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TRIGGER WARNINGS!
ABUSE, MENTAL ILLNESS, HOPELESSNESS, RUNNING AWAY

    So many years have gone by since that fateful day. That adorable little wyngling has grown up and had many wynglings of his own and they, too, have reached the age to perhaps begin thinking about partners. Most wyngro would consider all of this the fruit of a most wonderful life. Yet Polly could only feel so much pride before the guilt snaked around her, clawing apart all of her so called accomplishments.
    Now she has seen the truth, seen exactly what her brother has been trying to tell her all these years. Thinking herself just as good as Alma she had stolen two young children. One who is still no more knowledgeable about the world then she was and the other hating every second of her childhood. Nibbles most likely hates her as well, not that she’s ever been brave enough to check. The thought of losing the red gro is just too much to bear. He has been her rock, her protector and the voice of reason in all of her harebrained schemes. Sometimes the green parrot-like wyngro wonders if he would have smiled more if she had never dragged him into her mess. He never smiles anymore, not around her at the very least.
    Rykura is the most feminine male wyngro she has ever seen; she spent his entire childhood calling him a she. Only Chi’falla knows just how much damage that has done to the poor boy. His mate, Bianca, is a former bully of his and the first real victim of Yami. Yami is very intertersing in spite of having to share a body with sweet Rykyra. Perhaps he, too, is a result of her selfish behavior, a mental creation to help cope with awful mental trauma. That’s what Nibbles, her brother, thinks anyway. Rykura and Bianca have three wonderful children, Rhea the oldest, Amane the introvert and Sib the baby of the family. Bianca is much better with the young children then Polly ever had been her baby. Her own young daughter Inc likes to point this out whenever she tries to use her famous cookie lessons. All of this is truly only a sample of all the mistakes she has made that has affected everyone she cares about.
    Today the whole family is going to the library, something Rykura found very, very important. He skips ahead of everyone happily as Bianca watches him fondly. His high spirits are always calming to her especially when the family is out and about. Polly has come to learn that the purple quad is terrified of being alone and has terrible anxiety when separated from her family. She had used Bianca’s upbringing many times in her arguments with Nibbles, but it hardly ever seemed to impress him. Rhea and Amane walk next to each other at their own pace somewhere near the back of the group. The sisters are always with each other if they can be and sometimes even when they can’t.
    Amane has been deaf since the moment she hatched from her egg. Rhea had become her rock even before they had learned how to talk. To most wyngro, it is the kindest thing Rhea could have done for Amane. All Polly can see is her and Nibbles, the thought plaguing her dreams almost every night. It makes her physically ill and more then once she’s hidden from her own grandchildren. What a coward she is, she should be helping her family. The guilt wraps tighter around her neck.
    Little Sib is finally old enough to walk on all four of his feet, “like a big boy”. He stays close to his mother as per her request, not to support him but to be able to keep a better eye on him. In the past, Polly would have carried young Sib the whole way so his poor little legs wouldn’t start to hurt. Now she knows that spoiling them like that stunts the growth of wynglings. Everywhere she looks she sees her failures.
    It’s a light nudge that finally break her out of her spell. Nibbles is giving her a very familiar look. The message is clear as day to his distressed sister, ‘Now is not the time’. Despite her failures she has to keep pressing on like nothing is wrong. If Rykura knew of these thoughts it would break the poor boy. She forces a very unconvincing smile on her face, the sadness in her eyes ruining all of her efforts. Nibbles shakes his head in disappointment, the only emotion he ever seems to feel towards Polly anymore. He has to be very careful if he is to hide his wreck of a sister from the rest of the happy family.
    Luckily for him, they were just outside of the building. Now all he has to do was quickly drag his sister away from the group. He gave the family a quick excuse over his shoulder as he shoves Polly away with his horn. Bianca is beyond confused by the behavior, but Rykura’s quick dismissal puts her at ease again. This really does happen too often if Rykura is already used to it. Even Polly herself realises this and finds it all the more difficult to smile until they round the corner, out of sight. She can’t help but wonder if she really is smiling anymore judging by the icey cold look her brother is giving her.
    He easily pushes her into the least visited section of the library, the self help section, where as predicted no one is around. His voice is a low grumble, one Polly used to find protective and comforting, “This needs to stop Polly.” His eyes pierce into her heart as she is sure he intended them to.
    “I know brother-” She tried to agree with him, but the stomp to the ground and low growl tells her she’s only made things worse.
    He hisses back at her, venom dripping from every word, “Don’t you “brother” me!” Stepping closer he traps the poor parrot between his sharp horn and the bookcase directly behind her, “I’m sick and tired of your excuses! You can’t get through life pretending that everything is okay! It’s not!” He spins back, pacing as he spits his hate filled words, “You aren’t fit to raise a family! You never were!”
    She agrees fully with him, if only she knew how to tell him that without upsetting him more. All of the stress in his muscles and the sneer ripping his face apart she knew had to hurt. Trying to fix the damage she had done seemed impossible if even her rock is crumbling. She would do anything to restore him back to the happy child she knew growing up. Even the strict overprotective father would be better than this.
    Nibbles suddenly smacks her aside with his horn, shocking both of them. Watching her shake with a glossy look in her eyes only proved to worsen his temper. He knows hurting her was wrong, that he should beg for her forgiveness, that none of this is solely her fault. Yet he can’t. Instead a strange liquid flies from him landing right in her eyes causing her to flinch in pain. It takes him 30 seconds to realize he spit at her. He spit at his baby sister. Oh Chi’falla what has he done? His body won’t obey him. His body is storming away as his mind screams at him to comfort his baby sister. Sweet little Polly who only wanted to help others, who didn’t know any better, who he should have tried harder to help sobs silently on the ground where he leaves her.
    The sudden turn of events makes it all too clear that her precious big brother hates her. How can she keep smiling after that? How can she keep it a secret from Rykura? How can she possibly go home now? Only one answer seems to make sense to the breaking grandma. She’s going to run away until she deserves them. She has ruined the family enough already. Nibbles will think of a good lie to explain her absence, he’s smart unlike her.
1361 words
+ 4 wyns
4/486
- One grandma(Not dead)

