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damnedEvans โ€” Blind Pain - for Dimitri

Published: 2006-10-07 18:35:03 +0000 UTC; Views: 2689; Favourites: 47; Downloads: 4
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Description How you can abuse me? How you can kill my kindness and my happiness?
Don't you see that my eyes are full of tears?
Don't you have mercy for my innocence?
You expect mercy from your God but you betrayed His trust....
Don't you fear for His rage?
Don't you see that your ignorance kill me?
Killing the heart of a child, you don't care for my pain?
Disapointed by life what you expect that I'll do?
All my dreams, my ilussions and my hopes are reduced to dust...
You left me naked, lonely to face my demons...
You destroy me and God will punish you!
Who cares of you?...... demon with human face
Terror is your kingdom, fear is your crown...
I'll not be your slave, you can't kill my love!
You can't kill my hope.... I am stronger than you.... 'Cause I am not evil....
You made me stronger, but with a hard price.
Disappear from my face, I don't want to see your evil face!
Sadness and pain.....this is all that you left behaid!
.........
This is a poem (well I don't know if it is actually a poem) about child abuse.....
I write this inspired by the great work ( The Madness of St. Dimitri ) of my sweet friend ~angelsaint11 Thank you so much for the inspiration dear
I dedicate this to another great friend =black-halo69 He is the most wonderful and kind person that I ever meet....


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model - =cookiekitty-stock [link]
background - [link]
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Comments: 52

damnedEvans In reply to ??? [2007-10-23 15:34:08 +0000 UTC]

merci mult de tot

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xXPaRaNoIrEXx [2007-09-21 18:41:09 +0000 UTC]

I adore this!! Everthing is simply stunning through me eye's. @_@

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Secular [2007-05-03 11:16:36 +0000 UTC]

Amazing work! I love the atmosphere

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damnedEvans In reply to Secular [2007-05-03 14:23:20 +0000 UTC]

thanks... I put a lot of emotions into it because it was done for a very special friend....

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Secular In reply to damnedEvans [2007-05-03 15:07:38 +0000 UTC]

It can be seen, truly.

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Ilusion-Island [2006-10-24 13:58:30 +0000 UTC]

Gorgeous
I love it

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damnedEvans In reply to Ilusion-Island [2006-10-24 15:28:23 +0000 UTC]

thank you dear

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PainfulTear [2006-10-14 23:15:54 +0000 UTC]

love the contrast of the almost black & white background with the red

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damnedEvans In reply to PainfulTear [2006-10-15 07:02:05 +0000 UTC]

thank you dear

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Nefyaviewen [2006-10-11 03:13:58 +0000 UTC]

Sweet.

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damnedEvans In reply to Nefyaviewen [2006-10-11 16:06:19 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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CLanez [2006-10-10 23:56:55 +0000 UTC]

OH MY GOSH! This is beautiful!! wonderful work!!!!!

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damnedEvans In reply to CLanez [2006-10-11 16:04:14 +0000 UTC]

thank you sweetie

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Loulah [2006-10-09 13:39:42 +0000 UTC]

this is gorgeous, very emotional! it flows very nicely.

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damnedEvans In reply to Loulah [2006-10-09 16:23:32 +0000 UTC]

thank you sweetie

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Loulah In reply to damnedEvans [2006-10-10 09:48:05 +0000 UTC]

that's ok huni!

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blacqnyghtvampyre [2006-10-09 08:42:44 +0000 UTC]

WOW!! I love this. I love the implications. Everything!! Perfection!!

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damnedEvans In reply to blacqnyghtvampyre [2006-10-09 16:20:28 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much....

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blacqnyghtvampyre In reply to damnedEvans [2006-10-13 08:29:25 +0000 UTC]

You are very welcome!

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ArcaneRaven [2006-10-09 07:28:57 +0000 UTC]

About the image work: Wonderfull and exelant expression.
The poem: Gosh... you say you can't but don't understand why you keep saing that if you keep making really good poems that can carry you away and ectuelly say something.
The subject: We had a discusion on school yesterday about what we should do with people like that. Well most of us agree on torture and locking away for a loooooooooong time. It appears even that the child abusers in the Netherlands are trieng to get foothold in the goverment and have set up a own politic group! For God sake how deep will this country go?! There are allready facised spreading there thoughts like wildfire and people start to belive in them as well! Haven't we learned anything from our past? This world is insane and I hope something big, bad and distructive will make chaos and death so humanity has to forget there troubles with each other and try to survive.

Good work DE! Your good in anything you do!

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damnedEvans In reply to ArcaneRaven [2006-10-09 16:17:14 +0000 UTC]

I am so glad that you like my work........ thank you for the nice comment sweetie....
and actualy I can't write poems.... I kipping say that because this is the true.... I just pretend that I can.....
and I think that all those cruel people will suffer someday but we can't harm them..... they will surely pay for their crime.....

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ArcaneRaven In reply to damnedEvans [2006-10-10 06:36:25 +0000 UTC]

well then you can pretend very well

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damnedEvans In reply to ArcaneRaven [2006-10-10 14:51:25 +0000 UTC]

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black-halo69 [2006-10-09 05:48:30 +0000 UTC]

WOW..this is wonderful sweetie...thank you SO much...I am in awe and really speechless.........the poem is beautiful..the art is lovely as well..you are such a special person to me..thank you...thank you!!

