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Published: 2016-04-05 00:09:55 +0000 UTC; Views: 2951; Favourites: 64; Downloads: 12
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i feel as if i am one of these WAU creatures my self,the wau as my conscience, forcing me make the wrong decisions, unable to feel what others feel,
the Structure Gel keeping me together is my hatred and sin, corrupt into a physical bond around me
-the pic above is not of my corrupt oc- - yet
i think its time i change my character to really fit who i am....the broken mind of something that was once loved by thousands, with a body with pure hate and regret. a consent reminder on how not to become me
im not the best person in the world, i never calmed to be, i may have made some mistakes in my life.
if i was not broken in the mind, i can ensure you, i would be dead a long time ago probably a blade to the throat, something to make me forget, so, i guess there is a benefit to been broken after all, its preventing me form taking the long nap that i always ask for, even to this day.
its not been easy for me, my farther never gave me a small lone of anything, in fact, he's never around, perhaps he is dead.
another thing about been mentally broken is, i cant fully feel for others, like if someone was feeling really depressed, i'd just be there, with a dead look on my face, with them dead fish eyes, not knowing how to do or what to say,
not sure where these words came from, i am not joking right now, i think i just blacked out and started...what ever that was
so yeah, im dead, the pimps are dead, i die with the name pimps, we are just a bunch of blokes now, nothing more than a small group of animators and artists
~ may the pimps and i be at rest
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Comments: 24
Idk if this helps, but I've learned that just because you mess up doesn't mean you should be lost. Or abandoned.
I feel like a total monster too. For my own reasons, obviously. All I can give you though this electronic text is my support and understanding.
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I'm sure you don't know me Ben but I have been watching your animations for a while and you were what inspired me to start animating.
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i can kind of get what youre feeling, even though ive never had experienced this huge level of fame.
the whole pimps thing did get pretty overwhelming, trying to satisfy the (tbh rather greedy; not saying that all of them are ofc) fans with animations that take months to finish, and also trying to keep in touch with your friends who were (and still probably are) also under a lot of pressure.
its hard to stay true and kind to yourself when theres so many other things to do and so many other people to satisfy and you end up not only hurting yourself but also others, which keeps spiraling down until the point where you reach complete apathy and you dont know how to get out, hell, you might even feel way too tired and exhausted to care for any mental/emotional improvement. you try to keep your life together anyway, and things dont look any better now than before. you might have completely stopped hoping for anything to get better any time soon. which is why i kind of understand what you might be going through. i mean, my life aint the best thing ever anyway, and just like you ive had multiple surgeries throughout my life and it has affected my own mental health tremendously.
a lot of people theorize the wau not as some mindless monster pumping structure gel into everything that seems broken, but rather as an sort-of artificial intelligence that was designed to repair the facility, but somehow came to the conclusion that humans who were ill or near death could be fixed by structure gel, although it puts them into a even more miserable state than before, but still keeping them alive (example: that one woman in the train shaft) in a trance-like state which was also used as a prototype for the ark. basically it is trying to help by doing the wrong thing.
i think ive already said too much, but i believe things will turn out well for you, even if itll take a long time.
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from all the people out there you were the only one i thought he would realize his own mistakes
i guess i was wrong , tbh i was always lurking in the shadow arround you in the others , i just wanted to yell it "you guys are doing things wrong"
but considering i am not friend with any of you , and most of you see me with a dead eye , i thought i'd just leave you guys be
but i am mostly surprised to see this
welp in the end you finally realized you're a human , and you need to be more careful about your decision
may the humans true self be with you ben
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You know, of all the animators I have met in this community, you are the one with the most potential and the most talented. This is something you weren't teached about, you learned it by yourself, which is extremely impressive.
Oh, and the poster is really cool ! Made me check on Soma, and the moment I saw "By the developpers of Amnesia", I didn't have to think twice to buy it !
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Life throws shit all you all the time, so throw that shit back at it. Just keep in mind that we're here for you, Ben. All the way.
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wait so if your name is hitlerspimp and the pimps have fallen apart, wouldnt that mean you need a new username on you tube?
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you guys were a group? I just figured you were a bunch of friends who just like to animate the random funny ideas you come up with while ridiculing rawee. I'd also probably put the link to a video by tomska but after reading the description I don't think that would be a wise decision
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You know, I ain't leaving you, buddy. My picture was just a symbol of me leaving behind the salt and narcissistic thinking that was caused by a whole lot of things, "pimps" being seen as a status rather than a nickname for a group of friends being one of those things.
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The pimps are leaving one by one. But think of that. How he used that word. Pimps. He says it as a group that can just be left, you guys are friends, not just pimps. The group of pimps may be dying but you people are still friends. He seems sad that the pimps are gone. That's one of two things, either he's getting fame withdrawal or he just sees you guys as a group. He needs friends that he doesn't see as a group in that case. And yes, hitlerspimp has done wrong things recently, but he's being so hard on himself. If he is truthful about being mentally damaged, then he needs help, you as a friend can help him. Malohn left the pimps as if he left hitlerspimp which is not good. I personally believe that anyone can be helped, anyone can changed and can become better. He just needs to try, he needs the people called pimps to stop being pimps and be his friends to him. He needs help. I feel so bad for him. I want him to know that he can change. He just needs support. And in the long shot, EA royally fucked up with this model thing. I would've wished he never showed it off. But now this butterfly effect happened. I just hope EA doesn't make anymore bad choices like this.
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Life can punch you in the face a lot, but you can't give up, punch life back! I've loved your work since 2014, and in not going to stop now. Even some of the biggest mistakes can be fixed, or corrected, and I'm not saying that the "pimps" will be once more, but changes can be made. Things in this world will never last forever, but new things will always be created. This could be the death of something good, and the birth of something better! Hang in there bro! There's always better things to come.
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i knew there was something off in the pimps when nikson hasent been uploading and being called "traitor" in ITW6. and the others have felt this too. melon, nikson, and others. so the pimps are completely dead. no more shitty content, no more jokes, no more kyles. all just one person that can actually entertain people then being a retarded little shit.
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If you need help, I'm here. In fact, all your fans are here for you. It's sad that you think of yourself like that, it truly is.
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Stop posting links everywhere
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God created us for a reason, Ben. You have yours, we have ours. I respect your decision, most of us do too. We are all here for you.
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s-sorry to hear tht man....im seriously and truely sorry about it...and im sorry that i sometimes talked shit about you......i never knew what really going on in your life....i really hope you can forgive me Ben....
it means alot for me if you forgive me
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Damn... all the "pimps" are feeling horrible... doing emotional stuff... saying what they aways wanted to say... making me sad... im starting to feel so bad for them... i hope... one day... you get a happy character as you again... i hope everything gets fine fast......
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Never gonna leave you buddy
Have been there for you and will always be there...
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Here for you all the way friend'o. All the way. You know how much i care, and where to find me.
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