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That morning I wanted to fill myself with something heavy.

He didn’t approve, but said nothing.
He watched me closing my eyes
and slowing down my breath.

The floor started to dissolve.

I am just a lost flying whale
seeking freedom.
Freaking psychonaut.

Why does he stay?
I promise and break the promises.
But he says he believes me.

We were counting stars on the ceiling
To numb the tension.
Billions of stars, but I don’t care.
I need the only one,
The one farthest away.

I craved the bottom of your eyes
to suck me in,
and hold me grounded.

Lava blood boiled through the craters of your lips.
Your sad frown.
I am awake, dont mourn me.

Please, just hold my heart,
And take care of it,
That’s all I’m asking for
or I will vomit it
and will freeze to death.

The longer I stay with you the cleaner I get, Danny.

We talked about things that mattered to us only, spoke the words that bore meaning just for the two of us.
We were silent.
For what could we say?

“Remember my name whenever you loose touch with the gravity,” he said.
What name, Danny?
“Forglem-meg-ei,” his soft low voice teased the core of my heart.
When your heart beats in reverse, it is hard to show love.

I drag you into my world, because it looks so similar to yours. I wanted to show you things I got to know, I wanted to share the chaos I have seen, the darkness which no-one was able to see.
I wanted to share it all with you.
I love your company, Danny.

I felt safe near somebody so dangerous.
I love melting in your eyes.
So comfortable, I want to dissolve in you.
But some things better left unsaid.

You know, it turns your limbs into feathers,
makes you levitate,
but the ending of the ride is as much intense, as falling under the force of gravity. It is inevitable.
It works the same for love.
My love to you, Dandelion.

The well in my eyes is so wide, it can swallow both of us. Would you drown with me to meet my demons? I bet you would.
I have already met yours.

You relearn how to breath only when someone cuts the breath off.
The survival instinct kicks in.
My shadows are smothering me.
What if you weren’t here,
but a phantom that dwells in the bottom of my K hole?
Am I just sleepwalking?

On the border between real and unreal
On the border between addiction and freedom
Between what’s wrong and what’s right
Between me and my shadow
Between dreams and nightmares
A distance between me and you
The abyss reflected in your eyes
Is mine.

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That morning I wanted to fill myself with something heavy.

He didn’t approve, but said nothing.
He watched me closing my eyes
and slowing down my breath.

The floor started to dissolve.

I am just a lost flying whale
seeking freedom.
Freaking psychonaut.

Why does he stay?
I promise and break the promises.
But he says he believes me.

We were counting stars on the ceiling
To numb the tension.
Billions of stars, but I don’t care.
I need the only one,
The one farthest away.

I craved the bottom of your eyes
to suck me in,
and hold me grounded.

Lava blood boiled through the craters of your lips.
Your sad frown.
I am awake, dont mourn me.

Please, just hold my heart,
And take care of it,
That’s all I’m asking for
or I will vomit it
and will freeze to death.

The longer I stay with you the cleaner I get, Danny.

We talked about things that mattered to us only, spoke the words that bore meaning just for the two of us.
We were silent.
For what could we say?

“Remember my name whenever you loose touch with the gravity,” he said.
What name, Danny?
“Forglem-meg-ei,” his soft low voice teased the core of my heart.
When your heart beats in reverse, it is hard to show love.

I drag you into my world, because it looks so similar to yours. I wanted to show you things I got to know, I wanted to share the chaos I have seen, the darkness which no-one was able to see.
I wanted to share it all with you.
I love your company, Danny.

I felt safe near somebody so dangerous.
I love melting in your eyes.
So comfortable, I want to dissolve in you.
But some things better left unsaid.

You know, it turns your limbs into feathers,
makes you levitate,
but the ending of the ride is as much intense, as falling under the force of gravity. It is inevitable.
It works the same for love.
My love to you, Dandelion.

The well in my eyes is so wide, it can swallow both of us. Would you drown with me to meet my demons? I bet you would.
I have already met yours.

You relearn how to breath only when someone cuts the breath off.
The survival instinct kicks in.
My shadows are smothering me.
What if you weren’t here,
but a phantom that dwells in the bottom of my K hole?
Am I just sleepwalking?

On the border between real and unreal
On the border between addiction and freedom
Between what’s wrong and what’s right
Between me and my shadow
Between dreams and nightmares
A distance between me and you
The abyss reflected in your eyes
Is mine.