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Catching Up

Hey Jake, You were a trip. I'm really happy we shared what we did, and we came out stronger people and better friends then we were when we were together I'm glad we both grew up and your love is being spent on a beautiful woman, truly worthy and truly special

How are you Spencer? The break-up crushed me. But I hope you are aware that losing you meant losing my best-friend, and if I could take back everything that hurt you I would In one single heartbeat, I would like to erase sixteen months of shit and start fresh and really truly love you I wish we could have come out of this better, but we're both too drawn to pain to have ever gotten out of this breathing with both our lungs My heart was broken, and I still don’t think I have recovered

What's happening Seth? Where do I even place you? You disappeared for a while, and now you're back with scars and I hope you can forgive me for the shit I put you through I misunderstood love for friendship and you were the constant comfort in my life during my relationship with your best-friend I wish I knew what else to say but I hope we can always remain friends on some level, and I know in my heart drama will never take the better of us

What’s up Trav? you made me smile. I really needed to bounce back and quit beating myself up and you helped me with that task by liking me for being crazy and slapping me in the face when I needed a flash back to reality I was always so nervous around you though, and it was my constant state of discomfort that brought about the end, but I must say I had so much fun while it lasted I still see you around and every once in a while it will go too far, but every time the magic is still there

Then there's you, Viktor. I know how you are, we just spoke on the phone You are the funniest guy I've ever met and I know one day, when we finally let ourselves have each other completely we will be great We have the same backgrounds and you totally get me, which is strange because I am so used to being with guys who treat me like shit I love how we're totally cool cooking stir-fry, drinking Guinness and talking politics without the pressure to impress one another with witty banter and pretencious knowledge I love how I fit into your life comfortably and I can totally see us getting married one day

H-e-y Brian, this was short lived. I missed you after you left, and it hurt so bad to know you weren't coming back You called it quits so early, you must have had your reasons You were the most beautiful looking person I have ever been with and your good looks and firm body intimidated me Your family was so put together, and I always felt like the homeless girl you'd dragged home Our overwhelming age gap was constantly looming in my mind, and the night you yelled at me I felt like I was six years old and my father had caught me playing in his briefcase again That day we met it was you who kissed me, I’ll never forget that rush, and it kills to know that you’ll always be in my Top 5 I hope one day I’ll meet you in a bar and we’ll start all over again, but I’ll always wonder how you are and hope one day you’ll sing me one of your own songs