Polly, Bianca(mentioned), Nibbles(mentioned) - me
Incognito(mentioned) - KatnipWickerBasket
Sib(mentioned) - ForkDork
Rykura(mentioned), Amane(mentioned), Rhea(mentioned) - Delaware1002

Description
TRIGGER WARNINGS!
ABUSE, MENTAL ILLNESS, HOPELESSNESS, RUNNING AWAY

    So many years have gone by since that fateful day. That adorable little wyngling has grown up and had many wynglings of his own and they, too, have reached the age to perhaps begin thinking about partners. Most wyngro would consider all of this the fruit of a most wonderful life. Yet Polly could only feel so much pride before the guilt snaked around her, clawing apart all of her so called accomplishments.
    Now she has seen the truth, seen exactly what her brother has been trying to tell her all these years. Thinking herself just as good as Alma she had stolen two young children. One who is still no more knowledgeable about the world then she was and the other hating every second of her childhood. Nibbles most likely hates her as well, not that she’s ever been brave enough to check. The thought of losing the red gro is just too much to bear. He has been her rock, her protector and the voice of reason in all of her harebrained schemes. Sometimes the green parrot-like wyngro wonders if he would have smiled more if she had never dragged him into her mess. He never smiles anymore, not around her at the very least.
    Rykura is the most feminine male wyngro she has ever seen; she spent his entire childhood calling him a she. Only Chi’falla knows just how much damage that has done to the poor boy. His mate, Bianca, is a former bully of his and the first real victim of Yami. Yami is very intertersing in spite of having to share a body with sweet Rykyra. Perhaps he, too, is a result of her selfish behavior, a mental creation to help cope with awful mental trauma. That’s what Nibbles, her brother, thinks anyway. Rykura and Bianca have three wonderful children, Rhea the oldest, Amane the introvert and Sib the baby of the family. Bianca is much better with the young children then Polly ever had been her baby. Her own young daughter Inc likes to point this out whenever she tries to use her famous cookie lessons. All of this is truly only a sample of all the mistakes she has made that has affected everyone she cares about.
    Today the whole family is going to the library, something Rykura found very, very important. He skips ahead of everyone happily as Bianca watches him fondly. His high spirits are always calming to her especially when the family is out and about. Polly has come to learn that the purple quad is terrified of being alone and has terrible anxiety when separated from her family. She had used Bianca’s upbringing many times in her arguments with Nibbles, but it hardly ever seemed to impress him. Rhea and Amane walk next to each other at their own pace somewhere near the back of the group. The sisters are always with each other if they can be and sometimes even when they can’t.
    Amane has been deaf since the moment she hatched from her egg. Rhea had become her rock even before they had learned how to talk. To most wyngro, it is the kindest thing Rhea could have done for Amane. All Polly can see is her and Nibbles, the thought plaguing her dreams almost every night. It makes her physically ill and more then once she’s hidden from her own grandchildren. What a coward she is, she should be helping her family. The guilt wraps tighter around her neck.
    Little Sib is finally old enough to walk on all four of his feet, “like a big boy”. He stays close to his mother as per her request, not to support him but to be able to keep a better eye on him. In the past, Polly would have carried young Sib the whole way so his poor little legs wouldn’t start to hurt. Now she knows that spoiling them like that stunts the growth of wynglings. Everywhere she looks she sees her failures.
