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you warned me to stay away from him,
and for a moment i let myself think there was concern in your eyes.
but no, it seems you could never have deeper feelings for me than joking;
a good conversation, but i'm always left behind in the dust,
a glass doll decaying on your top shelf.

'no'. you'll never know what that word strikes in me,
especially from you. it angers me, it upsets me,
and then i feel more worthless than i already am.
and there's him. and just for a chance of your concern,
i'd follow him to see if you would try to stop me, and how far you would go.
(but i'm not worth it am i? you'll give up after one try.)