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damnedEvans In reply to black-halo69 [2006-10-09 15:28:07 +0000 UTC]

thank you for your wonderful words........ you make me very happy....

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black-halo69 In reply to damnedEvans [2006-10-09 18:24:12 +0000 UTC]

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AndreaVictoria [2006-10-08 10:23:36 +0000 UTC]

Wow. Iยดm lost of words.
This is really a breathtaking total artwork and one of the wonderful gifts.
Dori is right. You know! And you are simply wonderful in your mind and your person. I love this picture.

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damnedEvans In reply to AndreaVictoria [2006-10-08 11:08:01 +0000 UTC]

thank you Andrea....... You know, all those beautiful comments make me happy..... it is so nice to pe appreciate for what you do........
thank you for your wonderful support......... you was always one of the most kindest persons from DA.......
love you

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AndreaVictoria In reply to damnedEvans [2006-10-08 12:05:01 +0000 UTC]

...I love you too girl. I really hope that we could meet someday in person and talk. Who will know...

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damnedEvans In reply to AndreaVictoria [2006-10-08 13:00:25 +0000 UTC]

yes....... I hope that too..... and Germany isn't so far from Ro......

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AndreaVictoria In reply to damnedEvans [2006-10-08 17:16:34 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. So if you ever come over just let me know...

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damnedEvans In reply to AndreaVictoria [2006-10-09 15:12:54 +0000 UTC]

sure I will

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Elazara [2006-10-07 23:09:25 +0000 UTC]

I LOVE this it is so awesome!!! WOW-ness how do u come up with this stuff?
Great work!!!

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damnedEvans In reply to Elazara [2006-10-08 06:38:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much I am happy that you like it dear

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LadyLey [2006-10-07 22:55:17 +0000 UTC]

Great gift for them.

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damnedEvans In reply to LadyLey [2006-10-08 06:39:24 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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rotyoung [2006-10-07 20:19:44 +0000 UTC]

spine chillin'. Amazing work

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damnedEvans In reply to rotyoung [2006-10-07 20:22:58 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much dear........ I am so glad that you like it

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LaurentBaschard [2006-10-07 20:17:09 +0000 UTC]

This is so painful yet wonderful and sensitive. I am sure they will love it very much, especially because you created it so much from your heart.

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damnedEvans In reply to LaurentBaschard [2006-10-07 20:21:46 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much Laurent..... I appreciate your comment very much......

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LaurentBaschard In reply to damnedEvans [2006-10-08 00:16:02 +0000 UTC]

You are so welcome my dear

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LaurentBaschard In reply to damnedEvans [2006-10-08 00:15:35 +0000 UTC]

You are so welcome my dear

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angelsaint11 [2006-10-07 19:51:26 +0000 UTC]

Oh my goodness... wow. this is chilling. This is what you call sympathetic artistic reaction. You are SUCH a sensitive soul, you really and truly feel the truth here... you are not someone who takes this lightly or sees this experience as simply art - you KNOW.
Your poetry is MY kind of poetry... stream of consciousness, right from the heart and soul. I hope to meet you someday Alina, to shake your hand and tell you what I really think of you, how much I respect and admire you.
The image - ah - the symbolic ribbons of red, the head bowed in both humilty and shame... the blackness, the bleak ocean waters at once calming and terrifying... the hands bound, yet in prayer... a beautiful image, Alina.

Thank you for your empathy, your divine grasp of this reality. We hold you so close to our hearts because you are so pure, so loving, so individual, so strong... thank you. I bow to you, my friend.

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damnedEvans In reply to angelsaint11 [2006-10-07 20:06:32 +0000 UTC]

thank you for your wonderful comment......
I am so happy that you belive all those things about me.....
and I am so glad that you like my poetry.... I think that it is very simple , my english is not to god and for this reason I can say only simple things..... I wrote this after a quarrel with my father..... I was very sad and affected.....

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angelsaint11 In reply to damnedEvans [2006-10-08 00:15:36 +0000 UTC]

if you ever need to talk to me about your father or anything that troubles you, I am here. You can always note me.

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damnedEvans In reply to angelsaint11 [2006-10-08 06:38:10 +0000 UTC]

thank you Dori.....

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kittens43 [2006-10-07 18:47:00 +0000 UTC]

frumos...

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damnedEvans In reply to kittens43 [2006-10-07 18:49:39 +0000 UTC]

merci mult....... nici nu stiam dak sa o pun sau nu..... nu sunt super multumita de rezultat.... e prea simpla....

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kittens43 In reply to damnedEvans [2006-10-07 18:52:12 +0000 UTC]

simpla dar de efect....de unde ai background-ul?

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damnedEvans In reply to kittens43 [2006-10-07 19:02:09 +0000 UTC]

ups..... am uitat sa specific.....mai multe poze luate de pe [link] ..... l-am mai folosit o data .... merci k mi-ai reamintit

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