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How could I?

if You were never mine!

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|| GENERAL INFORMATION ||

:: Name: Brokenthistle

:: Past Names: Hopekit, Hopepaw, Hopeleap

:: Clan: Mountain

:: Rank: warrior

:: Gender: Hermaphrodite ( doesnt care which pronouns they/she/he )

:: Reason for name ::

.....: Broken: literally his mood

.....: Thistle: Thorn and Thistle are alike, so he picked it

:: Starting age: 18 moons at 12/05/21 ( was born 12/11/19 )

:: Current age: 18 moons

:: Breed Reference:

sphynx cat , they aren't pure bred, they just look like a sphynx the most

:: Past Mentor:

Brindlestep - a large orange and chocolate tortie with green eyes and a long yet kinked tail

:: Current Mentor:

n/a

:: Past Apprentices:

n/a

:: Current Apprentices:

n/a

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|| PHYSICAL INFORMATION ||

:: Written Appearance ::

Brokenthistle is a short hairless cat, they seem to be pink with darker patches

:: Body Structure ::

short, well built , average weight

:: Size and Height ::

12 inches ( i forgot he was tall aaaa ))

:: Fur Length and Texture ::

uh

:: Noticeable Features ::

his right paw only has the 2 middle toes a darker color

:: Scars ::

Face, ear, neck - some wild savage cats, either bone or aggressive rogues

:: Scent ::

no idea, just a common scent i guess

:: Eye Color ::

yellow

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|| PERSONAL INFORMATION ||

:: Sexuality ::

.: Orientation:

Toric ( non-binary people who are attracted to men )

.: Looking for:

unsure

.: Relationship Status:

single

.: Activity:

virgin

.: Turn Ons in a Potential:

nope

.: Turn Offs in a Potential:

nah

.: Currently Attracted to:

nobody

---------

:: Personality ::

Hopekit was a very happy kit , mostly he loved playing and was very sure of himself, though as he grew.
he became much smarter and aware of his surroundings. The once happy and joyful kit became more suspicous and
often questioned lots of things, he still had his curious nature with him. they became less clumsy but oh boy
they became so stubborn. more stubborn than a mule, once she decides something, she is set on it and wont change her mind.
They can be a tad bitter, they are stuck at the past and their mind is easily flooded by thoughts that he can't stop
thinking about. As she grew she became a bit envious of one simple thing she thinks she doesnt have anymore
and that caused her to become rather competetive.

:: Traits Overview ::

[ smart ] - [ easily suspicious ] - [ curious ] - [ stubborn ] - [ bitter ] - [ competetive ] - [ envious ]

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|| STATISTICAL INFORMATION ||

:: Belief Levels ::

..................... :.: Belief in Starclan - low

..................... :.: Belief that Truth will Prevail - high

..................... :.: Belief in True Love - medium

:: Strongest skill ::

stamina - can endure stuff better than others and run longer distances for a while

:: Strengths ::

Attack- he's a very talented fighter

:: Weakest skil ::

defense, since he has no fur he can get harmed easily

:: Weaknesses ::

clumsy-ish, cold weather

:: Fears ::

the dark

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|| HISTORIC INFORMATION ||

.: Birth season:

leaf fall

[ Kit-hood ]

Hopekit was born to Littlemouse, a thornclan she-cat who had a small family, her mother was clan born and her father was
a rogue who joined the clan to be with his beloved mate. Hopekit was born after Littlemouse told her mate, Mistfur,
that she wanted to have a family. tho being sterile, Mistfur couldn't help his mate regarding the kits, tho in the end it worked out.
and they had Hopekit...somehow. after a couple of days, the name Hopekit was picked for the large kit.
Hopekit loved Mistfur and Littlemouse, though they were definitely a mama's kid, they would never leave Littlemouse's side.

Besides spending time with their parents, they also spend time with Icefang, who Mistfur and Littlemouse considered(?)
a family friend. Icefang was less nice, often snarky or cold, but Hopekit learned to keep herself focused on other things besides
his rudeness, to finish, Hopekit's kithood was rather uneventful, a normal kithood if you wanna call it for the most part.

