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And so I close my eyes to the insanity that is me.
I no longer wish to see what I am becoming.
I no longer care to feel my heart beating inside my chest.
I gave it away a long time ago and a blade was buried deep within it then returned to me.
Now every once in awhile it beats in shallow breakdowns.
Checker boards cross my skin from all the assaults I've done to myself.
Stuck in this shattered fantasy of maybe's and what if's.
I think I can, I think I might.
Roller coaster ride of love and hate.
Sun shining from behind brown eyes, and razorblades show behind the wicked smile of sensual lips.
They mean everything, they mean nothing.
Lost in a fog of never will happen.
Wanting to scream out for salvation yet knowing I did this to me.
Cut my tongue out with the jagged edges of your love and leave me to bleed.

Description
And so I close my eyes to the insanity that is me.
I no longer wish to see what I am becoming.
I no longer care to feel my heart beating inside my chest.
I gave it away a long time ago and a blade was buried deep within it then returned to me.
Now every once in awhile it beats in shallow breakdowns.
Checker boards cross my skin from all the assaults I've done to myself.
Stuck in this shattered fantasy of maybe's and what if's.
I think I can, I think I might.
Roller coaster ride of love and hate.
Sun shining from behind brown eyes, and razorblades show behind the wicked smile of sensual lips.
They mean everything, they mean nothing.
Lost in a fog of never will happen.
Wanting to scream out for salvation yet knowing I did this to me.
Cut my tongue out with the jagged edges of your love and leave me to bleed.