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Tonight I missed your shower smell
your band played pretty music and
I looked, over nameless heads, as you
yelled your voice,
and I watched your body move,as
flickering images of our drain hair flashed in
my mind and I thought I knew you were singing of me
(oh god please have sung about me)
I fantasized about your heart being still broken
(please still miss me, I need you to)
outside you were dizzy drunk and you lost your balance
to a tree,
I hoped you were sad as you heard me laughing
(please know no other hurt like my own )
A sweet boy (11 years my senior) flirted and I stood
eyelashes fluttering
still thinking you see me whenever you close your eyes
(please miss my eyes, look at me! look at me!)
An awkward hello, (you only smiled earlier)
was met by an equally nervous hi
(talk to me, just say my name)
I wish you could grasp the craving I feel around you
(I want you to need me, please still need me)
Your arms looked sexy (god I was wet) and I hated the cold for
covering them up.