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Concerned,Scared,
Tears stream as I wonder;
How far will this go?
Frightened,
Lost,
The memories flow.
Eyes sad with wonder,
And tears that glow.
Forever gone
Forever lost
Scars of pain
That take your name.
Love,
Gone,
No more pain.
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Comments: 21
darkvenom [2004-01-31 01:50:45 +0000 UTC]
i do it...cut myself. the reason why is because it feels better than evrything else at that moment. i dont do it often...i once cut too deep and it took quite a while to stop the bleeding...so im fearful now, but stil evry so often i still cut to relieve the pain. i believe the colour of fresh blood is the most beautiful colour in the world in fact...so beautiful red. enough about me! i like the poem eh...its cool
oh yea and dont change the pic...its cool...nice pointy blade.
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devilskitten In reply to darkvenom [2004-01-31 08:34:18 +0000 UTC]
Hey thanks for the comment. And Im not going to be like everyone else and tell you to stop, or tell you that its stupid to do. Im just going to say that I know it makes the pain go away and everything, but be careful. Like you said one too deep takes a while to stop bleeding. And one too deep in the wrong spot could be horrible. Well I hope everything is good now, or at least getting there. Thanks again.
Ciao
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darkvenom In reply to devilskitten [2004-01-31 09:27:49 +0000 UTC]
hey, big respect for telling me not to stop etc...thanks...unjudging are u (fuck i sound like freakin yoda here) hehe
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devilskitten In reply to darkvenom [2004-01-31 23:56:20 +0000 UTC]
Hey well no problem. Im not going to judge people, cause of what they do or anything like that. You have to make your own chioces and Im not going to be one of those people who tells you what to do about it and stuff. And you dont sound like yoda. Haha. Well talk to you later.
Ciao
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darkestayngel [2004-01-29 06:21:14 +0000 UTC]
What's this you almost cut one day??? I'm not informed.... feeling sad here.
~*~Love from an Ayngel~*~
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devilskitten In reply to darkestayngel [2004-01-29 08:43:41 +0000 UTC]
Ya I thought about it. After I had to tell Brad about Tini, and all. Then I thought about it. I was like well if I do it and they see why I dont understand then they might stop and stuff. And I was really upset about it. But whatever.
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Veritas15 [2004-01-23 01:17:10 +0000 UTC]
nicely done. i am one of those people who do that but. its because there is like an on growing pain that you cant seem to get rid of. some time people do it to se if others really care. others because they think/know theres nothing out there that can help them. and even some people do it for the hell of it. but alot of the time the reason they dont go through with is is because of fear. the pain can get unbearable. but in the end. these not alot you can do. those who do it for the hell of it donbt like to change there mind about it. and saying you care make them do it even more. but the others like to know that you care, i stoped cutting cause of what my friends said. and its people like you that help people like me. and i thatnk you for that.
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devilskitten In reply to Veritas15 [2004-01-23 04:55:28 +0000 UTC]
Hey thanks. So your one of those people who understand? Well I was colse to understanding one day but I couldnt do it. And I have been told by friends that they do it to get rid of the pain and make everything leave, but I think cutting yourself would be painful too. But I wouldnt know. And thank you for thanking me with that. I do what i can to help my friends, and others too, without bugging them about it. Because there are times that you can try and help too much you know? Well thanks for the great comment. It makes me fell good. And Im happy for you that you stopped. Good job.
Bye
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TeArFrOMaHeARtLesSSo [2004-01-22 23:36:16 +0000 UTC]
hmmm....ok i think the kinfe ya used for it is a bit far fethced unoless pees actually use that knife then WOW!!
yes it sad...we all know pees really who do that....i am one to not know why...but ive come close to knowing....but its nice that theres peeps for peeps !
Still nice pic!!
be kewl in CS!
Love the poem...v deep touching!!
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devilskitten In reply to TeArFrOMaHeARtLesSSo [2004-01-23 04:50:34 +0000 UTC]
Hey ya I think that knife is a bit extreme too. I am going to change the picture. But i also though it was a cool picture. But Im going to change it. Thanks for the great comment. And ya I have though of it too, almost understood. But I just couldnt do it. So I worte. I worte poems. LoL. Thats what I do. And ya it is good to have people there to help them. Im glad I can be one of those people. Thanks for the comment.
Bye
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TeArFrOMaHeARtLesSSo In reply to devilskitten [2004-01-23 21:59:46 +0000 UTC]
I know how ya feel and what ya mean...i do my poems too...to let myself go and shit...ya know.
ya welcome and good luck with it all yea ill be checking ya out no doubt !
Adios!
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devilskitten In reply to TeArFrOMaHeARtLesSSo [2004-01-26 04:59:49 +0000 UTC]
Hey well thanks. Ya poetry and drawing is my way of taking out my anger, my sadness, everything. So ya. Well Ill be checking out your stuff and everything. Thanks again. Bye.
Ciao
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TeArFrOMaHeARtLesSSo In reply to devilskitten [2004-01-26 07:35:15 +0000 UTC]
Thats kewl....^^!
Yea ok, i hope ya like my stuff....
Adios!
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devilskitten In reply to TeArFrOMaHeARtLesSSo [2004-01-26 18:37:30 +0000 UTC]
Hey ya, Im going to be reading them today. Haha. I had a stupid test to study for yesterday. So ya. I bet I will like them. Byes
Ciao
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TeArFrOMaHeARtLesSSo In reply to devilskitten [2004-01-26 19:19:58 +0000 UTC]
well i hope ya exam went will, ya seem clever enough so i guess ya will be ^^!
Ye aok ta!
Adios Senorita!
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devilskitten In reply to TeArFrOMaHeARtLesSSo [2004-01-28 06:25:11 +0000 UTC]
Hey thanks. Ya my exam went pretty well. Well ay least I hope it did. Haha. I felt good about it. So ya. Thanx.
Ciao
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darkestayngel In reply to TeArFrOMaHeARtLesSSo [2004-01-29 06:20:17 +0000 UTC]
I don't think the knife is farfetched at all... Not at all. People use what they use and trust me... this is not as farfetched as pins, needles, screwdrivers, pens, rusty knives, butter knives, plastic knives, bits of glass... You think this is farfetched it'd be easy to use something like that. Razor blades do nasty things too so I dont' think the knife is at all farfetched. Not at all...
~*~Love from an Ayngel~*~
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TeArFrOMaHeARtLesSSo In reply to darkestayngel [2004-01-29 10:36:49 +0000 UTC]
well, ive just lost my mum and that yday and im already fucked in life and now i lose my mum really....so ill see what happens i can do to make that look farfetched.....i didnt mean to make ya feel like i was havign a go, I just thought a double bladed knife was compared to just a butter knife or glass!
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darkestayngel In reply to TeArFrOMaHeARtLesSSo [2004-01-29 18:07:50 +0000 UTC]
I didn't think you were having a go it's alright I was just saying that people use anything. A double bladed knife like that woud cut easier and deeper for those who don't like the pain as much as other things. The other objects you use are more painful and wouldn't go as deep but you would be surprised the things people use. I know people that carry their special tools with them wherever they go and one of them has a knife quite similar to that one actually. I was just pointing out the reality that when you cross the boundaries to this world, nothing is farfetched at all. You said you didn't really understand, I'm trying to help you understand a bit.
~*~Love from an Ayngel~*~
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TeArFrOMaHeARtLesSSo In reply to darkestayngel [2004-01-29 19:07:11 +0000 UTC]
we will never understand....i dont truly belive the peeps who do it undestand......but o well....that is physical hurt....as my lastest poem says.....i have been cut other ways.....good old life eh?
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