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Yea I've had a REAL breakdown today... Crying and all I haven't done that for a few months Oh boy it felt good after A big "stone" in my chest has left me ;D

I was crying while I was editing this one I kinda felt down and drew this <3 And I luv it!!! I tried out something new and that's the "crystal rain" in the bg <3 Me like it 8D

Now I'm gonna tell you why I accually cried...
When I was little I always cried about everything I was such a crybaby <3 I mostly cried if someone was mean or I got hurt and I got that a lot back then...
But after I went out 6th class I didn't feel like I wanted to be like that anymore... I got more controll of when I wanted to cry or not and well... after 1-2 years I felt like I was starting to be more individual and it has haunted me for years... This is were my breakdowns are often about nowadays, even if they don't come often. I've kinda been the person hiding behind a smile trying not be upset of each and every single thing... *sigh* Now I'm often more annoyed at many things as well... But when I've had my breakdowns I always feel better For example now I'm kinda locked in sometimes... but... I wanna break free... I know I hate feeling like this (Having a stone in the chest) and I know I got a lot of friends of talking about it but... I've come too individual to realize it... even with my family I can have hard times talking about it
I'm mostly happy in my life but there are points that I just want to make undone and forget, That's how I'm living my life, try being happy as much as possible and enjoy it while it last <3 And I got one little habit out of this accually too xD I can't be angry for more than a few hours good thing that I often reminds myself that I don't wanna be angry at all <3
Yea that's my little story xD

Drytil the Hedgehog + Art (c)

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Yea I've had a REAL breakdown today... Crying and all I haven't done that for a few months Oh boy it felt good after A big "stone" in my chest has left me ;D

I was crying while I was editing this one I kinda felt down and drew this <3 And I luv it!!! I tried out something new and that's the "crystal rain" in the bg <3 Me like it 8D

Now I'm gonna tell you why I accually cried...
When I was little I always cried about everything I was such a crybaby <3 I mostly cried if someone was mean or I got hurt and I got that a lot back then...
But after I went out 6th class I didn't feel like I wanted to be like that anymore... I got more controll of when I wanted to cry or not and well... after 1-2 years I felt like I was starting to be more individual and it has haunted me for years... This is were my breakdowns are often about nowadays, even if they don't come often. I've kinda been the person hiding behind a smile trying not be upset of each and every single thing... *sigh* Now I'm often more annoyed at many things as well... But when I've had my breakdowns I always feel better For example now I'm kinda locked in sometimes... but... I wanna break free... I know I hate feeling like this (Having a stone in the chest) and I know I got a lot of friends of talking about it but... I've come too individual to realize it... even with my family I can have hard times talking about it
I'm mostly happy in my life but there are points that I just want to make undone and forget, That's how I'm living my life, try being happy as much as possible and enjoy it while it last <3 And I got one little habit out of this accually too xD I can't be angry for more than a few hours good thing that I often reminds myself that I don't wanna be angry at all <3
Yea that's my little story xD

Drytil the Hedgehog + Art (c)