[ Apprenticeship ]

Hopepaw became an apprentice, and big surprise, they began training under Icefang, was Hopepaw happy about this?
she didn't mind it at first, Icefang knew her since she was a kit so..they should get along right? well that didn't happen,
Icefang was a harsh mentor, who pushes his apprentices to the very limit of themselves. Icefang nurtured everything he knew
onto Hopepaw, his beliefs, ideas, everything to be the best warrior, to be above all and think and act better.
Hopepaw didn't felt so comfortable with that, but stayed silent, they wanted to become
a warrior so badly. Hopepaw was confident at themselves, they were sure they would succeed.

Outside their apprentice duties, Hopepaw spent time with Littlemouse and Mistfur, blood was very imported to Hopepaw, they saw
family as everything important, another reason why they wanted to become a warrior was to protect his blood.
One day as he returned from training he heard a cat named Ducktail talk about Mistfur and Littlemouse, he was telling a forgetful
elder about his son and littlemouse, that was when Hopepaw found out Mistfur wasn't biologically his father, he was shocked, he should have
noticed it sooner, Mistfur was a calico tom after all...why did they think it was possible, at first the apprentice didn't took it so badly.
and just tried to ask who might have Littlemouse 'used' as help to get kits for them two, that was when Icefang's name came up.

Many questions went through the apprentice's head, will things be different now? what shall Icefang do? does he know? what would he say?
even questions that didn't made sense got into his head, Does Mistfur know? if he doesn't what would he say? will he leave?....

will and when he WILL LEAVE.

Hopepaw decided to bring the topic up to Icefang the day after as they trained, wasn't a good idea. Icefang was having a bad
day, caused him to be in a really bad mood. Everytime the young sphynx tried to bring it up, Icefang brushed it off in anger and only
got angry as the cat didn't focused on training, he wasn't having it, at the end of it Icefang lashed out at Hopepaw, telling him that neither
he or Mistfur are biologically his father, even if he mated with Littlemouse, Hopepaw isn't his, does Mistfur know Hopepaw wasn't from Icefang?
he isnt sure ,he didnt cared as long as it was someone from Thornclan. Hopepaw turned pale, who was his father then? was he alive? dead?
did he leave Hopepaw behind? they so easily got overwhelmed by the thought of being left behind that they weren't thinking or acting straight
( pfttt im sorry XD lmao ) they didn't noticed Icefang calling them over and over right in front of them, till he snapped back to reality
with a harsh hit, his mind immediatlly thinking he was getting attacked, he leaped at Icefang and bit his ear quickly. Iecfang managed to shake
Hopepaw off and decided to send her to a day off.

And so she went to the apprentice's den and she went to rest, her mind was running around endlessly and she wasn't having it,
it made her exhausted. the day after she got up and was called to the middle of the camp for a ceremony...Hopepaw was finally getting
their warrior name.

[ Warrior ]

Hopepaw was surprised, they had no idea they would suddenly become a warrior, they expected a punishment for how they leaped at Icefang,
but apparentlly the tom was impressed and decided it was time for them to get their warrior name, Hopeleap. They were so happy, and so they decided
it was gonna be a good day, an amazing day, and if all goes as planned they might find their father. They requested Icefang's help, who due to Hopeleap's
constant begging, agreed to help against his will. The two asked many cats, if they might know who else did Littlemouse had a litter with, but to no avail.
many just said Mistfur or Icefang, not a word about another cat. Anxiety filled Hopeleap's mind once more, where was the man who sired him? once asking the leader, who the two assumed should know everything, they were told the same depressing thing, Littlemouse is faithful mate to Mistfur and mated with Icefang, possibly for a litter of their own, the leader knows not of any other times she mated or was pregnant. Hopeleap straight up left the leader's den,
and decided to confront Littlemouse. once he first got to the warriors den he was sad and emotional, this of course made Littlemouse worry and immediately
comfort her son, tho, they pulled away with tears, they accused Littlemouse of this mess, asking who his father is who is no one or no where?
she tried to calm him down before he asked, he asked if she even is his mother? it shattered Littlemouse, realizing he hurt his mother and father so badly,
just because he was curious of who was the donor? Hopeleap was ashamed of herself and ran away. towards the gathering place, where the borders were neutral. but what he wasn't aware of was, that he got a little too close to some cats, cats she did not want to meet. Within seconds 2 large cats, who looked
like they had seen better days, attacked Hopeleap, Hope was doing fine for the most part, able to hold the cats back despite few new scars on their face.
one the 2 cats knew they weren't gonna win They bashed Hopeleap's head against a thich tree, knocking them out and leaving just enough time to run away.

