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Published: 2017-03-18 01:55:15 +0000 UTC; Views: 199; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 0
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Art, Evan & Eveboni (c) meToday i look all over my notes, and i cried inside.
I miss my old self, the happy one the one that's hanging out with my friends, internet friends that is.
Then now i look at myself and them and asked myself: "Wtf happen? Wtf happened to us? And me?"
Yup.
No it's not about my friends, it's about...
ME
So let me tell you why i created Evan:
I created him to represent my self (the new one)
My edgy self.
Eveboni/ Eveboner:
I created them to represent my old self, the happy ones, the cheerful ones, the ones that are always there for my friends.
Yup, i'm still my old self, just a bit more edgy.
Yeah i guess that's the reason it's bugging me too much.
But, most of the time i'm happy that i created Eveboni/Eveboner, to see my old self and not to give up yet.
Yeah sorry for venting too much.
This week was not my week at all,,,
I'm fine, really i am.
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Comments: 16
Goodquestionmydude [2017-03-18 07:45:57 +0000 UTC]
Same thing happend you know
Alex was old me the happy one Not crying that much but then
Friends started to bully Alot rl l l y a l o t
i wasnt my self Then i met you guys
You, Nobie, Duck dealer, Dav
you guys made me ignore them :')
and kai born (xd)
The edgy
new one
after him i didnt vented alot cuz i had my lil woofie :')
and what now ? im losing friends on here too
i can smile outside
but inside is a dark place
Just dont worry everything changes
whenever i watch my baby vids i cry couse How this happend ? How did this cutie turned into a Deppressed Trash ?
Becouse of friends
Dont blame yourself
You can change if you want
but others pushs you to change sometimes
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Eveboni-the-kool-aid In reply to Goodquestionmydude [2017-03-19 14:56:41 +0000 UTC]
*hugs* thanks goldy
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Goodquestionmydude In reply to Eveboni-the-kool-aid [2017-03-19 15:25:14 +0000 UTC]
İts oki :3
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RedtheKitsune [2017-03-18 03:08:03 +0000 UTC]
Change is normal. I'd blame the change from summer to school. I'm sorry I cant talk as much as I used to.
You dont know how much I want to smell old smells and feel old feelings, and see old sights.
Yeah.
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RedtheKitsune In reply to Eveboni-the-kool-aid [2017-03-19 19:00:06 +0000 UTC]
*infinite suffocating hug*
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