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I sit alone.
No one is near,
I feel no fear.
I know im safe,
No one can hurt me except for me.

I put the blade to my skin.
I watch the blood.
It flows out of the shallow cut.
I want to die.
I don't want to be here.
Iv'e talked about my problems.
It doesnt help.
The pills dont help.
I need help,
but cant get it.

After years of pondering I finally decide.
Its time.
I smile.
I make that one long incision down my arm.
I make a tight fist.
My nails cut into my palm.
I laugh.
This cut is deep,
there is much more blood.
A puddle collects underneath me.
The blood endlessly pours out.
I am happy.
This is the happiest ive ever been
Im Dead.