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A day to celebrate.
A day to mourn.
A day of brithdays.

The day i hate yet others love.
17 days after another birthday.

My birthday.
The day I anticipated as it neared.
Now a day i regret.

Yet it is not the day of death.
It symbolizes that November 22 is nearing.

So many birthdays that day.
One death that day.

A day i want to forget, but can't let go.

Memories.
Memories I love.

Emotions.
Emotions are everywhere.
Happiness, hate, love, sadness, regret.

My stupidity.
Too young to understand.
Now too old to forgive myself.

I hate myself.
Why me?
Why did it all happen to me?
Why was I so stupid?
I hate myself.

I want to die.
I dont want to feel this pain anymore.

Suicide.
I think of it everyday.
I feel its the only way out.