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one step at a time
pondering my fate
think of all that i lost
friendships ruined,
harsh words hollered,
no self-respect
my only vice tarnished.
my own doing ruined me.
i sit in my dark corner,
my secluded place,
away from my living hell
i cannot cry now
my tears wasted
upon pointless arguments.
as my childhood rolls by,
like a tumbleweed tin the dirt,
bridges burn behind me
never to be rebuilt.
the only direction for me is forward,
as unspoken words eat at my insides.
music, once treasured,
lay, now useless
upon an old and dusty shelf.
this is my life
my home
my living hell

this is myself.

Description
one step at a time
pondering my fate
think of all that i lost
friendships ruined,
harsh words hollered,
no self-respect
my only vice tarnished.
my own doing ruined me.
i sit in my dark corner,
my secluded place,
away from my living hell
i cannot cry now
my tears wasted
upon pointless arguments.
as my childhood rolls by,
like a tumbleweed tin the dirt,
bridges burn behind me
never to be rebuilt.
the only direction for me is forward,
as unspoken words eat at my insides.
music, once treasured,
lay, now useless
upon an old and dusty shelf.
this is my life
my home
my living hell

this is myself.