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kinda. it's been a few days since i drew this, just had it in the back of my mind for a while. wanted to put it into something, plus test a sketch style.
best part is, almost nobody has any idea what's going on in here
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(hugz unless you don't want to qwq) Just don't let your hands touch my back X3
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oof
you're back okay?
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Ye, I just have haphephobia, the fear of touching and or being touched. I'm usually okay with touching if I expect it, but hands usually still make me feel uncomfortable, and my back is one of my incredibly weak spots XP
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Ohhhhhh haphephobia! Finally, someone else who has it haha-
I'm a little haphephobic; it's mostly when people touch my shoulders or neck, but it always flares up when someone touches me at any point of time when I don't expect it; unexpected touches or pokes actually make me screech momentarily. Nobody in my family really gets it tho; my parents like making fun of me by repeating the action that made me jump over and over again until i actually scream, then they blame it on me and ask why i'm so unreasonable even though I'd already told them a million times before not tO DO THAT-
...sorry had to get it out
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OH MY FLIPPING GOD! FINALLY SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS! My Nana and dad make fun of me, along with some "friends" but only they don't usually continue to poke me. I've warned them that when I know they absolutely know that I have haphephobia, and they continue to touch me on purpose, or even joke about it, I will scratch them. I will attack them till no end and then run away to a safe enough place. My dad tried to touch me through blankets and stuffed toys and said something like "It's a loophole." and I'm just like, THERE'S NO FUDGING LOOPHOLES TO FEAR, DAD! My Nana even said that "Haphephobia isn't real" and "what have you gotten yourself into" even after I showed her loads and loads of sites on the internet about it. I'm actually hesitant to tell people who touch me that I have haphephobia because a few times, or at least once, someone just ignored it and said something along the lines of "Tch. Yeah, sure." or "Okay." but in a sarcastic-ish tone while smiling and then other people laughed a bit with him. In that same class, someone tapped my shoulder about 10 times in a few seconds and walked away. I was completely frozen after that happened and when it finally stopped, I started to have a panick attack. I literally started crying and fell to the floor. Even just on Thanksgiving after hugging 3 people I started to feel light headed. And I had expected the hugs! AHHHHHHHHHHHHAFYXSDXGUSTYSSZC UYAZUYZCGUYSCGUYy FLIPPING FINALLY SOMEONE I CAN TALK ABOUT IT TO AND THEY CAN RELATE! OWO There's so many more stories, like my Nana saying that it's weird, which I replied to, "It's not weird. It's just different." She even said that it was "unnatural" and "I'll never love somebody if I have haphephobia." Which, 1, I DON'T WANT THAT IN THE FUTURE ANYWAYS, and 2, THERE ARE FLIPPING DIFFERENT KINDS OF LOVES AND DIFFERENT WAYS TO SHOW THAT LOVE! I remember one person was introducing me to her friends and she was having her hand out, like in a position to help someone get up, and when she pointed at me I stepped back. She kept stepping forward and I eventually fell down, then everyone did it to help me up and I had to get up and run. They ran after me a bit and I was like, OH FUDGING COME ON! The next day, that same person who accidentally started the whole mess kept threatening to touch me. And another time when it was still kind of new, my dad wanted me to eat corn and put his hands over, but not on, me so I would eat it faster. I JUST WANNA FUDGING SLAP ALL OF THEM!
I had to get some stuff out too qwq
People suck.
Also, ye same! My really weak spots are my neck, shoulders, and back XP Also, kind of my stomach.
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Oof-
Yea, it really sucks that so many people don't pay any darn attention to the requests, iT'S LITERALLY JUST DON'T tOUCH mE
i mEaN ITTTTTT
what you said sounds really sucky tho
I'm fine with touches most of the time honestly, but never, EVER, when I'm not warned about them beforehand. I have no idea why, I just start shaking and gAH MY CLASSMATES POKE ME SO MUCH FOR STATIONARY
i wanna throw a book at them sometimes
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Ye! It's so dang simple! I DON'T UNDERSTAND! XD
Ye, I'm sure others have experienced way worse tho.
Exactly! I feel like only my family and occasionally some random people I don't know that well will continue to touch me even if they know I have haphephobia XP
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ftygkuhkyjtktylij.hk yes
thanks for the talk frand, it was great to share -w-
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np and thank you too X3
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eh. at least i got some of it out of my system.
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