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To see me as i see and feel . So many think what they think you are like and it doesnt even come close to the being you know you are. Deep very deep are the feelings you have for someone and because you are blinded by your own thoughts you mislead your self feeling that that person feels as you do .But then you stop and watch and really take the time to see if they feel as you do and wow you get so hurt when you start to understand they are not on the same page asyou and it was you that convinced your self that their feelings were as deep as your ,and are very hurt and suprized to find they dont feel that way . their comitment is not what you thought and how did you feel what you thought was a dream that you felt but not what they felt. Now your hurt and you see such a different out come and what was it that fooled you. So they want things to change and you want to give the trust to them again because it was so special or did you just think that.because of the things you felt and what went wrong do you thing it could ever get back to that trust and closeness ever again. its so hard to figure when you are wanting it to be the heaven it was or is it it never left it was just you who is thinking what troubles their is but in reality there was never a problem you just let your mind get away with thouts that should never have happened .Y mind just got away on you and put problems where there never was.deep solid secure feelings are hard to find so why let your mind tear them apart. How evil a mind can get if you dont moniter it.