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Published: 2008-03-20 05:56:38 +0000 UTC; Views: 2758; Favourites: 67; Downloads: 62
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** disclaimer **this is not directed at anyone, or caused by any one event, I had started it months ago, but had always been afraid to upload it. It's not meant to offend anyone, okay?
The downward spiral reverse technique, SHOUT IT OUT!
-- to my irl friends, some of you know some of these, and sme of you don't, but please don't be too judgmental.
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The world would be glad to be rid of you.
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Oh oh we have a bad ass over here!
In case you didn't catch that, that was sarcasm.
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What point are you making?
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i found this in the weirdest way, but i hope things have been looking up for you in the past four years.
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Wow I JUST saw this and I have to say...it made me cry reading this...
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Even though I've never met you in really I,for some reason, have this strong urge to be there for you and help in any way, you a stranger to me.
This is very odd because I dismiss internet friends for real life ones, but for some reason I think differently of you. I have no idea why. I might discuss it with my friend later because she's getting a degree in psychology.
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It's amazing that you haven't broken totally, but you have cracks. I feel sorry, but not pity sorry. I hope things have gotten better since you uploaded this. This is so heartfelt, I cried. You are what you are. You need to be comfortable with yourself. Please. Please.
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This made me cry. Not because I am pity-ing you but because it is so...raw, so heartfelt. I feel like I need to protect you from things so you dont just...break. You should be really proud of yourself just for posting this.
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You are an amazing person,don't be so down on yourself. I have anxiety too,so I know how that feels at least. I wish you the very best.
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@ I assume it is High School.
I may do something like this, I really want to get rid of some stress.
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what?!
"I allowed my teacher in HS to french kiss me after hours"
whats HS?
and were you at near same age or a old guy? O_o
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it doesnt offend anyone
youre very brave posting this
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This mad me cry so hard... And I am proud of you for putting this up. It takes strong courage to post some of the things on here an reveal it to the public
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Wow...you are a brave person...I've been seeing these up for a bit now, and after all you've been through...I guess it also helps to exsplurge everything out...even if you let other people see it... I do like all the detail that went into it. And it also looks very well put together
Happy easter
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T.T It makes me cry inside....
But You've got guts to post something like that. Kudos.
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I know how you feel, I have some bad memories, some I'd rather forget, and some I feel I could've prevented. But they're still there.
I'm so sorry other people have to go through these kind of things.
This makes me want to do one of my own.
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You really don't deserve to have gone through all that....I hope things get better soon. If it makes you feel better, my life isn't that good too. My mom recently got diagnosed with breast cancer. I know my sister smokes, but I'm too afraid to tell anyone for fear that she'll hate me if I do. My aunt and dad hate eachother for something no one could even control; my aunts willing to retie bonds, but my dad HATES her (and not in the light sense). The only reason I probably don't hate her from influence is the fact that my grandma sneaks her over every couple weeks. Sah~A few other things I'm too lazy to mentoin too.
Muuuu...I stop pitying myself now. 
And trust me (at least as much as you can trust people you barely know)...I doubt you'll be going to hell.
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Dayum. That's all I gotta say. I give you mad props for being so upfront and being so outright about all this. I had a feeling that some of this may have happened to you. World makes you feel like you can't catch a break right?
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Aww...dude, I'm random, but reading this makes me cry a little.
I can't do more than give you a 
Just feel better.
Some people don't think so [I should know], but people here really do care about you.
<3
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-wanders off to be all quiet and to forget-
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I have no idea who you are. I clicked the random deviant button and came to your page and found this. I have to say, pictures do not usually touch me. This one has already used up two tissues.
You are one of the better human beings on this planet, and you do not deserve to suffer like this no matter how many mistakes you made. Its not your fault and I find it truly heartbreaking that you sacrifice your own happiness for the sake of others.
The world should know of injustices like this. I would personally suggest this as a daily deviation, but that would be rather insensitive, so I'm simply going to tell you that this piece of artwork belongs on the front page as a shining example of what true bravery is, what perseverence in the face of crushing sadness means, and of someone with a heart more pure then the clearest diamond.
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I read this and it made me see what you have been through. I respect you a lot for having the courage to post this...
I haven't been through a lot of what you have, but I hope that your future is bright.
The only way we can be human is to make mistakes and everyone has to go through it.
Continue to be strong and always remember that the closest friends you have will always be there for you.