Once Hopeleap woke up, he hardly remembered what happened, the pain in his head was harsh. she just remembered that she was sad, sad and disappointed in herself. she looked around and this...this wasn't thornclan? the place looked so...so mountainy. once asked who she was, she just held her head in pain.
and replied "Brokenthistle".

[ Senior Warrior ]

xxxxx

[ Queen ]

xxxx

[ Elder ]

xxxx

[ Deputy ]

xxxxx

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|| OTHER INFORMATION ||

.: Theme Song(s):

Call me when you are sober - evanscence

.: Hobby:

= used to enjoy waking her mom up

=

=

.: Likes:

+ milk

+ flowers

+ warmth

.: Dislikes:

x the dark

x

x

.: Favorites :.

> Flower: roses

> Prey: lizard

> Activity: sleep

> Season: green leaf

.: Vocal Information :.

- www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7hHiR…

- Rin's voice

- warning: 2:02 a bit sexual

.: Trivia Facts :.

* has separation and abandonment anxiety like...real bad

* Broken has a sssserious issue with overthinking, everything that is as small as a mouse, he can turn it to big elephant with his thoughts

* she remembers being a douche to her mama, but its very cloudy

.: Preferred Warrior Names:

xxxxxx

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|| RELATIONSHIP INFORMATION ||

.: Grandparents:

.......... -Father's Side: unknown

.......... -Mother's Side: Eggshells x Junipercloud

.: Parents:

.......... -Father: Icefang? unknown otherwise, Mistfur

.......... -Mother: Littlemouse

.: Aunts/Uncles:

.......... -Aunts:

.......... -Uncles:

.: Siblings:

.......... -Brothers:

.......... -Sisters:

.......... -Littermates: no idea

.: Cousins:

.......... -Female:

.......... -Male:

.: Crush:

.: Mate:

.: Mated With:

.: Kits:

.......... -Sons:

.......... -Daughters:

:: Relationship Chart ::

(Optional but recommended. Relationship charts are a separate form not to be added to the actual reference sheet.)

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

|| ROLEPLAY INFORMATION ||

:: Rped by:

:: Time Zone:
utc +2 or +3

:: Best times to rp:
whenever i guess

:: Best Way to Rp: discord and notes

Description

How could I?

if You were never mine!

.

.

.

=====

=====

|| GENERAL INFORMATION ||

:: Name: Brokenthistle

:: Past Names: Hopekit, Hopepaw, Hopeleap

:: Clan: Mountain

:: Rank: warrior

:: Gender: Hermaphrodite ( doesnt care which pronouns they/she/he )

:: Reason for name ::

.....: Broken: literally his mood

.....: Thistle: Thorn and Thistle are alike, so he picked it

:: Starting age: 18 moons at 12/05/21 ( was born 12/11/19 )

:: Current age: 18 moons

:: Breed Reference:

sphynx cat , they aren't pure bred, they just look like a sphynx the most

:: Past Mentor:

Brindlestep - a large orange and chocolate tortie with green eyes and a long yet kinked tail

:: Current Mentor:

n/a

:: Past Apprentices:

n/a

:: Current Apprentices:

n/a

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

|| PHYSICAL INFORMATION ||

:: Written Appearance ::

Brokenthistle is a short hairless cat, they seem to be pink with darker patches

:: Body Structure ::

short, well built , average weight

:: Size and Height ::

12 inches ( i forgot he was tall aaaa ))

:: Fur Length and Texture ::

uh

:: Noticeable Features ::

his right paw only has the 2 middle toes a darker color

:: Scars ::

Face, ear, neck - some wild savage cats, either bone or aggressive rogues

:: Scent ::

no idea, just a common scent i guess

:: Eye Color ::

yellow

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

|| PERSONAL INFORMATION ||

:: Sexuality ::

.: Orientation:

Toric ( non-binary people who are attracted to men )

.: Looking for:

unsure

.: Relationship Status:

single

.: Activity:

virgin

.: Turn Ons in a Potential:

nope

.: Turn Offs in a Potential:

nah

.: Currently Attracted to:

nobody

---------

:: Personality ::

Hopekit was a very happy kit , mostly he loved playing and was very sure of himself, though as he grew.
he became much smarter and aware of his surroundings. The once happy and joyful kit became more suspicous and
often questioned lots of things, he still had his curious nature with him. they became less clumsy but oh boy
they became so stubborn. more stubborn than a mule, once she decides something, she is set on it and wont change her mind.
They can be a tad bitter, they are stuck at the past and their mind is easily flooded by thoughts that he can't stop
thinking about. As she grew she became a bit envious of one simple thing she thinks she doesnt have anymore
and that caused her to become rather competetive.

