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Published: 2017-03-21 18:44:51 +0000 UTC; Views: 207822; Favourites: 6848; Downloads: 495
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Great news ~ I've been officially discharged from hospital!
But the best news is it's happened because I am feeling betterΒ πŸ’™
It's been a really tough month, but I survived, came though, and am proud of myself.

Your words and support meant more to me than you could imagine while I was in void. Thank you for taking the time to support a hurting soul. I will do a proper thank you when I'm feeling less fragile.Β 

Peace, Love and More Peace,
Blue xxx



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RoseLiaeThorneLondos In reply to ??? [2017-04-15 18:15:55 +0000 UTC]

Knew you could do it even though I only just saw these. Lol glad you're ok.

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NelsonJames In reply to ??? [2017-04-15 17:23:03 +0000 UTC]

Glad to hear it.

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UncleScrooge477 In reply to ??? [2017-04-15 16:47:01 +0000 UTC]

Good Job!

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Falcon266 In reply to ??? [2017-04-15 16:01:08 +0000 UTC]

So I've been here and there around DA as a ghost since the site first popped its shiny little innocent head onto the internet but you can thank Reddit's r/art for me finding you for the first time.Β  That's right...apparently you're popular and people love you but I have neeever ever come across your stuff until now....pretty sure that says something about how many creative types are out there.Β  Or maybe I just happened to chance upon this version of reality with YOU in it because...maybe I needed to see your stuff or maybe oh whatever there's always some wonky reason bouncing around my head that I can never quite grasp.Β  ANYWAYS...I'm going to spend the next couple of hours going through your artwork because the demons in my head rarely sleep and the burning bright blue angel who keeps me from killing myself would rather I do something productive with my time.Β  This is some nice stuff and it's great to see you getting better and healing, that's my favorite thing in the world.Β  I love to help others get better and see them get better and see them express that because it lets me and others like me who help people like you....*squints*...hope that sentence didn't get too confusing...it helps us know that what we're doing matters.Β  Granted, some of us can't exactly help ourselves and we justify staying down in the abyss by helping folks like you but still...it gives us that light to move on and to seek out others in pain, in the hopes that maybe one day someone like us...will find us...and lift us higher than we've ever been before.

I hope you're having a wonderful...*checks time difference*...afternoon.Β  Oddly enough, you remind me of the author Catherine Webb...also lives in London...hells bells you might run into her at the Marathon.

If you ever fall again, we'll be here to catch you.

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Slith1 In reply to ??? [2017-04-15 16:00:12 +0000 UTC]

I love you

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serenityhunter In reply to ??? [2017-04-15 14:05:03 +0000 UTC]

YEAH! Β Great news!

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princessmatrix In reply to ??? [2017-04-13 21:56:13 +0000 UTC]

im so happy for u i love u so much your such an inspiration to me your great u have beautiful art i love u destinyblue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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TheBearhasmyBall In reply to ??? [2017-04-13 13:16:49 +0000 UTC]

I am so happy to see this! You are tougher than nails; you won't be driven down.

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JustIrrelevant In reply to ??? [2017-04-11 21:32:20 +0000 UTC]

amazingΒ Β 

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Nash-Say-It In reply to ??? [2017-04-11 11:29:01 +0000 UTC]

Yeay it's so cool !

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REPLOID In reply to ??? [2017-04-11 03:24:59 +0000 UTC]

Β πŸ’™~β€Ό

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panzi In reply to ??? [2017-04-11 03:15:55 +0000 UTC]

thats nice

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SarutaValentinePrism In reply to ??? [2017-04-10 22:24:30 +0000 UTC]

Also, your art has really helped me personally. Don't forget that. It's helped me see things about myself I wouldn't have otherwise seen.

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SarutaValentinePrism In reply to ??? [2017-04-10 22:23:43 +0000 UTC]

This really touches me. I would have to say that you are one of my favorite artists out there, and as an individual, you are very strong. I just logged onto my DeviantArt after months of being down from being sick and in surgery, but it seems like this just woke something up inside of me. I can't explain in, but I'll try.

If suicide is where you've been, I can write with tears in my eyes that I know exactly where that place is. It's the place of staying awake at two in the morning wondering where the tears are but then realizing that you cried out your last ones a long time ago. It's questioning everything you do, and this little thing in your mind that is telling you that nothing is worth it, and that you yourself are worthless. It's that little monster that hides in your shadow waiting to strike when you're already down and wounded. at least, that's what it was like for me.

