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Empty-Brooke In reply to YourHumbleHost [2015-07-25 01:31:02 +0000 UTC]

Just a bit depressed.

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YourHumbleHost In reply to Empty-Brooke [2015-07-25 02:12:33 +0000 UTC]

Oh just in general or about something specific if you don't mind me asking?

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Empty-Brooke In reply to YourHumbleHost [2015-07-25 02:52:55 +0000 UTC]

It's just... a lot of shit piling up. I feel pretty guilty about not being able to get everything ready for a con table, which I probably shouldn't but I do. Feels like I can't talk to people on skype for fear of burdening them, even if it's in regards to a co-op, which just sets me further and further back because I'm waiting on people, which then makes me angry with them. Being on skype and trying to talk to people is exhausting and it feels like every time I do they just guilt me for not being on more often, or they make jokes at my expense. Or they just... stop talking to me... I'm worried about my appetite and trying to find some middle ground between "eating enough" and "eating within the budget" which usually just results in me skipping meals. I feel like I'm in the exact same place I was a year ago, which is really bad considering the state I was in. I'm either angry or sad most of the time and I'm not always entirely sure why. Most days I wish I could just curl into a ball and disappear just so I'm not bothering anyone anymore and I keep having temptations to shut down all my accounts and just leave. 

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YourHumbleHost In reply to Empty-Brooke [2015-07-25 03:31:12 +0000 UTC]

you know you can always talk to me if you want to. What is your skype? Mine is YourHumbleHost my golden heart with the keyhole will appear: www.facebook.com/thechambersof…

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