:: Traits Overview ::

[ smart ] - [ easily suspicious ] - [ curious ] - [ stubborn ] - [ bitter ] - [ competetive ] - [ envious ]

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

|| STATISTICAL INFORMATION ||

:: Belief Levels ::

..................... :.: Belief in Starclan - low

..................... :.: Belief that Truth will Prevail - high

..................... :.: Belief in True Love - medium

:: Strongest skill ::

stamina - can endure stuff better than others and run longer distances for a while

:: Strengths ::

Attack- he's a very talented fighter

:: Weakest skil ::

defense, since he has no fur he can get harmed easily

:: Weaknesses ::

clumsy-ish, cold weather

:: Fears ::

the dark

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

|| HISTORIC INFORMATION ||

.: Birth season:

leaf fall

[ Kit-hood ]

Hopekit was born to Littlemouse, a thornclan she-cat who had a small family, her mother was clan born and her father was
a rogue who joined the clan to be with his beloved mate. Hopekit was born after Littlemouse told her mate, Mistfur,
that she wanted to have a family. tho being sterile, Mistfur couldn't help his mate regarding the kits, tho in the end it worked out.
and they had Hopekit...somehow. after a couple of days, the name Hopekit was picked for the large kit.
Hopekit loved Mistfur and Littlemouse, though they were definitely a mama's kid, they would never leave Littlemouse's side.

Besides spending time with their parents, they also spend time with Icefang, who Mistfur and Littlemouse considered(?)
a family friend. Icefang was less nice, often snarky or cold, but Hopekit learned to keep herself focused on other things besides
his rudeness, to finish, Hopekit's kithood was rather uneventful, a normal kithood if you wanna call it for the most part.

[ Apprenticeship ]

Hopepaw became an apprentice, and big surprise, they began training under Icefang, was Hopepaw happy about this?
she didn't mind it at first, Icefang knew her since she was a kit so..they should get along right? well that didn't happen,
Icefang was a harsh mentor, who pushes his apprentices to the very limit of themselves. Icefang nurtured everything he knew
onto Hopepaw, his beliefs, ideas, everything to be the best warrior, to be above all and think and act better.
Hopepaw didn't felt so comfortable with that, but stayed silent, they wanted to become
a warrior so badly. Hopepaw was confident at themselves, they were sure they would succeed.

Outside their apprentice duties, Hopepaw spent time with Littlemouse and Mistfur, blood was very imported to Hopepaw, they saw
family as everything important, another reason why they wanted to become a warrior was to protect his blood.
One day as he returned from training he heard a cat named Ducktail talk about Mistfur and Littlemouse, he was telling a forgetful
elder about his son and littlemouse, that was when Hopepaw found out Mistfur wasn't biologically his father, he was shocked, he should have
noticed it sooner, Mistfur was a calico tom after all...why did they think it was possible, at first the apprentice didn't took it so badly.
and just tried to ask who might have Littlemouse 'used' as help to get kits for them two, that was when Icefang's name came up.

Many questions went through the apprentice's head, will things be different now? what shall Icefang do? does he know? what would he say?
even questions that didn't made sense got into his head, Does Mistfur know? if he doesn't what would he say? will he leave?....

will and when he WILL LEAVE.

Hopepaw decided to bring the topic up to Icefang the day after as they trained, wasn't a good idea. Icefang was having a bad
day, caused him to be in a really bad mood. Everytime the young sphynx tried to bring it up, Icefang brushed it off in anger and only
got angry as the cat didn't focused on training, he wasn't having it, at the end of it Icefang lashed out at Hopepaw, telling him that neither
he or Mistfur are biologically his father, even if he mated with Littlemouse, Hopepaw isn't his, does Mistfur know Hopepaw wasn't from Icefang?
he isnt sure ,he didnt cared as long as it was someone from Thornclan. Hopepaw turned pale, who was his father then? was he alive? dead?
did he leave Hopepaw behind? they so easily got overwhelmed by the thought of being left behind that they weren't thinking or acting straight
( pfttt im sorry XD lmao ) they didn't noticed Icefang calling them over and over right in front of them, till he snapped back to reality
with a harsh hit, his mind immediatlly thinking he was getting attacked, he leaped at Icefang and bit his ear quickly. Iecfang managed to shake
Hopepaw off and decided to send her to a day off.