    It’s a light nudge that finally break her out of her spell. Nibbles is giving her a very familiar look. The message is clear as day to his distressed sister, ‘Now is not the time’. Despite her failures she has to keep pressing on like nothing is wrong. If Rykura knew of these thoughts it would break the poor boy. She forces a very unconvincing smile on her face, the sadness in her eyes ruining all of her efforts. Nibbles shakes his head in disappointment, the only emotion he ever seems to feel towards Polly anymore. He has to be very careful if he is to hide his wreck of a sister from the rest of the happy family.
    Luckily for him, they were just outside of the building. Now all he has to do was quickly drag his sister away from the group. He gave the family a quick excuse over his shoulder as he shoves Polly away with his horn. Bianca is beyond confused by the behavior, but Rykura’s quick dismissal puts her at ease again. This really does happen too often if Rykura is already used to it. Even Polly herself realises this and finds it all the more difficult to smile until they round the corner, out of sight. She can’t help but wonder if she really is smiling anymore judging by the icey cold look her brother is giving her.
    He easily pushes her into the least visited section of the library, the self help section, where as predicted no one is around. His voice is a low grumble, one Polly used to find protective and comforting, “This needs to stop Polly.” His eyes pierce into her heart as she is sure he intended them to.
    “I know brother-” She tried to agree with him, but the stomp to the ground and low growl tells her she’s only made things worse.
    He hisses back at her, venom dripping from every word, “Don’t you “brother” me!” Stepping closer he traps the poor parrot between his sharp horn and the bookcase directly behind her, “I’m sick and tired of your excuses! You can’t get through life pretending that everything is okay! It’s not!” He spins back, pacing as he spits his hate filled words, “You aren’t fit to raise a family! You never were!”
    She agrees fully with him, if only she knew how to tell him that without upsetting him more. All of the stress in his muscles and the sneer ripping his face apart she knew had to hurt. Trying to fix the damage she had done seemed impossible if even her rock is crumbling. She would do anything to restore him back to the happy child she knew growing up. Even the strict overprotective father would be better than this.
    Nibbles suddenly smacks her aside with his horn, shocking both of them. Watching her shake with a glossy look in her eyes only proved to worsen his temper. He knows hurting her was wrong, that he should beg for her forgiveness, that none of this is solely her fault. Yet he can’t. Instead a strange liquid flies from him landing right in her eyes causing her to flinch in pain. It takes him 30 seconds to realize he spit at her. He spit at his baby sister. Oh Chi’falla what has he done? His body won’t obey him. His body is storming away as his mind screams at him to comfort his baby sister. Sweet little Polly who only wanted to help others, who didn’t know any better, who he should have tried harder to help sobs silently on the ground where he leaves her.
    The sudden turn of events makes it all too clear that her precious big brother hates her. How can she keep smiling after that? How can she keep it a secret from Rykura? How can she possibly go home now? Only one answer seems to make sense to the breaking grandma. She’s going to run away until she deserves them. She has ruined the family enough already. Nibbles will think of a good lie to explain her absence, he’s smart unlike her.
1361 words
+ 4 wyns
4/486
- One grandma(Not dead)

Polly, Bianca(mentioned), Nibbles(mentioned) - me
Incognito(mentioned) - KatnipWickerBasket
Sib(mentioned) - ForkDork
Rykura(mentioned), Amane(mentioned), Rhea(mentioned) - Delaware1002