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Doc-Diventia — Was I Not Good..?

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Published: 2016-09-16 17:40:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 332; Favourites: 17; Downloads: 1
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Description Some of you have come to me before. You're quiet things; polite and honest, sincere and often with words about you. Most of all however you have some doubts that you share too. I've been told by a whole lot of souls of how they look at themselves. That they don't feel like they're good people..that they're terrible, worthless, burdens and perhaps even..wicked. I've been asked before what I believed evil meant..so my dears..sit with me for a moment won't you..?


Evil..what does evil mean to me? Well..truth be told, if you read it backwards you would find it was spelled " Live "


There's a truth in my own eyes that finds a love in all people, even those who believe they are the worst of us. People with problems, people with identities they're not even sure of. People who forget to breathe, to realize they're surrounded by others with feelings and passions of their own even if it is not like their own. Some of us only exist, and others are ghosts, having already felt their world ending...but when any of us extinguishes the love, the thrill, the joy, the dream..from any other.. that..is true evil to me.  
If you have ever hurt someone that way..I'm not here to punish you. I'm here to remind you that I haven't given up on you.



When I look at you, I don't see evil. I don't see someone who has given up upon life. I don't see someone who has accepted an identity of what they are not. I see someone who is filled with a lot of uncertainty, and maybe it has been that way for a long time. Someone who wants to be reminded and told they're that beautiful and shining star that made a difference in someone's day. If you've ever come to me for any reason, you already are.


You have a heart there inside you. It can be broken into a thousand pieces over and over. Your worlds can end, and your light can feel extinguished. Though if you're with me here now, I want you to remember these words because they're only for you..


I know you're a good person. I know it can be hard to hear it..hard to see it. I know you're tired. Maybe you're tired because everyone else around you is tired. Maybe you've been hurt so bad and you're afraid of what you are inside. Don't be. You're a whole world of good waiting to happen, and the rest of us are waiting to see that come out of you. So be good to you. I want that so much for you, I really do. You deserve some happiness today.

Inspired by Joy Key's " Broken Old Piano " which can be found here soundcloud.com/joy_key/broken-…
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Comments: 7

Jokiu [2016-09-25 01:42:58 +0000 UTC]

I often believe I have this dark side to me laying inside, I named him my Blank Side. It's the part of me that doesn't care, that doesn't love, that doesn't want to help, that only wants to hurt, to get revenge, to bring pain to myself or others. This part of me that I call "evil".
Long ago I decided on something. I don't want to be evil, I don't want this evilness in me, I don't want to be a bad person, I don't want to hurt others... There was a time when I did indeed hurt others and to that day it still haunts me. I wanted to get rid of this darkness forever. I fought with it for a long time, an epic battle of good versus evil. But that was when I discovered something. No matter how hard I fight, no matter how much I want it gone, it will always be there. So then I made a new decision, to achieve Balance. To be able to live in harmony with both my good and my evil self. With that, I can achieve true inner peace, to know that I can control anything that goes through me.

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Doc-Diventia In reply to Jokiu [2016-09-25 02:55:28 +0000 UTC]

There is no simple solution as getting rid of the parts of ourselves that we do not agree with. They transform, grow with us, and must be accepted as yet another fraction of the whole. To disregard any one part is to slowly devalue the whole of what you are. All manners of the soul that is you have their relevance. Eternal light and darkness will both blind you. Together they compliment the many shades of your character. It is how you focus and channel the culmination of these shades that defines if it shall be used for you or against you.

Always question what is true good and what is true evil. Question what is relevant to your world and what you want seen within it. All that there is...is you, and you are everything that you see.
 
Wholeness cannot be achieved by cutting off a portion of one's being but by the integration of the contraries. Accept that even in duality or whatever number you believe divided, they answer to the whole.

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BayLaugh [2016-09-18 02:21:49 +0000 UTC]

How is it that you make the description as beautiful as the artwork

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ToonsByJess In reply to BayLaugh [2016-12-10 15:09:31 +0000 UTC]

Oh, hello!

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BayLaugh In reply to ToonsByJess [2016-12-11 05:35:20 +0000 UTC]

Hi Jess, fancy seeing you here

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ToonsByJess In reply to BayLaugh [2016-12-11 13:28:51 +0000 UTC]

You too!

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Doc-Diventia In reply to BayLaugh [2016-09-18 04:12:33 +0000 UTC]

Write what you know, my friend. Express your feelings, and let your heart guide you.

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