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Published: 2013-05-11 15:10:31 +0000 UTC; Views: 124; Favourites: 7; Downloads: 0
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The flow of words escapes me, my mind isn't very clear. I can't seem to decide on anything,

not even a place to rest my head, or to a friend to whom I could be near.


My thoughts have left me bruised, pained for beatings they have caused me. They just can't 

seem to agree on anything, and I take all the blame for they just won't let me be.


My feelings are crushed, laying beneath heavy burdens that have me pinned down. I try to

call for help, but at these times, there is no one around. 


My emotions his been erratic, strange, weird and even wild in my mind. But when I try to 

reason with it, they shout "GET OUT!!!!"; no peace I seem to find.


I run from myself, trying to hide form the inner rage that tries its best to consume me whole.

Going deeper into me hiding place, shutting myself down, being alone.


So the things deep inside are depressing its true, but I can't always fight them, like the rest

of you do. It takes , at times, to build up the strength and to quench the mouth of my

inner self and its way of deathly anguish. But fear not, for I will rise again, like the mighty

Phoenix, whose fire cannot be extinguished.



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Comments: 56

cyimang In reply to ??? [2013-06-26 15:32:32 +0000 UTC]

Thank you Malou!

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blueMALOU In reply to cyimang [2013-06-26 16:49:14 +0000 UTC]

welcome silent J

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cyimang In reply to blueMALOU [2013-06-26 18:09:20 +0000 UTC]

Awesome

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blueMALOU In reply to cyimang [2013-07-01 12:29:15 +0000 UTC]

Have a break!Have a drink!

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cyimang In reply to blueMALOU [2013-07-01 15:22:24 +0000 UTC]

I need one

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blueMALOU In reply to cyimang [2013-08-18 16:51:56 +0000 UTC]

Take one buy one drink one.

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cyimang In reply to blueMALOU [2013-08-18 17:35:08 +0000 UTC]

Hehe.. Indeeds

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mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-13 17:12:15 +0000 UTC]

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-13 17:31:27 +0000 UTC]

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-15 04:54:14 +0000 UTC]

Sorry i wasnt on skype tonight. I was really tired. I hope i can catch ya tomorrow night

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-15 09:14:00 +0000 UTC]

Its ok Jo-jo..

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-15 13:02:23 +0000 UTC]

Be online tonight bud

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-15 13:29:34 +0000 UTC]

Ok Jo-jo. You are up early today.

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-15 15:00:28 +0000 UTC]

Had to help my mom

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-15 16:07:31 +0000 UTC]

Its ok

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-15 16:36:40 +0000 UTC]

ok

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-15 16:40:26 +0000 UTC]

yeah

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-16 07:00:24 +0000 UTC]

Compy died. i'm heading to bed. Love you!

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-16 07:07:03 +0000 UTC]

ok.. night Jo-jo Love you too

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-16 14:33:35 +0000 UTC]

Hi bud love ya!

Gonna try to get online tonight

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-16 14:55:27 +0000 UTC]

Love ya too Jo-jo
Okie dokie.

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-17 03:43:06 +0000 UTC]

Hi bud!

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-17 04:37:08 +0000 UTC]

hi

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-17 04:43:53 +0000 UTC]

How do?

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-17 04:45:47 +0000 UTC]

not great.. How you?

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-17 04:48:07 +0000 UTC]

Same. Bad day?

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-17 04:50:17 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. Awww, why Jo-jo??

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-17 04:51:51 +0000 UTC]

awww

My brother...

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-17 04:53:40 +0000 UTC]


Aww, what's wrong?

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-17 04:57:05 +0000 UTC]

Him being a jerk to my mom

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-17 04:59:44 +0000 UTC]

Why? what happened?

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-17 05:01:30 +0000 UTC]

That's just how he is now

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-17 05:03:13 +0000 UTC]

How old is he?

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-17 05:05:51 +0000 UTC]

Gonna be 15

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-17 05:08:03 +0000 UTC]

I see...

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-17 05:13:13 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. Heh it wore me out. Ugh i work early.shift as i gotta head to bed be online tomorrow, i promise love you cy!!

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-17 05:13:56 +0000 UTC]

Ok Jo-jo. Love you too

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-17 13:30:55 +0000 UTC]

Ollo cy! see ya after work!

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-17 13:37:07 +0000 UTC]

K Jo-jo.. See you later

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-17 22:44:36 +0000 UTC]

Hola!

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-18 00:34:46 +0000 UTC]

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-18 01:24:56 +0000 UTC]

YAY

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-18 01:27:05 +0000 UTC]

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mexican-jo-cool In reply to cyimang [2013-05-18 02:06:28 +0000 UTC]

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cyimang In reply to mexican-jo-cool [2013-05-18 03:53:50 +0000 UTC]

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Stilleschrei [2013-05-12 09:31:50 +0000 UTC]

Keep it up bro!

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cyimang In reply to Stilleschrei [2013-05-12 09:58:33 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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Stilleschrei In reply to cyimang [2013-05-12 10:07:22 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome Cy!

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cyimang In reply to Stilleschrei [2013-05-12 10:12:54 +0000 UTC]

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authorofthings [2013-05-11 15:31:55 +0000 UTC]

this is nice

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