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Sex is a life affirming thing, the most life affirming thing out there since it is the one singular natural act that can actually create life. We live in a society that seems demonize sex from two sides of the spectrum, the religious fanatics who deride the power of sexuality and the secular fanatics who scream that it is the tool of oppression of some plot of "the patriarchy". Then there are women like me ( yes we do exist) who utterly enjoy being a SEX OBJECT. Yes thats right, you read correctly. I completely embrace, enjoy and revel in the idea and process of being a sex object. I spend more time on being a sex object than anything else in my life. Why? Because it’s worth it and I LOVE IT and it feels GOOD!

So this may not sit well with some of you, this may even disturb some of you and titilate others and also leave an average sampling utterly unaffected but that is the way art works and I have chosen to make my life a work of living erotic art because that is my favored medium. Art cannot appeal to everyone but what art can and does excel at is being UNIQUE and unrepeatable and making a statement while provoking thought and isn't that all we actually strive to be? Unique memorable and thought provoking?

I don't do it for anyone else I do it completely for myself and I LOVE IT !

So why would a female with education in two complex fields of study not just don less conspicuous glasses and more sensible shoes and put her nose to the professional grindstone and live out the feminist ideal of being valued for her mind and bucking the "constructs of the system? Because I think we humans are more than our mind and I see beauty in that. I believe the last 50 years of social engineering to be a sort of sexual marxism and I think that our society has glamorized the fetishistic deification of the mind because it prolongs our professionally exploitable shelf life and it makes for a more predictable and compliant workforce. I for one have no desire to live a life of predictable compliance. Been there, done that, and put on the corset and the high heels and said SCREW THAT NOISE ! I spent many a year doing the 9-5 and working my derriere off to do and achieve the proper “age appropriate” level of success and even surpass it and what it did was leave me high and dry and unhappy because it stripped me of my health and of my primal sexual humanity and made me yet another drone in a crowd going to and from work on an influenza infested tube of death and misery known as the subway, lost in infinite thoughts of younger days when I masturbated to fantasies of kinky and depraved sex in beautiful outfits and in places that were the polar opposite of said office and subway. ( No one ever fantasizes about an office unless you fantasize about redheaded Christina Hendricks and her tits working there too!) I never dreamt of being a successful career woman or going to a mundane job but I sure did dream of being what many in modern society would describe as a sex object.

When I was in my late teens I had an OK run as a runway model, by my 20s I was overloaded with school and work and then one day I didn't recognize myself. I had for all intents and purposes sold out to the bullshit and while I sat there “succeeding” at my office job and growing a large posterior I would remember how much more empowered I was swaying my hips on the runway as I pirouetted in stiletto heels. I was successful in my “real” career and yet I was losing the one thing I loved more than anything, my femininity and my sexuality.

NEWS FLASH ! Humans are not designed to sit in cubicles 8-12 hours a day doing repetitive tasks all while remaining verbally and physically “politically correct” We humans are this magical amazing ultra evolved species that has a capacity for rational thought and when you have even a smidgen of that you cant comprehend or “rationalize” why it is you should be happy doing this grunt work all while down playing your desire to be wanted and lusted after. I LOVE to be WANTED and LUSTED AFTER and not for my “mind” which exists to fulfill some deadline and create some profit for some suit wearing higher up who I’ll never meet but for myself. You see the “valued for your mind” set doesn't care about your body or your face because they will never see it. You are a number to them, yet another gear or wheel in their machine and the less tie you spend on yourself and more you devote to your job the better it is of them. If you define your way of life by what you do for them or for “The Man” you are simply a better tool and who wants to be a tool? Being glamorous requires a ton of time and electricity and they would rather you spent it on them and their profits. They have even created a whole doctrine of “anti patriarchal uprising”/ modern feminism to make you want and strive to be that cog in the machine and LIKE IT !! Me I never liked it and never will I am grateful to my artist dad and my school teacher mom for granting me that independence of thought Being a sex object gives me incredible satisfaction in the here and now, it is the ultimate anti depressant because it gives me human feedback, genuine human feedback that in every way possible says YOU ARE STILL EVOLUTIONARILY VIABLE. In the end that is our most base instinct and why we love sex and sexuality and lust and all that. We love it because SEX and SLUTTERY and hot chicks with tight asses, wasp waists and gorgeous tits are constant reminders of the potential of our own immortality. There is a reason why ancient civilizations WORSHIPED sexy naked women. Have you ever seen the Minoan Snake Goddess figure? A deity in a tight corset with her boobs and rock hard nipples completely exposed for all to see. That is a religion I can get behind That is a religion that inspires and infuses one with a message of life and future because it titilates and arouses and makes us feel something passionate and infinitely human. As with all good things people came along who decided that religion could be used to squash sexuality because an empowered and aroused and sexual populace is a lot less docile and a lot harder to control. To create docile cattle they castrate the bulls to create a docile work force that have spayed and neutered humanity with a false message of “mind over body” and gender strife. Lets face it, that message is bullshit all across the spectrum because without your mind your body is a dead thing and without your body your mind is just a brain on a shelf ( something Matrix fetishizing techies probably want) We need both we need a society of smart hot chicks who embrace their sexuality and don't downplay it !

So why do I love being a sex object? Because it touches the core happiness triggers of my basest humanity and it makes me feel alive. I adore the lust, the attention and reaffirmation that I matter as a human and not just some transistor in the juggernaut of the professional machine awaiting a time when I have been exploited and spit out in the form of gray haired retirement. I love sex. I love being sexual and I love expressing it recording it sharing it and causing a reaction and that is why I am here and making the art I make and sharing it shamelessly. I do it because it empowers me and because it makes me happy and because I feel way less exploited when I am the self proclaimed naked girl then when I am stuck on some subway going to a job I dislike and being told by random people “but this is how everybody does it” Really? Not this girl !!