Congratulations. You are a very brave woman. This is amazing. I had no idea you were struggling, but after looking at this, I'm glad to know you are better. I was put on suicide watch the day after my sixteenth birthday. What followed was the worst year of my life. Going through it was not only painful, but something that I never want to do again. Basically, in a comment jumbled words, you're amazing, and I'm so happy too see this photo. It means you've made it to the other side. It means that you're okay, and you've taken that painful step towards recovery. Don't let it be your last. It's now been six years for me. After six years it doesn't get much better (the pain of knowing that it happened), but I just hope that you keep your chin up. If you get anything from this jumbled mess of a comment, please just...never give up. Don't ever give up. Just don't. It's not worth it. I know that now.

P.S. You are GORGEOUS!!! Love the blue hair. I want to dye mine like that, but I'm a person who more gravitates towards red, to match my temper

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TheOfficialDorkLord In reply to ??? [2017-04-10 00:00:10 +0000 UTC]

i know this isn't completely related, but wow you are drop dead gorgeus <3. and feeling better is the frist step to feeling great Β we're all standing here behind you

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anchitak In reply to ??? [2017-04-09 21:40:23 +0000 UTC]

Your art is extremely inspirational. I'm thrilled that you're feeling better. Hope to see more from you soon.Β 

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2CUTEMADHATTER In reply to ??? [2017-04-09 03:17:59 +0000 UTC]

You're amazing!Β  Β I'm so glad you're feeling better! God bless and keep being fantastic!Β  Β 

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HeerPineapple In reply to ??? [2017-04-08 16:49:38 +0000 UTC]

Yes, I'm so glad you're feeling better! Also, you're very very pretty

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jacobgraves In reply to ??? [2017-04-08 06:08:18 +0000 UTC]

Flagged as Spam

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Azuritelol In reply to jacobgraves [2017-04-16 12:54:13 +0000 UTC]

...what? What do you mean "classic"?

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Paladin-Rose In reply to ??? [2017-04-07 23:16:55 +0000 UTC]

Glad you are feeling better, if you ever need to talk to someone I am available!
*super squishy dan hugs.*

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CCrystalBlossom In reply to ??? [2017-04-07 16:21:19 +0000 UTC]

Really glad to hear that you're feeling better! Β 

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Luna1292 In reply to ??? [2017-04-07 05:44:07 +0000 UTC]

Wow, after so long watching your amazing art this is you? .... You're beautiful... inside and out. Happy for you all your fans love you

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ChaoticShort In reply to ??? [2017-04-06 12:59:41 +0000 UTC]

good,thing your okay ^^

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MineUntilTheEnd In reply to ??? [2017-04-05 17:07:59 +0000 UTC]

Glad to see you're out and about! C'estΒ merveilleux!
I haven't commented much on your art, but please know that it has helped me with my artistic career and with understanding my mental health issues. Your story is an amazing one and be proud that you made it this far!

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phoinixchild In reply to ??? [2017-04-05 07:21:38 +0000 UTC]

Happy to hear you feeling better xoxo

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Sunndanc3 In reply to ??? [2017-04-04 20:27:27 +0000 UTC]

Glad to hear you're doing better. I love your hair!

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Anharat In reply to ??? [2017-04-04 20:01:35 +0000 UTC]

Seeing this made me happy, thx!

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T-rexArt In reply to ??? [2017-04-04 18:36:50 +0000 UTC]

Happy to hear you're feeling better, Blue!

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ninquetari In reply to ??? [2017-04-04 18:30:15 +0000 UTC]

So, so, SO glad to hear!!!
You're one of the bravest people I've ever got to know (despite the one-sidedness and virtuality of it). It's a constant struggle, but it gives hope to know there are good times.

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AshleyRD In reply to ??? [2017-04-04 16:00:26 +0000 UTC]

As someone with mental illness myself, I say with complete sincerity, I am so, SO proud of you! It not only takes a lot for someone to seek the help they need but it also takes a sort of courage to believe you can do it and come out on the other side. Congratulations to you for overcoming those feelings and becoming stronger for it. You're doing great

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Scr1b3 In reply to ??? [2017-04-04 10:18:39 +0000 UTC]

I'm so glad to hear this!!
Go you!

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westcpw In reply to ??? [2017-04-04 08:10:03 +0000 UTC]

keep on going Blue Β 

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REDPandaART1 In reply to ??? [2017-04-04 05:38:54 +0000 UTC]

I might have squealed just a little >.<

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godleegraphix In reply to ??? [2017-04-04 03:15:31 +0000 UTC]

that's wonderful news!Β 

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Pesscahill In reply to ??? [2017-04-03 22:26:09 +0000 UTC]

aah yaay!!!

