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I sit here on this chair, pencil in my hand,
Writing down thoughts of me and you, before we were torn down.
These memories are faded away to you, but not to me.
The beautiful long days we had together will be with me,
Even those dreadful, neglecting, hateful memories will always be a part of me,
For you were in all those memories.

How much I miss those days of me and you.
We sat together, our lips pressing against each other's lips
Fingers laced together, or my protective arm around your slim waist.
How much you said you loved me,
How much you said you’d be there forever.
Well I guess forever ended awhile ago.
Though, I will never forgot those moments between me and you.

Tears rolling down my face,
Though your face is filled with a beautiful grin.
Blood pouring down my wrist,
Though your wrists are clean.
All these liquids stain the papers of thoughts of me and you.

Now these thoughts of me and you are ruined,
Forever.
The only thoughts of me and you that I wanted to remember,
All those other memories, so painful, but seem to stick to me the most.
I always wonder why I can’t be gleeful with the peaceful memories.
I was lucky enough to have at least one content memory with you.
I got addicted to those happy memories.

I guess those sad memories of me and you seem to affect me the most these days,
For you always promised that they would never happen.

But where would I be at,
Without those thoughts of me and you?