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Published: 2016-12-04 11:50:08 +0000 UTC; Views: 1960; Favourites: 98; Downloads: 7
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I didn't really like the last picture of myself, so here's a better one. Also mega edited because I'm bad.I don't know why I don't just put this in a journal, but I almost feel like more people read deviations. Idk why I even care who reads it. I don't know anything... What the fuck is anything
I'm so sorry for the inactivity. This last week of school for me has been Hell with so much work and I was sick and I was dying and falling apart and I wasn't okay .. it's finally over, though, and all that's left are final exams. I'm just glad most of them are performance based -- Only two are going to be written, but they're still going to be like 3 hours long. Sigh
I have so many unfinished drawings that I've been working on for months, but I just have no energy or motivation to try to finish them. They're not even very big drawings, I just can't get myself to actually make progress on anything... I want to, but I honestly believe I'll ruin the sketches by trying to finish them. Should I make a WiP dump of them? I have so many sketches I didn't even begin to work on.. so many ideas but I just... Can't...
I have no mental energy for anything and really I just want to stop existing for a while. I'm happy the insane schoolwork is done for a couple weeks, so I can finally relax and take care of myself and spend more time with my boyfriend, but I just still can't get myself to draw. At all.
There was probably a lot more that I wanted to say, but I just really can't push myself to remember.
I'm sorry I complain all the time and always talk about dying. It will continue though... Fuck me..
Also bad solo performances actually kill me, so I'm not really going to be okay at all for a long while. Who doesn't love music school... -points finger gun to head-
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you'r life is a good one <3 lol
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Wow someone who's cute thats not getting photos taken of them for once.
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Everyone's so pretty
and im here like
looking like a handicapped monkey donkey hyprid
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Sorry about the stress; that sucks. I'm about to philosophize a moment...
It's okay to fail. The act of creation, which is the core of art, is not an easy process. The difficulty is what makes it a worthwhile pursuit. It it were easy, everybody would do it. Don't get me wrong, ruining a piece isn't good, but getting stuck on a hundred pieces might be worse. A bad outcome on art is a lesson to teach you how to do better. So long as you learn from the experience and do better next time, it's okay.
So take heart, get in there and make the magic happen!
Also, you can always scan a piece and then make a printout to practice on. That way you can see if you like where it's going before you continue on the original.
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Yo yo yo, look at that beautiful face you got ;w;
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aaaaa thank you ;u;
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oml i'm sorry ;;
i was planning on checking up on you.. i promise :')
but really, i'm so sorry you feel like this, if i could help i would-
i really hope things get better for you, i know school must be so wearing atm.. you take all the time in the world over the drawing's, i know you want to draw but there's really no rush, there's better things to be worrying about, you know?
i'm sure none minds waiting, if that's your concern.
i do hope you get better, just remember there are lots of people here who will try their best to help you <3
god i'm terrible at this :"3
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Aaaa it's okay Spring
You're so amazing and I'm so happy to have you as a friend
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fjbhfjboujoiubbijguuf ahh thank you- i'm happy i have you too <3
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