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Death to rebirth.
Transformation from transmutation of darkness.
Life goes on in cycles, forever changing yet staying the same--stuck in a state struggle forever, yet always changing. Some things change and some do not. We can't change everything that happens, we can't change basic human needs or instincts, and some struggles will be forever due to so much factors which contribute to one single event. We may never find which one is the key to moving something unto another path. The irony of life is that while it is too complex to control and change; change is inevitable every step of the way. I would've said once that the only thing you can control is you...but life is never so simple. Some of us are influenced too heavily by illness of the body and mind, trauma rooted so deep into the soul, that the soul is no longer there...all we can do is search for the fragments of our soul and hope, and rebuild something new, that might even be more valuable because of such deep transformation. Maybe not valuable to other's because of the limitations that exist-- but valuable to you; because it expands your soul and gives you something that can only be understood by you--something to help you, express you, something made especially for you--refined in fires only you know. Others may not get it, because it was never to be given away. Give to yourself firstly. If one person doesn't matter than logic dictates none does...this takes us to intrinsic value. How much you can give the world...is how the world values you...but if one life doesn't matter then in reality all don't.
So express your soul...despite the outcome, retaliation, rejection, fights.
The only reason love matters is because life matters, all of it.



Drawing inspiration from life's enigma.

Night elves are the cursed in a way; their energy dark and rich, and they and their world in Ketanya, are the trash disposals of some. Trash, a title they are familiar with.
They take on the dark energy and nightmarish matter of other beings, including the light elves. Some night elves are known as shadows by being energetically linked to humans or other beings.
They take on the dark energy and forces surrounding their ward.
Their own aura can become so tainted they become totally corrupt, or they have to contend with dark moods, temptations and evil beings more regularly because their aura absorbs and attracts such things.


Ren has had a fair share of such, and his soul battles for balance. His energy makes him cursed; in the sense that his very nature and aura blueprint attracts more and more evil-- especially after him giving into darkness. The more he feels; the risk of sorrow, anger and trauma to fester rises...but he does not close off his emotions as some night elves do, and give himself totally to darkness.Instead he feels emotion, and learns to navigate, gradually learning more and more until he creates a new transformative power and energy.

Ren channels the hopelessness of life and being cursed, towards situations he knows can't change or he has limited control over.He instead makes peace with them, and fully surrenders and focuses instead on what is possible and truly important . He turns anger into fuel and sorrow to soul.
He learns to accept weakness and struggles that he most probably will always endure. By being in-tuned with nature and how the world works there is knowledge that nature needs differences. He knows life is unpredictable and yet there is still laws that can bring a higher probability of control. He understands and works in harmony with nature, and keeps focus and a sharp eye out for daily wonder in everything he can find. Ren let's the pain of life, keep him realistic and grounded.

Why try when you will fail, or most likely will? Perhaps it's because a lesson to let go is to be learnt, or hold on, to learn boundaries or openness, perhaps the goal was simply never the real source of happiness ; the point is that trying will point you to where you are to go for lasting happiness and growth. It might not be in that thing or right now, but it will come, if you humble yourself and be as a little child--curious, growing and full of wonder.

So why stick around if you can't control things and will suffer forever? Well, you don't have to... but life would be over, including the little things that do give joy.
A good reason that is rooted in the harsh wisdom, and chill of darkness birthed from pain--that connection to logic will say; Even if you can't change somethings, there's some you can. What can always be changed is your values, focus, and it always does and will always, because change is an inevitable part of life. Let your pain change you into something more grounded, real, wiser and focused on what truly matters. Change does not happen easy, the same way it took lots of pain and darkness to turn you into the version you are now; it will take the same, or more amounts of the balanced wisdom from darkness to change you into a version of yourself more able to navigate and love life.

Nothing comes easy, and sometimes not at all--so keep grounded, focused on universal truths to shape your values, let your pain keep you wise, and look closely at the roses while your on the ground, studying the everyday bits of beauty and wonder--look at what you can control, and have. Joy is not in certain plans and things, sure try for them, but realize you can't control life. Make sure your greatest joy is rooted in an internal foundation--like the roots beneath the soil--everything else should be the tree and leaves. In all this--good and bad, produce spiritual fruit--which will make you more fulfilled and fill up those around you.

Continue your life cycle--, pleasure mostly and pain least, pain to pleasure, pain mostly and pleasure least whatever fate has left for you, but always work with it, change for the best as much as you can, and change what you can in life, become beauty from pain. One thing remains constant in life, and that is death--whether nature or you lose to the struggle itself-- death comes for us all. So take something good with you before you go--whether it's one good experience, or quality...so instead of simply saying die empty referring to making every dream come true, I go further to say...don't die empty take something good with you.

The escape can be dying in the body , but dying to the dark soul and self, can create escape, and pleasure too.

