07 +0000 UTC]

That would be messy but tasty.

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gwyndeth [2005-01-10 16:25:46 +0000 UTC]

I love that.. I don't know how you got the goo to be timed exactly right.. but it looks freaking cool

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cycowolf In reply to gwyndeth [2005-01-10 19:58:28 +0000 UTC]

Luck had to do with alot of it, luck and taking the same photo over and over to get it right

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Neko-Michirure [2005-01-04 06:04:56 +0000 UTC]

*claps* im glad to see this X3 very powerful and you're making a great choice!

btw i was wondering how you made the goopy liquid 'o' its not blood is it?

DOWN WITH DRUGS >;D YAHAHA HAR!!

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cycowolf In reply to Neko-Michirure [2005-01-04 13:05:15 +0000 UTC]

Thank you and no its not blood its chocolate syrup just like they used to use in old black and white movies. If you have ever seen the Hitchcock movie Psycho, it was chocalate they used in the shower murder scene.

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Neko-Michirure In reply to cycowolf [2005-01-05 01:25:33 +0000 UTC]

mmmm chocolate syrup <3

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PhycoRedWolf [2004-12-22 19:22:28 +0000 UTC]

wow that fing awsome! you did a really good job >< such a cool pic

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cycowolf In reply to PhycoRedWolf [2004-12-22 19:24:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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PhycoRedWolf In reply to cycowolf [2004-12-22 19:26:46 +0000 UTC]

>< no prob its realy good nice job

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myny [2004-12-21 05:23:47 +0000 UTC]

ROX on!!! I wish my dad would quit... i keep begging him.. that dumb bastad..

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cycowolf In reply to myny [2004-12-21 05:31:57 +0000 UTC]

I am so glad to be done with it. To much money wasted and to many breaths lost to it over the years.

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Severed799 [2004-12-20 23:39:09 +0000 UTC]

that is stunning... daily deviation worthy.

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cycowolf In reply to Severed799 [2004-12-21 02:54:08 +0000 UTC]

Thank you I cant imagine anything of mne ever being nominated for a daily deviation, but that was an awesome thing to hear.

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Severed799 In reply to cycowolf [2004-12-21 11:47:56 +0000 UTC]

I have no idea why mate.

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The-Definition [2004-12-17 08:12:31 +0000 UTC]

Good for you.
And excellent picture as well.

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cycowolf In reply to The-Definition [2004-12-17 08:30:16 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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mooing-toe-jam [2004-12-17 07:12:44 +0000 UTC]

I'm with you. Very powerful. well done.

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cycowolf In reply to mooing-toe-jam [2004-12-17 08:31:04 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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HeIsCome [2004-12-14 11:50:53 +0000 UTC]

Good show! I love the image!

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cycowolf In reply to HeIsCome [2004-12-14 13:41:46 +0000 UTC]

Thank you Im really glad you liked it so much.

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HeIsCome In reply to cycowolf [2004-12-16 12:03:51 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome

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zzoaozz [2004-12-14 04:58:08 +0000 UTC]

I am so proud of you right now. I lost my dad to throat cancer and my mother to heart disease within two months of each other. Cigarettes kill. Plain and simple. They hurt you, enslave you, and bring grief to the ones who will lose you way too early and senselessly. Bless you for quitting young enough to do some good.

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cycowolf In reply to zzoaozz [2004-12-14 13:39:06 +0000 UTC]

I’m so sorry to hear that, that’s so much in such a short time. Thank you for the support and encouragement. I am so glad to be done with this.

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Fretish [2004-12-14 01:51:20 +0000 UTC]

good job on the quitting, dont ever go back to it, to many people die when they dont have to because of thsoe damn things.. keep up the good work and good luck

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cycowolf In reply to Fretish [2004-12-14 04:29:21 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the support

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n1nj4zero [2004-12-12 12:26:08 +0000 UTC]

Awesome picture, man. Very well done.

Nice description, as well.

Good for you. Be strong.

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cycowolf In reply to n1nj4zero [2004-12-12 19:17:45 +0000 UTC]

Than you for the support.

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Banorac [2004-12-11 19:51:42 +0000 UTC]

"I know this isn’t the best picture"
--> You're kidding right ? I love the picture

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cycowolf In reply to Banorac [2004-12-12 10:07:36 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, I am just never happy with my own stuff.

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Banorac In reply to cycowolf [2004-12-12 13:50:59 +0000 UTC]

Well, you should be, this picture is great

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desanvium [2004-12-11 07:43:27 +0000 UTC]

I have very lil to say about this piece of work other than yes indeed and I need to do the same
So I am going to fave this and use it as a reminder for myself...
cause I need to stop as well...
and support those who wish to quit also...


`Rob

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cycowolf In reply to desanvium [2004-12-11 07:52:30 +0000 UTC]

Wow Im really glad you want to use this to help you quit. That is an amazing comment, thank you.

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desanvium In reply to cycowolf [2004-12-11 08:21:46 +0000 UTC]

I go to a college where more people start smoking than quit per term...
I started smoking here...
and it's just time to give it up...it's been time since I started.

That's the way I've always felt about it. So I need to stop being a hypocrite.

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cycowolf In reply to desanvium [2004-12-11 08:25:02 +0000 UTC]

Its funny becasue I never wanted to smoke, I am nit sure at what point that changed but it did. I hate it, I really do. I dont like being addicted to anything and I am when it comes to smoking. Its rough going at the moment but I am sticking with it. Give it up now before it becomes a monkey on your back.

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LIMan1969 [2004-12-10 22:45:12 +0000 UTC]

Ouch. Good luck with your addiction Jason. I hope you beat it. Cigerattes can be nasty.

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cycowolf In reply to LIMan1969 [2004-12-11 05:42:07 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, I hope I can beat it too. Its tough but I need to do it.

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LIMan1969 In reply to cycowolf [2004-12-11 18:25:33 +0000 UTC]

all you have to do is believe in yourself and you can do it. Besides I know you have your wife rooting you on.

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cycowolf In reply to LIMan1969 [2004-12-12 10:10:39 +0000 UTC]

I am trying my best. Debbie is real happy about it. Erik is going to try to quit to. It helps that we are trying together.

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LIMan1969 In reply to cycowolf [2004-12-15 23:07:10 +0000 UTC]

Poor Debbie. You both trying to quit at the same time. I hope the cravings don't drive you both nuts.

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manormouseman [2004-12-10 08:33:55 +0000 UTC]

good use of fake blood for once

although the image isnt nessescarily awe-inspiring, the content it holds is sure is thought-provoking... I too am stuggling with quitting.. and I'm really young so right now I'm not feeling the consequences as much...

I've been wanting to smoke a corncob pipe... and cigars.

but this image just reminds me what the end result is.

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cycowolf In reply to manormouseman [2004-12-10 08:37:38 +0000 UTC]

The funny thing is that isnt fake blood, not that its real either. Its an old black and white trick. Yeah this was mainly for myself to remind me of why I need to give this crap up. I tried cigars but could never really see why people liked them so much. Never got around to a pipe of any kind. If you can give it up now go for it becasue I can tell you it takes its toll.

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manormouseman In reply to cycowolf [2004-12-10 08:39:11 +0000 UTC]

I might just.

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X-Loki-X [2004-12-10 07:47:51 +0000 UTC]

Very cool concept; I myself am quitting. Instant favorite. Glad to see yo posting again

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