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You have won, I am defeated. Their is just no other way of saying it. I have given it my all, but alas, it just

wasn't good enough in the end.


I fought so hard, trying to win this war that has plaguing me for the longest time with the best strategy I had.

But it didn't matter; I was out gunned, out maneuvered, and out thought.


I was force to wave the flag of surrender, holding it high over my head in my shame, knowing that I had to

succumb to a great force than my own.


I gave it my all, but it had more to give to this cause then I did. It had more reason then I did, just enough 

more.


In the end, I was spared from the fate it had planned out for me, talking my way out of the cruel reality of

things as I know I must live this for the rest of my life.


I am in defeat, but at least I am alive...



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Comments: 36

jennystokes [2013-05-30 12:08:41 +0000 UTC]

My dear boy................big hugs
Granny

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cyimang In reply to jennystokes [2013-05-30 15:48:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you Granny

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jennystokes In reply to cyimang [2013-05-30 20:03:18 +0000 UTC]

Love you........I am always 'thinking' of you.
Granny hugzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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cyimang In reply to jennystokes [2013-05-30 20:08:58 +0000 UTC]

Awwwwww Thanks again
GS hugs

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jennystokes In reply to cyimang [2013-05-30 20:10:10 +0000 UTC]

Granny loves you.
Hugsssssssssssssssssssssssss

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cyimang In reply to jennystokes [2013-05-30 20:11:08 +0000 UTC]

Love you too Granny

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jennystokes In reply to cyimang [2013-05-30 20:20:36 +0000 UTC]

I know............I just wish you would get out before it is too late.
Hugs

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cyimang In reply to jennystokes [2013-05-30 20:23:20 +0000 UTC]

I know Granny. I know..

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jennystokes In reply to cyimang [2013-05-31 07:39:45 +0000 UTC]

Just do it!

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cyimang In reply to jennystokes [2013-05-31 07:47:27 +0000 UTC]

Mm..

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jennystokes In reply to cyimang [2013-05-31 08:23:24 +0000 UTC]

Big hugsssssssssssssssssssss

I am sure your mother would tell you the same????????

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cyimang In reply to jennystokes [2013-05-31 08:44:04 +0000 UTC]



Maybe, but right now, she needs me.

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jennystokes In reply to cyimang [2013-05-31 10:41:00 +0000 UTC]

OK
Why not ask her???????

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cyimang In reply to jennystokes [2013-05-31 19:31:20 +0000 UTC]

I have..

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jennystokes In reply to cyimang [2013-06-01 09:14:01 +0000 UTC]

Oh???????

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cyimang In reply to jennystokes [2013-06-01 11:28:34 +0000 UTC]

Yeah..

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mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-30 11:48:25 +0000 UTC]

I hope happy times come your way soon

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-30 11:54:42 +0000 UTC]

Thank you Jo-jo

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-30 12:06:05 +0000 UTC]

Anytime

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-30 19:36:45 +0000 UTC]

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-30 21:27:28 +0000 UTC]

Going swimming later

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-30 22:51:26 +0000 UTC]

Cool

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-31 00:00:33 +0000 UTC]

Nevermind

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-31 00:04:39 +0000 UTC]

Why?

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-31 02:08:55 +0000 UTC]

swimming was fun

then the trip home sucked....brother being an ass to everyone

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-31 07:39:31 +0000 UTC]

Awww

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-31 07:44:02 +0000 UTC]

all better now

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-31 07:47:01 +0000 UTC]

Good

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-06-03 05:27:32 +0000 UTC]

Gonna try to go to bed earlier than last night

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-06-03 05:28:52 +0000 UTC]

ok

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-06-03 05:43:59 +0000 UTC]

I'll be on tomorrow since.i'm off

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-06-03 05:45:24 +0000 UTC]

Ok

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-06-03 06:01:24 +0000 UTC]

I love you cy be safe

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-06-03 06:02:33 +0000 UTC]

Love you too Jo-jo You too tough girl.

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-06-03 18:14:52 +0000 UTC]

Daaaw thanks!

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-06-03 18:26:08 +0000 UTC]

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