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passingships In reply to ??? [2017-04-03 21:43:28 +0000 UTC]

I'm so glad. ^_^ I hope your spirits will stay elevated. Take care, hon.

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MartiniMan1 In reply to ??? [2017-04-03 14:15:56 +0000 UTC]

Cocaine or weed?

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musickrazy123 In reply to ??? [2017-04-03 13:57:00 +0000 UTC]

Glad to see that you're feeling better sweetie and that your out of the hospital!
also, you look very pretty in that picture! ^-^

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Fulgurias In reply to ??? [2017-04-03 10:44:42 +0000 UTC]

u r pretty. wuld b waste of gud womens to go bye bye.

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hannahelizabethh In reply to ??? [2017-04-03 09:46:44 +0000 UTC]

ah good i'm glad ur doing better

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BlueRhinestones In reply to ??? [2017-04-03 04:18:40 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for posting encourging art such as this. Seeing things posted like this online have helped me keep going. I have been struggling with my mental health for the past year without support from my family, and theyve been shaming me, making me feel very alone and isolated and abnormal. But when I see small things like this posted online it reminds me I am not alone and that there is hope. Im glad to hear you are feeling better, and I'm going to keep pusbing through as well

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Beholdentolove In reply to ??? [2017-04-03 04:13:20 +0000 UTC]

glad to see you back

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incendiarymoth In reply to ??? [2017-04-03 03:41:18 +0000 UTC]

That's amazing! I'm really happy for you!!! <3 <3Β 
<3 <3 <3

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F1red1ce In reply to ??? [2017-04-02 23:36:25 +0000 UTC]

Proud of you too!Β Β 

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IrishComicfanatic In reply to ??? [2017-04-02 22:55:05 +0000 UTC]

I know I have written this many times before on Facebook (name:Christina), but I need to say it again: THANK YOU! Thank you thank you thank you for making me feel okay, for making me feel that it's 100% okay to not be "normal".

I was so happy to hear you had gotten better You are an amazing inspiration and extremely brave for sharing your life like this. I hope all the best for you You are so kind and thoughtful, one of those people where you think "This is the kind of person I'd want to have as a friend in real life, outside the computer screens"

I hope its okay I share my own story and how your story has helped me:
'Since I was a child, I have had anxiety, which continously results in OCD-patterns...always one single pattern (like hygiene, closing doors, counting sips when I drink etc), which changes from time to time. Sometimes it has a small impact, sometimes a big impact on my life - and my relationship with other people and my daughter.Β 

One time, it got so bad I had...I dont knoe what its called in English....but compulsive thoughts I guess? Harmful thoughts, which scared the shit out of me, the scariest time of life. A few visits to a therapist helped and vanquished those thoughts forever. He gave me the exact tools and words I needed to letting go of it.

But I never sought help for the OCD in general. I really want to deal with it at home, as we are saving up to go longtime travelling and I dont want to put our life's dream at stake. But your story has really helped me - it helped me open more up to my husband, to be confident enough to call my condition what it is and act accordingly to make our daily life work - and to put my foot down in terms of what I need and can/cannot do. I have started asking for my husband's help, when I feel the anxiety take over, so instead of battling with it for an hour on my own, never really being sure that I am right/wrong, it is instead solved in a matter of minutes. And I also handle many situations myself - with a more clear mind, knowing what I am dealing with and actually being okay with the battle. It is okay to feel bad, its okay to not be "normal" and its okay to ask for help and say when things are not alright

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Lilith-Sinclair In reply to ??? [2017-04-02 22:45:18 +0000 UTC]

Ohh wow, thats so good to hear!! <3 I'm glad you're feeling better<3

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Hannychan In reply to ??? [2017-04-02 22:22:07 +0000 UTC]

Your jorney is such a work of art too, really. Congrats
Sorry for being in the shadows, i should write more ...btw nice neckless i have one that looks the same !

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cristalstarmochi In reply to ??? [2017-04-02 18:26:50 +0000 UTC]

I'm so happy for you <3 Be positive and never give up

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Perewinkle32 In reply to ??? [2017-04-02 17:54:40 +0000 UTC]

So glad that you have been discharged and that you are feeling better. You can only get stronger from this! Keep thinking positive and moving forward!!

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