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Published: 2007-12-05 23:34:04 +0000 UTC; Views: 586; Favourites: 19; Downloads: 7
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Not original...reffy used.just a 3am drawing. I havent been able to sleep lately since my life hasnt been going so great. Its like i have nothing to lose anymore. My life probably sucks more than ever right now. I have the whole empty feeling and just the most stupidest thing can just bring me to tears anyways yeah. Ive had this groggy feeling since about a month ago, when my best friend announced she was moving to chile. I suddenly felt like i lost something great, like my heart sunk faster than a 10 ton piece of lead in a 1 foot deep pool. I feel like i have nothing to lose! It woulnt really make a difference. Everything's just turning into a pile of pain. Also everything gives me a headache. Even listening to my favorite music makes me pissed off. I just feel like jumping off a cliff, but there are none in florida. Tigraangel must probably hate me for this. But dude--its how i feel. Like my whole life's just crumbling down, like an empty box of cookies; nothing inside...just pain and lonliness...i dunno you probably think im exaggerating but to me my friend she was like a super mega close sisters...i regret if i ever pissed her off. No sleep lately, im tired not only physically but mentally too. Of everything...
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I always thought I knew how you felt, expessially about how close you were with her. But, not even the words you could have ever typed, or spoke, could express how you feel inside. I, personally, have never felt this way, but I came awefully close. Jen an I had a huge fight, and I think you and Kidney were involved. But anyways, it felt as if the whole world was going to fall apart, and become a whole mess. A stupid mistake, like on that drawing during homeroom, made me insane. I have seen you act IRL, and it hurts me so much when you cry. It makes me feel like I have done something wrong. You are like my younger sister, even though are so much older than I am. But, there is one thing I know: Your daughter would want you to be strong, in every way. She would never want for you to kill yourself on the inside for her sake. She would feel so guilty for making you feel so hurt.
I am not asking you to be happy, I can't imagine you truely being cheerful after what happened. All I ask is to be yourself, and strong. The Haruhi I know wouldn't be so dead.
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I've never seen the original pic, but yours is cool!
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T__T yeah
Thanks ghosty you're like the second out of the only two people that give me mental support XDD besides my best friend T_______________________T she's my therapist
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I try my best. I don't always know the right things to say, but I can listen
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XDDD its just that my best friend moved. Thanks again ghosty!!
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Well, it's still a big thing! No probs
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that is not your work. I have seen it before of various websites.
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i know its not original i use reference =_= if you havent noticed my version's crappy. If you're gonna diss just please dont ever bother commenting. And download, you can see all the mistakes, my signature, and there's still pencil lines .___.
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matter of opinion, learn to deal with it.
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Please, don't tell her she traced, or stole this. I saw her draw the entire freakin thing, from sketch to final copy. She used a ref, like SOO many other artists do.
YOU learn to deal with talent.
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HA!!!! You want me to go and report her then? I saw this drawing so many times before years a go, I used to have it as my myspace background!
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What I am saying, if your hard-head can comprehend, is that she simply used a reference. Its not a crime, I use them all the time. Personally, I have never seen the original myself, but I can tell you, I have seen her draw. This was a mere sketch, wih the ref printed out before her. She never traced a single line. Many amazing artists use references for a base, they help them understand the anatomy of a creature, or anything. This is just a stepping stone for her artwork. I bet you don't even know what a true drawing is.
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You talk of true art? True art is not when you look at someones else work and draw it, true art is when it comes from within the heart, when it is your pure creation, when it interperts your own emotion, but not you adapting someone elses into yours. True art is when it came from your heart, onto the paper. THAT DEAR IS TRUE ART.
Reference or no refernece, it should at least say that the guy is not her own pure creation no matter what you say.
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She stated she used a ref. My gosh, you act as if you are God, and you have the right to pass everything freakin' judgment. Let me tell you this: true art is whatever in the world you want it to be. Whether its a ref drawing, or pure imagination. But what is your problem anyway? She didn't trace, or anything of the sort. Let me see YOU draw some "true art", as you say. Then, you can ACTUALLY know what the hell you are talking about, ok?
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I'm not a bloody artist, I'm a potographer, but I bloody go to an Art Univeristy, so I think I would know more than some 13 yr old girl. Comprehende?
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Really? Could have fooled me. But, still, you have no right, and no place to go and give people your 2 cents. But, why must you be like so many other people? The fools who's only joy is to bring people down. People like you only deserve to shut the heck up.
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Me, bothered? NO!!!
If I see art I have seen before I will speak my mind, after all there is such a thing that's called FREEDOM OF SPEACH!!!
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Sure, freedom of speech. But, there is also something as "politness." That means: "Keep you ugly mouth shut."
Have you ever seen fanart? Or referenced fanart? This is when someone draws from a ref, states they drew from a reference, and then uploads it here. Can't you see the differences? There are so many! Why must you continue to fight? She did nothing wrong by drawing this. The only wrong one is you, for letting the world know how ugly you really are.
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Oh cut your bull crap!!!
Do I look bothered!
I dont need you or your stupid speach!
I can say what I want, when I want to and to who'm I want to. And if you didnt want to fight you shouldnt have started talking to me.
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you spelled "speech" wrong, dear ;D
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thank you so much. I wish it were original though T_T;; thanks though, i found this pic and i really thought it described how terribly depressed i've been feeling lately
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