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Not a fetish pic this time- rather, what's on my head every single day...

I figured a way to cope with my thoughts could be representing them in a pic to have a physical look at them, but I don't know if it's making my depression and crisis better, or worse xd.

Anyway, what I keep thinking about, what keeps me up at night- what if I hadn't let fear rule my life? What if I hadn't let the "what if it's a phase", "what if that's not fit for me" or "what if I'm not good enough for it" hold me back from fulfilling my dreams and become what I was meant to be?

I will never know because it's too late for me to do anything about it, so all I can do is be the shell of what could have been the best version of myself and deal with it.

Description
Not a fetish pic this time- rather, what's on my head every single day...

I figured a way to cope with my thoughts could be representing them in a pic to have a physical look at them, but I don't know if it's making my depression and crisis better, or worse xd.

Anyway, what I keep thinking about, what keeps me up at night- what if I hadn't let fear rule my life? What if I hadn't let the "what if it's a phase", "what if that's not fit for me" or "what if I'm not good enough for it" hold me back from fulfilling my dreams and become what I was meant to be?

I will never know because it's too late for me to do anything about it, so all I can do is be the shell of what could have been the best version of myself and deal with it.