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i am awake for the
first time in days
crawl from my sheets
ignoring the mirror across the hall in the
floresent lit bathroom
my refelction can only speak of things
that my ears are unwilling to hear

and if my head could shut up for three
fucking seconds
maybe i would dress up like vivian leigh (beautiful and crazy)
and seize the day
but silence is not an option and i am forced
to hear my thoughts of you on a constant loop
(why did you leave?)

well hello joni mitchell
sing to me your beautiful heartache
(sing away any hope of happiness)
well hello jack daniels
make me feel numb
(if you could talk you know i would listen)
well hello 3 o'clock in the afternoon grief
where has my day (year) gone?
(i know you are here to stay)