Description

Death to rebirth.
Transformation from transmutation of darkness.
Life goes on in cycles, forever changing yet staying the same--stuck in a state struggle forever, yet always changing. Some things change and some do not. We can't change everything that happens, we can't change basic human needs or instincts, and some struggles will be forever due to so much factors which contribute to one single event. We may never find which one is the key to moving something unto another path. The irony of life is that while it is too complex to control and change; change is inevitable every step of the way. I would've said once that the only thing you can control is you...but life is never so simple. Some of us are influenced too heavily by illness of the body and mind, trauma rooted so deep into the soul, that the soul is no longer there...all we can do is search for the fragments of our soul and hope, and rebuild something new, that might even be more valuable because of such deep transformation. Maybe not valuable to other's because of the limitations that exist-- but valuable to you; because it expands your soul and gives you something that can only be understood by you--something to help you, express you, something made especially for you--refined in fires only you know. Others may not get it, because it was never to be given away. Give to yourself firstly. If one person doesn't matter than logic dictates none does...this takes us to intrinsic value. How much you can give the world...is how the world values you...but if one life doesn't matter then in reality all don't.
So express your soul...despite the outcome, retaliation, rejection, fights.
The only reason love matters is because life matters, all of it.



Drawing inspiration from life's enigma.

Night elves are the cursed in a way; their energy dark and rich, and they and their world in Ketanya, are the trash disposals of some. Trash, a title they are familiar with.
They take on the dark energy and nightmarish matter of other beings, including the light elves. Some night elves are known as shadows by being energetically linked to humans or other beings.
They take on the dark energy and forces surrounding their ward.
Their own aura can become so tainted they become totally corrupt, or they have to contend with dark moods, temptations and evil beings more regularly because their aura absorbs and attracts such things.


Ren has had a fair share of such, and his soul battles for balance. His energy makes him cursed; in the sense that his very nature and aura blueprint attracts more and more evil-- especially after him giving into darkness. The more he feels; the risk of sorrow, anger and trauma to fester rises...but he does not close off his emotions as some night elves do, and give himself totally to darkness.Instead he feels emotion, and learns to navigate, gradually learning more and more until he creates a new transformative power and energy.

Ren channels the hopelessness of life and being cursed, towards situations he knows can't change or he has limited control over.He instead makes peace with them, and fully surrenders and focuses instead on what is possible and truly important . He turns anger into fuel and sorrow to soul.
He learns to accept weakness and struggles that he most probably will always endure. By being in-tuned with nature and how the world works there is knowledge that nature needs differences. He knows life is unpredictable and yet there is still laws that can bring a higher probability of control. He understands and works in harmony with nature, and keeps focus and a sharp eye out for daily wonder in everything he can find. Ren let's the pain of life, keep him realistic and grounded.

Why try when you will fail, or most likely will? Perhaps it's because a lesson to let go is to be learnt, or hold on, to learn boundaries or openness, perhaps the goal was simply never the real source of happiness ; the point is that trying will point you to where you are to go for lasting happiness and growth. It might not be in that thing or right now, but it will come, if you humble yourself and be as a little child--curious, growing and full of wonder.

So why stick around if you can't control things and will suffer forever? Well, you don't have to... but life would be over, including the little things that do give joy.
A good reason that is rooted in the harsh wisdom, and chill of darkness birthed from pain--that connection to logic will say; Even if you can't change somethings, there's some you can. What can always be changed is your values, focus, and it always does and will always, because change is an inevitable part of life. Let your pain change you into something more grounded, real, wiser and focused on what truly matters. Change does not happen easy, the same way it took lots of pain and darkness to turn you into the version you are now; it will take the same, or more amounts of the balanced wisdom from darkness to change you into a version of yourself more able to navigate and love life.

Nothing comes easy, and sometimes not at all--so keep grounded, focused on universal truths to shape your values, let your pain keep you wise, and look closely at the roses while your on the ground, studying the everyday bits of beauty and wonder--look at what you can control, and have. Joy is not in certain plans and things, sure try for them, but realize you can't control life. Make sure your greatest joy is rooted in an internal foundation--like the roots beneath the soil--everything else should be the tree and leaves. In all this--good and bad, produce spiritual fruit--which will make you more fulfilled and fill up those around you.

Continue your life cycle--, pleasure mostly and pain least, pain to pleasure, pain mostly and pleasure least whatever fate has left for you, but always work with it, change for the best as much as you can, and change what you can in life, become beauty from pain. One thing remains constant in life, and that is death--whether nature or you lose to the struggle itself-- death comes for us all. So take something good with you before you go--whether it's one good experience, or quality...so instead of simply saying die empty referring to making every dream come true, I go further to say...don't die empty take something good with you.

The escape can be dying in the body , but dying to the dark soul and self, can create escape, and pleasure too.