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Published: 2006-03-14 17:44:08 +0000 UTC; Views: 199; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 4
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Description In conflict with myself,
keep finding what I thought was right is wrong;
an addition to my confusion.
Simple tasks now an equation,
was this how it always was?
I've lost all comparison,
my love indifferent to void.
Looks like I'm back at starting point,
still so much to learn...
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Comments: 28

666holly [2006-03-14 23:06:27 +0000 UTC]

wow rach i think its great! i really love it and i know the writers block feeling.

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DevilsSpawn In reply to 666holly [2006-03-15 05:03:34 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad someone liked it...

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JasonHinnocks [2006-03-14 22:41:12 +0000 UTC]

three words in life mean more then anythin that can be said... The amount of words have no baring in the message.... we always learn, there is nothing wrong with it,

Maybe starting over is a good thing.. only time will tell

Very deep... just like those words

BTW: I like it

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DevilsSpawn In reply to JasonHinnocks [2006-03-15 05:06:33 +0000 UTC]

The starting again is refering to my mind, and having to learn life/affection/relationships all over again because I'm now in a relationship that seems, the way a relationship SHOULD be(for lack of a better way to put it) so there are things I"m enjoying that I didn't use to, I'm depressed when alone, rather then just always, no matter who my company is etc. I don't know... my mind might just be fucking with me... probably

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JasonHinnocks In reply to DevilsSpawn [2006-03-15 08:06:55 +0000 UTC]

you understand that your mind... (as mine has done sence I was your age) will change over time hun.... there probally is nothing wrong just things might be kicking in about your personality that was hidden because your mind hadn't decifered it yet

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DevilsSpawn In reply to JasonHinnocks [2006-03-15 08:13:38 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I know my mind is constantly changing, a little something I'm gonna have to deal with for the rest of my life... and to let you know, I fear change... scares the shit out of me infact...

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JasonHinnocks In reply to DevilsSpawn [2006-03-15 09:07:03 +0000 UTC]

same here

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DevilsSpawn In reply to JasonHinnocks [2006-03-15 11:38:21 +0000 UTC]

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JasonHinnocks In reply to DevilsSpawn [2006-03-15 11:41:13 +0000 UTC]

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phantomvoices [2006-03-14 20:27:43 +0000 UTC]

now this i like. great piece much improvement

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DevilsSpawn In reply to phantomvoices [2006-03-15 05:07:10 +0000 UTC]

yeah I thought so too.

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n3m1515 [2006-03-14 18:17:40 +0000 UTC]

i like the writing style, vould be nice if it vas longer

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DevilsSpawn In reply to n3m1515 [2006-03-14 18:28:02 +0000 UTC]

I was aiming for longer... but yeah... Terrible writers block or something at the moment...

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n3m1515 In reply to DevilsSpawn [2006-03-15 04:39:54 +0000 UTC]

yeah im contemplating doing some poems, and random writings ... perhaps some more on my novel....

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DevilsSpawn In reply to n3m1515 [2006-03-15 05:03:25 +0000 UTC]

yeah well I'd like to be doing more writing... but it just dosen't seem to be happening... so I'm painting for now.

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n3m1515 In reply to DevilsSpawn [2006-03-15 05:05:09 +0000 UTC]

i have been doing quite a bit of digital vork ^^

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DevilsSpawn In reply to n3m1515 [2006-03-15 05:08:22 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I suck at digital work and don't have the programs etc. nessasary for it.

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n3m1515 In reply to DevilsSpawn [2006-03-15 06:03:41 +0000 UTC]

just get GIMP it is magical and free ^^

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DevilsSpawn In reply to n3m1515 [2006-03-15 06:04:28 +0000 UTC]

maybe once i get my laptop.

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n3m1515 In reply to DevilsSpawn [2006-03-15 07:11:57 +0000 UTC]

^^ speaking of pc's i totally just netvorked my pc vith my moths *hers being the net pc* caue mine is l33t lol anyvay i have dial up netvorked to this vone now XD

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DevilsSpawn In reply to n3m1515 [2006-03-15 08:02:02 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I'll have cable networked to mine once I get it, we're gonna be spending about $1500-$2000 on it... depending...

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n3m1515 In reply to DevilsSpawn [2006-03-15 08:41:04 +0000 UTC]

on cable? wow, im gonna come round and rape your net connection vith my pc

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DevilsSpawn In reply to n3m1515 [2006-03-15 08:50:31 +0000 UTC]

hehehe If i had to deal with dial-up i'd kill someone.

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n3m1515 In reply to DevilsSpawn [2006-03-15 08:54:01 +0000 UTC]

*looks at his brother and sister that hes baby sitting* thats an idea......

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DevilsSpawn In reply to n3m1515 [2006-03-15 08:57:03 +0000 UTC]

ahhh siblings.... gotta hate them...

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n3m1515 In reply to DevilsSpawn [2006-03-15 09:00:53 +0000 UTC]

yeah.... ^^ they even drone over the used ..... even vhinier too

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DevilsSpawn In reply to n3m1515 [2006-03-15 11:39:08 +0000 UTC]

*shudders*

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n3m1515 In reply to DevilsSpawn [2006-03-15 12:03:32 +0000 UTC]

i know ... *shoots face off*

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