And so she went to the apprentice's den and she went to rest, her mind was running around endlessly and she wasn't having it,
it made her exhausted. the day after she got up and was called to the middle of the camp for a ceremony...Hopepaw was finally getting
their warrior name.

[ Warrior ]

Hopepaw was surprised, they had no idea they would suddenly become a warrior, they expected a punishment for how they leaped at Icefang,
but apparentlly the tom was impressed and decided it was time for them to get their warrior name, Hopeleap. They were so happy, and so they decided
it was gonna be a good day, an amazing day, and if all goes as planned they might find their father. They requested Icefang's help, who due to Hopeleap's
constant begging, agreed to help against his will. The two asked many cats, if they might know who else did Littlemouse had a litter with, but to no avail.
many just said Mistfur or Icefang, not a word about another cat. Anxiety filled Hopeleap's mind once more, where was the man who sired him? once asking the leader, who the two assumed should know everything, they were told the same depressing thing, Littlemouse is faithful mate to Mistfur and mated with Icefang, possibly for a litter of their own, the leader knows not of any other times she mated or was pregnant. Hopeleap straight up left the leader's den,
and decided to confront Littlemouse. once he first got to the warriors den he was sad and emotional, this of course made Littlemouse worry and immediately
comfort her son, tho, they pulled away with tears, they accused Littlemouse of this mess, asking who his father is who is no one or no where?
she tried to calm him down before he asked, he asked if she even is his mother? it shattered Littlemouse, realizing he hurt his mother and father so badly,
just because he was curious of who was the donor? Hopeleap was ashamed of herself and ran away. towards the gathering place, where the borders were neutral. but what he wasn't aware of was, that he got a little too close to some cats, cats she did not want to meet. Within seconds 2 large cats, who looked
like they had seen better days, attacked Hopeleap, Hope was doing fine for the most part, able to hold the cats back despite few new scars on their face.
one the 2 cats knew they weren't gonna win They bashed Hopeleap's head against a thich tree, knocking them out and leaving just enough time to run away.

Once Hopeleap woke up, he hardly remembered what happened, the pain in his head was harsh. she just remembered that she was sad, sad and disappointed in herself. she looked around and this...this wasn't thornclan? the place looked so...so mountainy. once asked who she was, she just held her head in pain.
and replied "Brokenthistle".

[ Senior Warrior ]

xxxxx

[ Queen ]

xxxx

[ Elder ]

xxxx

[ Deputy ]

xxxxx

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

|| OTHER INFORMATION ||

.: Theme Song(s):

Call me when you are sober - evanscence

.: Hobby:

= used to enjoy waking her mom up

=

=

.: Likes:

+ milk

+ flowers

+ warmth

.: Dislikes:

x the dark

x

x

.: Favorites :.

> Flower: roses

> Prey: lizard

> Activity: sleep

> Season: green leaf

.: Vocal Information :.

- www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7hHiR…

- Rin's voice

- warning: 2:02 a bit sexual

.: Trivia Facts :.

* has separation and abandonment anxiety like...real bad

* Broken has a sssserious issue with overthinking, everything that is as small as a mouse, he can turn it to big elephant with his thoughts

* she remembers being a douche to her mama, but its very cloudy

.: Preferred Warrior Names:

xxxxxx

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

|| RELATIONSHIP INFORMATION ||

.: Grandparents:

.......... -Father's Side: unknown

.......... -Mother's Side: Eggshells x Junipercloud

.: Parents:

.......... -Father: Icefang? unknown otherwise, Mistfur

.......... -Mother: Littlemouse

.: Aunts/Uncles:

.......... -Aunts:

.......... -Uncles:

.: Siblings:

.......... -Brothers:

.......... -Sisters:

.......... -Littermates: no idea

.: Cousins:

.......... -Female:

.......... -Male:

.: Crush:

.: Mate:

.: Mated With:

.: Kits:

.......... -Sons:

.......... -Daughters:

:: Relationship Chart ::

(Optional but recommended. Relationship charts are a separate form not to be added to the actual reference sheet.)

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

|| ROLEPLAY INFORMATION ||

:: Rped by:

:: Time Zone:
utc +2 or +3

:: Best times to rp:
whenever i guess

:: Best Way to Rp: discord and notes