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Published: 2015-08-24 19:55:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 1069; Favourites: 35; Downloads: 126
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I know, another lame portrait.. I should try more challenging things! c:Anyway, I was feeling extremely sad last night and had to get this out of my system. I fixed it a bit today.
I feel better now, but I guess I'm just kinda depressed, for some months (or more) already actually. I hoped that my summer vacation would cure my sadness but it didn't.
I didn't enjoy my summer vacation in Hungary that much at all, and I don't know why exactly though I understand some of the
reasons why I'm sad. It's hard for me to explain... Even though Hungary itself was wonderful, I enjoyed the people, the nature, everything.
I just have a pessimistic nature, my self esteem has always been low, my moods change really easily, I'm
extremely sensitive and I'm afraid that this way I'm only worrying and disappointing everybody. I don't know how I should act around
my parents anymore, but the problem is that I'm with them the whole day. I love them, but they annoy me
so easily.. Which makes me feel like a bad person, and I already hate myself for other reasons.
I'm hiding my sadness by listening to music, drawing and being on my own, but it barely helps me. Especially drawing doesn't help me
anymore, since I just feel talentless compared to younger artists. Seriously, I'm 16 and draw this crappy?
So I think I should stop ignoring my sadness and do something about it, because it obvioulsy won't stop by itself.
Sigh, I've been wanting to say this for so long and I'm glad I've done it now. There's so much more I want to say... Thanks for reading if you did, and
sorry for boring all of you with my unimportant teenage problems. c:
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Comments: 7
This is great! I would not say it is lame. Looks very good
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^ v ^ I like this piece!
The shading is really soft, and the textures are well done <3 I like the background too, even if it's quite simple it looks wonderful! > v < I love your style so much!
And sweetie, about what happens to you now, don't worry! > v < I'm sure that you'll find a way to handle it. I think that you should talk about it with your parents or a close friend, since maybe they can help you <3
; ^ ; also, don't say that you draw crappy things, because there's people out there that really enjoys your art! - v - I'm sue that I'm not the only one that thinks that almost all of your pieces are amazing dear!
T v T I'm not really good making people cheer up, but I really hope that I helped you a liitle ; ___ ;
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Thank you so much! ;v;
You're always so kind to me, support me and my art and never fail to cheer me up with your words!
I want you to know that your comments really mean a lot to me and that I'm extremely happy that
there's someone who cares about this. c:
I will try to talk about it and try to be more proud of myself and my work, thank you so much
for caring!
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> v < no problem at all!
;/// v /// ; I'm so glad to see that I helped you a little bit! <3 you're just an amazing artist, and a really nice person sweetie!! U v U I hope that you feel better!!
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