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Watching from a distance
Going silently insane
Seeing you each day
And knowing I can never have you

It's tearing me apart
Both inside & out
This feeling of complete adoration
And the resentment for feeling that way

Playing mind games with myself
You're making my head spin
Can't stand to see you anymore
But just can't live without it

I know I can never have you
You're too far out of reach
My head is telling me to forget you
But my heart just can't let go

I always want what I can't have
I just end up getting hurt
But something here feels different
Somethings not quite the same

I can't seem to shake this feeling
The feeling I tried to hide for so long
Too afraid to show anyone the real me
Even from myself I hid

But I can no longer make it stop
Or just pretend it isn't there
Can't hide it any longer...
Holy fuck I think I'm bi...

It's a crazy thing that's happening
This war thats going on in me
You're the reason for this feeling
You tore my world apart

But out of fear of what you'd say
I must forever hold my peace
So you can never really find out
Just how much you mean to me...