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Meh. I'm SO tired of constantly explaining this picture, explaining why I've been depressed. So here's the short version (for those who don't know): On this day last year my Grandad died. It was the most horrible experience I've ever had, as we were closer than a lot of people are to their parents. I talked to him almost every day, including the night before he died. He was totally healthy...aside from high blood pressure. He had s stroke. (at somewhere around this time actually...it's 3:15 for me) I found out later, and my whole world pretty much just flipped around after that. I haven't been the same since.

So I did this picture [link] to kinda express how the whole thing felt to me. It's one of the much older pictures in my gallery, but still one of my favorites....but gets no attention. So I remade it, now that I have a much better graphics program to work with, and I know how to use it better too.

other notes - I got the bangs backwords, but blue looks better in the front anyway. And since I wear a mood-ring type choker thing, I figured green was the closest color that matched how I'd be feeling in the pic. (go look up green if you want, blue means happy and relaxed....)

comments disabled because...I really don't want a bunch of sympathy. I just need to vent.

artwork/idea/character are mine.

Interpret it how you wish.

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Meh. I'm SO tired of constantly explaining this picture, explaining why I've been depressed. So here's the short version (for those who don't know): On this day last year my Grandad died. It was the most horrible experience I've ever had, as we were closer than a lot of people are to their parents. I talked to him almost every day, including the night before he died. He was totally healthy...aside from high blood pressure. He had s stroke. (at somewhere around this time actually...it's 3:15 for me) I found out later, and my whole world pretty much just flipped around after that. I haven't been the same since.

So I did this picture [link] to kinda express how the whole thing felt to me. It's one of the much older pictures in my gallery, but still one of my favorites....but gets no attention. So I remade it, now that I have a much better graphics program to work with, and I know how to use it better too.

other notes - I got the bangs backwords, but blue looks better in the front anyway. And since I wear a mood-ring type choker thing, I figured green was the closest color that matched how I'd be feeling in the pic. (go look up green if you want, blue means happy and relaxed....)

comments disabled because...I really don't want a bunch of sympathy. I just need to vent.

artwork/idea/character are mine.

Interpret it how you wish.