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#happy #sad #suicide #tired #walls #inbetween #tryagain
Published: 2015-03-26 16:57:45 +0000 UTC; Views: 793; Favourites: 38; Downloads: 0
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She takes a moment from what she calls life,
just sitting there,
sitting there alone with the thoughts in her head,
You know that feeling where you want to be so much, but you aren't?
you don't give up tho, you keep trying
hoping, that something will change to help you get there
but there's no point
you only always end up in this corner
it hugs your body, altho insentient,
it gives you comfort
those walls behind you,
your new best friend,
You feel no other purpose in life, but somethings holding you back,
holding you back from turning a blind eye to it all
you don't know what it is,
maybe its guilt,
the dead feel nothing
but maybe its the guilt you think you will feel as you gasp for that last breathe choking on your tears,
screaming, cursing, dying,
wanting to try again, but its too late,
regret,
guilt that you wasted what could have been a beautiful life,
regret of the love you could have had if you waited,
the happiness you could have had if you were more, open,
but then again,
maybe,
maybe your just,
selfish
sel-fish
so here she is again, in this corner,
sitting here alone with the thoughts in her head,
life,
its flashing, flashing right before her eyes
Its beautiful.. a empty illusion created by herself to feel something that isn't there
or maybe it is
maybe it's just buried so deep in her soul, that its killing it
draining ever ounce of life but fueling nothing,
wasted
dead eyed,
it look so empty, her soul,
where is it?
