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Published: 2024-01-21 16:37:51 +0000 UTC; Views: 1338; Favourites: 24; Downloads: 1
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Description «No creator made him
He owes his existence to himself only
Merging from the depths of the void
He is a self made monster.»

“You want no lies?
Before you reach the end, make sure to deconstruct everything you hold dear, including your own existence.

The reason why I stayed for so long is the necessity to once leave.
For all the darkness I have put them all through.
For all the darkness I have been put through myself.
For all of the darkness I have spared you from.

I know what I am capable of. And it never bothered me. It always bothered you. Your place is not my home.
I am too vast to get tied by your boundaries. And you can try to cage me behind your fucking bars, but it won’t work.
I once broke out, I will break out again.

Übermensch… a nonsense you choose to believe in.
And for that I become less valuable than the most miserable of you.
I end up dysfunctional by your criteria and as a result you seek to eliminate me.

Maybe for the better.

This ceiling suffocates me, yes, it’s too low, too heavy. So I break it.
And as I break it, I find myself caged within another one.
I am stuck in this recurring cycle and the rage within me gets quenched before I let it out.

Well, let it be. It doesn’t really matter.

I have been to the abyss and survived it. I came back alive and had to relearn how to breathe again. I had to teach myself , on my own, how to live and move on.

And then I felt suffocating and broke another ceiling, and felt into the new abyss, much deeper than the previous one.

And then it hit me! I was moving in circles, and there is no escape.

Thousands of dominoes were falling down, leading me to the culmination of this game. The game I have never chosen myself. For the show.

And it doesn’t matter that you haven’t seen things I have seen, cause that might be the very reason why you should stay and I should go.

Maybe for the better

Before you reach the end, make sure to deconstruct everything you hold dear…including your own existence . “ Jeremiah
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animsakari [2024-01-30 04:53:53 +0000 UTC]

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