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wow that is pretty brave.
as a reply, i would say you seem like a genuine person. from the conversation in the Den, you seem like a good friend
i do my best not to hold anything against people, it's a good policy to try not and hold anything against oneself too, except in the interest of becoming a better person in your own eyes.
way to go Laz ^.^
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We love you, Laz.
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I think everyone hates their own artwork. 
Very brave of you to post this. I can identify with some of the things up there.
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Do you have other work like this? I only recently started watching your gallery.
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I'm rather shocked to be honest. You always seem like such a happy person. But now that I know all this, I personally think you're very brave; Brave for coming out and writing all this down. You are a wonderful wonderful person and don't you EVER forget that, no matter what. I can't say I know what you've gone through because almost everything I don't. All I can say is you're wonderful (and not only for your art, trust me. You're just all around wonderful~), beautiful, intelligent and just always hold on to what you care about. Don't know you well, but I love ya bunches and I'm so glad you're here!
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I'm so sorry to hear all of that ;n;
this is really really pretty though..the little guy at the bottom is adorable <3
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I WENT THRU SOME OF THE SAME THINGS SO YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE
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I'm sorry that you've had a rough life. You don't deserve this kind of life ;_;. Makes me feel bad that I can't be there to help you.
You're very brave for looking into yourself and posting this. This has to be one of the best ones I've read.
I've got a tip for you. If you don't feel attracted to guys, don't force yourself to.
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Laz, I think you're an absolutely spiffing artist, so you shouldn't put yourself down so much. <33333 You're fucking amazing at anything having to do with drawing, and I admire you so much for that!
If there's anything I can do for you, PLEASE let me know, hun. <3 
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Fear not I will give you a big Astro hug
I'm sorry all this has happened to you but even though I got to know you in a little short time and wasn't able to hang out (I rarely get any chance to leave my house besides school) I think you are a very nice and honest person that is my most honest opinion
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Laz, I think you're an absolutely spiffing artist, so you shouldn't put yourself down so much. <33333 You're fucking amazing at anything having to do with drawing, and I admire you so much for that!
If there's anything I can do for you, please please PLEASE let me know, okay? <3333
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I dont really think I can say anything that hasnt already been said...
The courage you must have to put this up, and I'm so sorry for what you have gone through, I wish (and I know this sounds strange coming from a complete stranger) I could have spared you some of the pain that you have suffered...
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hey chica
I have PTSD and anxiety too...different reasons.
As for yiff...it happens
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Oh Laz, I don't know you as well as I'd like, but I really admire your courage to post this. You deserve a happier life.
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I don't really know what to say, but I hope things will turn up.There's always a light at the end.
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Nothing on there changes my opinion of you. You are a great artist and I hold you in high regards
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I a lot of people feel the same way about things. You're not a bad person and people do love you. I feel like there's nothing in my life worth living for but if you look around there's a lot that you don't notice until you really think about it.
If you also think about this, if people copy your characters it just means that you have amazing ideas. If you don't want them to just ask them politely to not do so. It's okay to ask, even if it feels rude.
Maybe if you're scared of men surround yourself by close female friends. Have a heart to heart talk with them and see what they think. If they judge you for what you fear than don't go back to them. There are people in the world who will never judge you for what you fear and they will only love you for what you are.
I'm probably not helping but I can surly try.
You're life is a beautiful thing and don't let it slip away from you. I'm probably a lot younger than you but I know that there are a lot of people out there that have the same fears as you.
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D: it breaks my heart a little to see this, even though I barely know you I still care ;n;, you were really strong to just dig all of this out and post it here
<3 we're here for you and support you and love you, okay? ;n; -hugs-
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I did one of these awhile back... i could only put some stuff down... the rest I tried to... but it ripped a piece of me out when I tried. I felt so exposed that I had to take mine down and redo it, taking the brunt of stuff out.
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Wow, im going through alot of the same thing's as well, lol and im also working on a Shout It Out piece, but am too afraid to post it
I do have one question thou, lol how the heck do you make these like this and how do you get so many different font's? in Photoshop?
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I only recently became aware of your existence because I like your art. I don't know you and you don't know me but when I read this last night I cried for thirty minutes. If you ever need someone to talk to, although I am a stranger, I would be happy to listen. There is not much else I can do, being just another disembodied voice in type on the internet... but I would like to do what I can to help you. *interweb hug*
For now I will say there is nothing we can do to change the past. And dwelling on the past will not make us able to do so. All we can do is move forward with what we know now and try to make the best decisions we can.
As you can see by all these comments, there are people who have never even met you who care already. So I see no reason to ever give up on this world when Love is all around.
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