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Dae hanging on there in a precarious situation above a chasm. A sketch drawn on the way to the job site I got sent to today. Maybe kind of rough because drawing while riding down the road does that.

Even though it hurt it’s not like I hold a grudge or anything. I’d like to apologize for my poor social skills making someone uneasy. I really would like to improve that and some other stuff.
That’s where the apology ends because I am glad to exist. I hope they are too.

I’d honestly like to talk things out but they were absolutely right about some things that led them to the conclusion. My social skills absolutely need work. I’ve basically been a low-mid level shut in for so long that they’re almost not there anymore but they are improving. I just have to keep getting used to people again.

Webbed thinking is something I started practicing after an interesting jaunt through Wikipedia one day some years ago. Image based thinking was also not a natural thing for me to start with but it’s helpful with art and making things. So I got okay at it.

I’m probably not near as good at those things as the people who do them naturally. To me they’re aids in my creative process. Webbed thinking can be used to pull inspiration from all over the place and connect them together to make interesting stories and settings.

That said I’ve literally got no idea what is or isn’t going on around me anymore. In part thanks to being told I was doing the whole webbed thinking thing but things seemed pretty dang strange for a while. Less so recently.

The stuff I mentioned before has no real connection to me. While I won’t directly choose to manipulate someone, I think it’s fine to let things happen the way they’re going to happen. If something I’m doing is affecting someone else badly and no one lets me know about it. I will lose respect for the people around me. The opposite is also true.

Sometimes hearing about different things makes me want to draw them. Other times not so much.
I want to draw all sorts of things.

Description
Dae hanging on there in a precarious situation above a chasm. A sketch drawn on the way to the job site I got sent to today. Maybe kind of rough because drawing while riding down the road does that.

Even though it hurt it’s not like I hold a grudge or anything. I’d like to apologize for my poor social skills making someone uneasy. I really would like to improve that and some other stuff.
That’s where the apology ends because I am glad to exist. I hope they are too.

I’d honestly like to talk things out but they were absolutely right about some things that led them to the conclusion. My social skills absolutely need work. I’ve basically been a low-mid level shut in for so long that they’re almost not there anymore but they are improving. I just have to keep getting used to people again.

Webbed thinking is something I started practicing after an interesting jaunt through Wikipedia one day some years ago. Image based thinking was also not a natural thing for me to start with but it’s helpful with art and making things. So I got okay at it.

I’m probably not near as good at those things as the people who do them naturally. To me they’re aids in my creative process. Webbed thinking can be used to pull inspiration from all over the place and connect them together to make interesting stories and settings.

That said I’ve literally got no idea what is or isn’t going on around me anymore. In part thanks to being told I was doing the whole webbed thinking thing but things seemed pretty dang strange for a while. Less so recently.

The stuff I mentioned before has no real connection to me. While I won’t directly choose to manipulate someone, I think it’s fine to let things happen the way they’re going to happen. If something I’m doing is affecting someone else badly and no one lets me know about it. I will lose respect for the people around me. The opposite is also true.

Sometimes hearing about different things makes me want to draw them. Other times not so much.
I want to draw all sorts of things.